madeline

i’m so worried about what will become of me this weekend, mostly because i’m repressing about 1,000 feeling (mostly about the situation-ship from hell that i’ve gotten myself into) and alcohol will be involved!!!!!!!!! did i mention he’ll be in my general vicinity? yay!!

i used to lose sleep over turning eighteen at fifteen and sixteen, ngl though this feels better (she’s trying to ignore it…)

i miss when prose used to flow to me when i’d write. now it flows away.

this user misses oc fanfiction

i hate when i know something will simply not last, whilst im still enthralled in it. like wdym i need to find a new crush.

I want clothes from Vinted!!! When do I want them now? Unfortunately, getting wasted next weekend is a higher priority.

my biggest fear ever ever ever is people i know irl finding this account. idek how they would but its a worry :000