Strange and Unusual

It is currently 11:44pm and at exactly 11:42pm I heard three deep breaths that sounded like they were coming from my sisters bed up against our longest shared wall. My sister is outside with my grandma and hasn't been in our from for at least half an hour. I would blame this on the horror movie I'm watching but a.) it's not scary in the slightest (The Wolfman [1941]), b.) the movie is pretty quiet and with the way it's audio sounds it's high improbable that it was the movie that the noise came from, and c.) the lights are on so there's absolutely no reason why I would get excessively paranoid.

There are no bad vibes but I still found it slightly odd. I wonder why this stuff only happens when my grandma stays the night...

In the midst of the chaos that is 2020 I have become more aware of something other than the injustices that exist in this world. Something that effects me more directly.

I have spoken about feeling as though I was being watched before but this time is a little different. I have received some sort of confirmation that this might be more than me being paranoid.

A few days ago my grandmother came over and my little sister, who I share a room with, slept downstairs in the living room with her for two days. Regardless of whether or not she sleeps in her bed, which is a loft bed that is directly above mine, I often notice that in the late hours of the night it likes to creak or move as is my sister were getting comfortable.

It was on the second night of my sister staying in the living room with my grandmother that her bed shifted and adjusted itself as it usually does. I was under the impression that it was simply gravity that was causing this phenomenon. However, this night has started to make me question whether or not this is actually the cause.

The bed shifted and I thought nothing of it but a short while after I heard a puff of air being released and it sounded similarly to that of someone taking in a quick deep breath or huffing. The sound came from where my sister would have been if she was sleeping there.

At the time I had briefly forgotten that my sister was asleep downstairs but I quickly remembered and looked around for my two dogs as one of them likes to huff sometimes, but based on their locations it couldn't have been them.

The noise came from the bed above me.

I didn't feel any bad energy or vibes in the room so I let myself go back to reading on my bed and tried not to think to hard on it.

I now believe that I just might have confirmation of at least one thing watching me. What it is, I do not know, but I do know that it means me no harm and only wishes to keep me company.

I could be completely wrong about all of this and that would be fine but I'd like to keep my mind open to possibilities.

Would time travel be possible if we were able to go in the opposite direction of the earths lunar rotation and the opposite of the earrings solar rotations?

It is exactly 2:18 in the morning I want to sleep but I can't quite yet. I feel like I'm being watched again. Maybe I'm just paranoid or many it's my dead great grandma trying to communicate with me again. All I know is that stuff keeps falling in my house for no reason, I need to buy a tarot deck, and I need to cleanse my house again. I don't get the vibe that whatever may be watching me is evil but or intended me harm but I keep expecting to seen figures that aren't there and as the months go by my sensitivity to the supernatural seems to be growing again. Maybe it's just the fae messing with me again maybe not. I just want to sleep and I can't. I am making this post in hopes to rationalize my anxieties and by doing so have started to clam down. It is now 2:24 am I am a bit calmer so either I'm done acting irrational or whoever or whatever realized what it was doing to me. I hope it knows that I am still new to not fearing all of the supernatural and that I can sense that it means no I'll will.