A tutor (re)takes the SAT II and offers Lessons Learned
Private Prep’s Ethan Warshowsky, the Science department head, took the SAT II’s in Chemistry, Biology and Physics on February 7th.  He took the tests while being quite sensitive to the experience with the intention of getting into the mindset of a student and better understanding how students interpret standardized tests.  The following essay describes his experience. Â
I arrived at 7:45 am, the reported latest time to check in. The woman at the front directed me to a room based on my last name. When I went to the assigned room, the proctor was administering the regular SAT only. When I asked her where the SAT II rooms were, she did not know. She directed me to another room that was also SAT only with a proctor who was equally clueless. At this point, it was past 8:00 am, the reported start time. I was actually worried that they would not admit me, so I ran back to the front desk and exclaimed: "Excuse me, may I speak to your manager? This event is so poorly run, this woman told me to go here but I'm taking the SAT IIs!..."
Turns out there is only one person from College Board actually at the Test Center and he was this really nice old man. He attempted to comfort me: "It is okay, son, they haven't even started bubbling in their names yet!" It was actually quite heartening. Â
The exam felt almost surreal considering the testing room was a middle school English room. Â Cute classroom decorations of correct grammar usage and colorful student poems were displayed on the wall. This juxtaposed interestingly with the severity of the tests we were about to take and the level of anxiety in the room.
The woman proctoring the SAT II’s read the instructions quite fast.  She gave us instructions for bubbling in our information and then said: “Look up when you’re finished.”  I thus took my time figuring out College Board’s convoluted answer sheet and kept my head down. Several times I was still writing with my head down and she began moving on with new instructions.  I began firmly telling her to wait for me and slow down. She conceded. Â
Most of the students were not listening to the proctor as they were focused on simply catching up on her previous instructions themselves. Â
After about halfway through the second test, I began getting mentally fatigued and older memories of my own test anxieties started creeping in. I tuned into these thoughts and paid great attention to what I felt and why. Â
I noticed that with my creeping mental fatigue, I was becoming insecure about some of the answer choices I was bubbling. I found that I felt compelled to double-check and re-check questions. Upon playing with this thought process, I realized that I simply was not fully confident with myself. I found myself in a cycle of irrationally rechecking answers. Upon realizing this, whenever that same thought process reemerged, I would look to see if that worry was warranted. As expected, it was not, and whatever answer I had initially put down was what I stuck with. Following that, I allowed my worry/doubt to wash over me. With this experience came a unique catharsis, a sort of lasting peacefulness with myself. Â I found that I was calmer in the testing moment, and more focused on the test at hand.Â
To perform well, I believe that students should embrace what they fear in regards to the testing experience. Students (everybody) have their demons, and it’s foolish to think that they don’t play into the testing experience. As educators and parents, we have felt the struggle of academic life and have the unique capability of humanizing the test prep experience for students. We should show compassion and set up a safe environment for the student to open up. If a student is afraid of doing poorly, we can slowly allow them to acknowledge and respect his/her fears. Have them know that you fear and remind them that courage is not the absence of fear, but rather comfort with it.
If students are afraid of being vulnerable, be an example and open up first. Many of my students know what I am afraid of and know not to worry about being judged.
I personally believe that this kind of “exposure” is important because it allows for a comfort with oneself. It gives students a mental tool where they can look at their negative thought and say “Oh hey, I recognize you. I confronted you before.”  We can thus provide students with the mental maturity to look at these thoughts objectively, and be mentally prepared to handle the stresses of testing (and life). Â
For a mental prep program to truly be efficient, I believe that it should require students to really dig deep within themselves and be courageous about their academic insecurities. Â As educators and parents, we must act as guides and show them how to be compassionate towards themselves and their fears. Â
Ensure your students/child prepare(s) for a poorly run event. Â The ancillary aspects of testing day may not go smoothly, and the student must not let those kind of hiccups shake him/her.
Know how to find your test location. If lack of organization causes the student to be lost after the reported start time, instruct them to confidently go back to the sign-in area and ask to speak with the College Board representative. Students should know that it’s not their fault if they are incorrectly directed and have to right to sit even after start time. Â
Be explicit about what you need as the student. The proctors do not always understand how to proctor appropriately. Â If a student feels rushed while filling out his/her answer sheet, instruct them to feel comfortable asking for more time.
Focus on the positive. We should instruct our students/children to feel that their test day is a day to seize rather than dread. They should respect their own preparation and stand up for themselves if they feel that the proctors/organizers are not helping them.
Set up safe environments with your students/children during his/her test prep. Allow them to feel comfortable being vulnerable and honest with themselves. Teach them to have compassion and be courageous and aware of their trouble areas in advance.Â