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Dental Clinic by Dr. Junna M. Tan

A lot of these days, I got so hot tempered. I learned to grow grudges - in my thoughts at first, but later on it got rooted in my heart. I learned not to think of an idea of forgiveness, but rather just take the downside revenge. I somehow think that GOODNESS or rather being nice doesn't fit in this world where living in and that being BAD is also GOOD.

I would always feel like I could do so much better but I couldn't do it, without doing less on the former. I always hate myself for being that kind of a person. I always felt like I am not enough when I know for a fact that I am enough and I could do more and capable of doing more - but in reality, when I am in a situation impromptu, I would always act so lame and stupid.

I don't know how to be certain. I don't know how to trust myself because I always regret my decisions afterwards. I am not confident enough to myself on reality and alone. I am scared of failure, too much failure.