honestly , i am just here for katseye and nmixx (and to read about whoever else i'm addicted to on a case to case basis). i do stan twice too! open to all ships, they're great.
★ will only write fem!reader , winners love winning. i could do all kinds of stuff (to an extent). fluff , angst , nsfw , hurt/comfort... you name it , i will try to deliver.
latest work: that's so you (b. jinsol) ᰔ [16/12/25]
★ dividers by @/k1ssyoursister , @/solitary-serendipity and @/saradika-graphics
minors , do not interact... please.
★ my inbox is open for you. i promise , i don't bite.
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saint satine is giving saltine cracker: plain, boring and nobody really likes it
i don't see them lasting long
and they'll never top katseye
they already have a flop name: shit saltine 😭, ngl i still think prelube was a nasty flop name but atleast prelude rolls better than saint satine (and yeah, i watched their performance and honestly they suck and i understand why theyre called katseye leftovers)
sucks for the girls but theyre set up for failure faster than how hxg moved for the kats + theyre fake and bland
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Also like…. I may have forgotten that I wasn’t actually here as me, but actually as an anon but shhhhh no one has to know
How are you now? Back for good? (At least until the new semester starts again?)
HHAHHHAHAHAA i actually knew based on how you typed but i didnt want to say anything either because you didnt 😭
i am doing better, i think! to be honest ive just been sleeping in especially since our break is only for a month (our uni has been shifting the calendar so everyone has to suffer for a while). i will absolutely try to be more active here especially in writing, but no promises that i will be consistent (although i do have drafts that have been cooking in my mind, i just need to write it!!!)
Have you seen sullyoon calling jiwoo her little puppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE KEEPS ON DOING THAT AND SHE NEEDS TO STOP!!!! no actually sullyoons brain should be studied because why does she keep getting cuteness aggression from jiwoo
damn, house has been quiet for a while huh? been mostly on twt just getting updated on groups i stan (honestly its mostly nmixx atp). its currently summer break so i might get some writing done if i get inspired!
heavy serenade is a bop!! ngl LOUD is my favorite track bc it made me cry. i am very excited for promo week and i am hoping we get that pak soon.
havent been keeping up with the kats but i saw lara talking about how music helped her and i just hope she knows how much eyekons care and love them amidst all that goes on.
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TUMBLR IS BACK 🤩 (our stupid government thought it was a gambling site and banned it lmao... all while they still put up advertisement billboards of gambling sites and the poor continues to find ways to make ends meet. ang bobo talaga.)
additionally, i am taking part on the katseye boycott. the kats will always be six and i will always be ot6. the damn company should be called out for the lack of transparency about the hiatus and the mistreatment towards manon (and in extension, the girls). its been a problem in the industry that black girls are being mistreated, and the fact that so many people are soooo ready to put the girls against each other is so vile and stupid. solo / ot5 stans can go fuck off.
helloooo, yes i am still alive (i think). ive been seeing the likes and comments on my other works from time to time (especially sappho's excerpt) and im so glad and honored that yall appreciate my work 💕 ik no one cares but here is a life update of what the hell goes on since the bae fic 😔
- one of mom's closest friend died which made me reflect on life because it was so unexpected (very dramatic, i know)
- we had our intramurals, i was in charge of sports releases for our college pub org as the sports editor (got writing burn out bc of journalism (biggest fear))
- studies is beating the shit out of me as an irregular student, i think im failing a class but im manifesting that i at least latch onto the passing mark (its so not me but rn im aiming for the bare minimum)
- family is moving and i seriously hate the idea
- abruptly signed up to be part of a short film making competition for our program just because my girlfriend will be going to the same convention (things i do for love ig)
yeah, there are probably so much more that happened but i dont remember anymore lol. ill try to get back into writing as soon as possible, just know im working on it behind the scenes if youre waiting... or something <33
summary: even between all the chaos of being an idol, you find youself spending a soft moment with your girlfriend jinsol.
tags: idol!bae jinsol x idol fem!reader , reader is the 6th member of itzy , fluff , very short , reader overworks a little , trying to get over my writing slump one short fic at a time
warning: none , we are soft.
the familiar white walls and the vibrations of your own voice surround you again, your sweat slick and annoyingly latching onto you no matter how much you wipe yourself off with a towel.
yuna, energetic as ever, latches onto ryujin as they both spun around— chaeryeong following them around with a camera as the management needed behind the scenes footage. yeji and lia stand on the side, watching as the younger members roughhouse even during tough practice, except for you.
the dance practice was supposed to be only for recall, after your long filming days in another country for the music video. but it felt like you aren't doing enough, and sooner or later, the general public will have something to say again.
“y/n, take a break for a second.” yeji voiced out, concern lacing her tone as she watched you replay the chorus for what felt like the hundredth time.
you unknowingly brushed her off, going back into position as the music rings in your ears. everything else felt like white noise, especially the chatters of your group. from time to time, you glance at the cameras around the room, even the ones that the maknae line are toying with.
the internet always had something to say, and you've seen everything they had to say about you. how you didn't practice enough, how you were one of the weakest in dancing, how you didn't deserve to be part of the group. there were so many moments where you felt so suffocated, and even then you were only gasping for little air that the world offers.
lia talked to you once, about how she saw herself in you at that moment, and how she pushed herself too much. you knew what she implied— to step away, even just for a moment.
but then again, if you took a step back, will the group look back and wait for you like everyone did for her?
