Proud Pink Panda

I was once destructive. I wanted to kill myself. For real. I don’t understand life why it kept putting me through all the hurt. I hated myself. I over criticize my own ability to do things. I never get to see life in the same light as I do now. But back then, I was so vile towards life and myself that I get to kill my own happiness cause I was so immature towards life. I’m proud to say that now? I’m getting a better view of life and slowly but surely loving my whole being and finding my own purpose. In which I instinctively felt that it was inside me, it’s just that I’m not fully aware and have not fully accepted what I was meant for that work. 

I was meant to shed a light on people and one instance opened the door of clarity in my mind. I posted something, a comment on a post and there was no intention of anything with that comment I sent and people started recognizing it then I was moved by people who DMed me with kind words cause I was able to uplift their spirits and that was the moment I realized that I have a voice. I finally see what I was meant to be and all I need is a medium to reach out and spread love and light on people who need it.