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my life is a game of “is this a symptom or does everyone experience this?”

why do I have memory gaps? why do I forget things so easily? why do I feel like I’m delusional, like anything I see or feel isn’t real and isn’t there? why do I feel like I’m always lying? what happened? why don’t I remember it?

Do I Just Not Care or Am I Dissociating Myself from all My Feelings Again: a novel by me

i thought everything was kinda calm but turns out i’m just ignoring every single one of my problems

I think what hurts the most is knowing that whatever is going on in your head cannot be cured.

Oh fuck I forgot I’m stupid *goes and lays in the street*

Constantly torn between “I can’t ask for help bc then I’m annoying and everyone will be mad” and “I must ask for help at every possible stage because I might do it wrong and then everyone will be mad” ya feel