“y/n unnie!” a voice calls out to you, and that stops you in your tracks because you were the youngest in itzy. you turn towards the door and find jinsol with cans of refreshments.
you walk towards her in confusion, and you don't notice the yeji and lia taking a sigh of relief as you pause in dancing. “sol, what are you doing here? didn't you have a schedule?”
“schedule?” her brows furrowed, glancing at the clock of the practice room. “it was finished an hour ago, we just got back. i’m actually surprised you're all still in the studio.”
before you could answer her, ryujin jumps into view, pushing you out the door while handing you your phone and wallet. “please take her away for a second, eat or something. she’s been pushing herself and yeji unnie might have a heart attack."
jinsol, passes the plastic bag full of refreshments, grabbing one for you. “here, sunbaenim! for you and the rest.”
“you’re literally dating my member and you’re still calling me sunbaenim? talk about favoritism, am i right?”
before you could mutter another word, ryujin winks at both of you and closes the door behind her— leaving you and jinsol in the hallway.
“i keep forgetting i can call her unnie when we're not in the public eye.” jinsol, takes your hand, guiding you to jyp entertainment's famous organic canteen.
“ryu unnie understands, it's muscle memory at this point.” you shrug, and your other hand wipes the sweat off your forehead. “she pushed me out and didn't even give me a change of clothes, i’m stinking up the place.”
“really?” she leans towards you, catching you off guard as she takes a whiff near your neck. “you still smell good to me!”
“hey! someone might see us, do you wanna get in trouble with management?!”
jinsol chuckles as she changes course, pulling you towards the lockers. she spots her name, opening it and pulling out an extra shirt which she hands to you. “here, change your shirt or you might get sick.”
you scoff, taking the shirt and recognizing it as an old nmixx merch as you walk towards the restrooms. “are you bossing me around now? don't forget, i’m still older than you.”
“yeah by a few months. besides, i don't think hierarchy applies to us anymore.”
you enter a stall, changing your shirt fast and wiping yourself dry. “since when?”
“since you said yes to being my girlfriend.”
jinsol held a big grin, reminding you of the day she relentlessly courted you even while she was still a trainee. you met her through lily, who you trained alongside and were close friends with. by the time she came into your life, you were already set to debut with itzy, but it didn't hinder your friendship and blooming romance. you were closest in age to her and yoona, and you did go to hanlim with them at the beginning of your career.
a part of you wondered why the company pushed you to debut in itzy, when you were closer in age to nmixx and would've had time to develop more. but then you try to compare yourself in between the two and you couldn't see yourself in the other group, even if you were dating a member from it.
stepping into the cafeteria, you see some staff and trainees eating or just hanging out, they only spare a glance as jinsol pulls you to a corner.
“stay here, i will get us some food.” she pulls a chair and sits you down, then she pulls the same can from a while ago, still chilly even if it was stored in her pocket. “drink this, it's very sugary.”
you give your thanks as she walks away, and you watch her from afar as she carefully curated a dish that she knew you would like. a soft smile lingers on your face, you'll never regret being with her, even with all the precautions.
itzy’s debut was a whirlwind of highs and lows, and everyone expected a lot especially when you were in the same company that made legendary girl groups. it was honestly a lot for a 15 year old you, and it was jinsol who reminded you that even with all the heavy weight of it all, you were still young.
nmixx was a whole other story, and you remember the times you snuck out to meet jinsol while she cried her heart out. you were so relieved as things took a turn for the better for them, and your girlfriend started gaining her confidence again.
“what are you thinking about?” she interrupts your daydreaming as she sets down an array of dishes and side dishes on the table.
“nothing, just how much i love you.”
you watch as she starts madly blushing, and she suddenly takes your soda can with a big gulp.
“hey that's mine, isn't it?!” a loud laughter rings through your little corner as jinsol smiles sheepishly and slides the can near you.
even fleeting moments like this doesn't mean it isn't special, having a moment with jinsol in between the comeback preparations and whispers of another tour is a luxury which you will always indulge yourself in every chance you get.
“sol..,” you trail off in your mind, and you find yourself staring closely at the softness of her features. “where do you see yourself in ten years?”
jinsol lets out a content sigh, leaning back on her chair as she looked out the window.
“ten years? i’d like to think i’ll still be in nmixx. i mean, we're still young and all that, but i don't think i’d ever stay in this industry without my members.” a grin spreads out on her face as she turns back to you. “i’d also hope that by that time, we’ll be married.”
you couldn't help but chuckle, holding out a wide grin of your own as you took her hand from across the table and caressed her knuckles gently with your thumb. “as long as you ask me yourself, i’d say yes.”
“of course i would! i'll kneel on one knee and everything and hopefully express my romantic love for you without stuttering. though knowing me, i’d cry immediately.”
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