THE WHITE LIGHT OF LIFE

#2814s is an independent, selective, & heavily headcanon-based interpretation of 𝗛𝗔𝗟 𝗝𝗢𝗥𝗗𝗔𝗡 of 𝗗𝗖 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗖𝗦. this blog is 18+ ONLY & may feature triggering themes. read carrd before following or interacting. est. ²¹, revamped ²⁶. written with love by bren ( ²⁶, ᵗʰᵉʸ/ᵗʰᵉᵐ, ᵐˢᵗ ) this blog exclusively uses the beta editor + xkit rewritten, and is extremely anti-ai.

[ x ] <- accepting!

Scratch and scribble on white paper, half bent over the bar counter. Condensation stains a watery circle around where his glass rests, a good seventy-eight percent full and not touched in ten-fifteen-twenty minutes. Call him dreamy, or in his own world…

Blunter fingers brush Kyle’s scalp and hair, and he suddenly feels the shadow of a broad body behind him. Hi, Guy, as he jerks up and out of commission-land, pencil stuttering on paper. Trail off the path to words because he likes it, okay, and trailed off graphite marking. But… well, it’s not an uncomfortable touch but it’s random and unforeseen and hey! he’s busy! Ring-lit eyes glance back and as much as that puppy dog expression leans into annoyance for the first three seconds, he can’t keep a smile at bay for long. Hi. Hey. Lean into the prodding at his hair, a little, still angled so he can glimpse the man pestering him. “Dude. Not even gonna say hi, first? I’m working, you know.”

Then Kyle looks at him, expression peeved for a total of three seconds before it shifts into something else. It makes Guy's chest ache bad and the blood rush to his cheeks as his brows furrow in confusion. ( Kyle likes me? No one ever likes me. Why is he smiling at me like that? ) It makes him feel nice, but he can't help but pout instead. And yet his hand never stills as he keeps combing through the loose knots here and there. He doesn't really know what his end goal is here — maybe just touch Kyle, be close to him, have him pay attention to him instead of his drawing because what the fuck he's right here — but he just knows that he doesn't want to stop.

... But he manages to force himself out of it as his hands raise in mock surrender. His infamous black warriors shirt that has always been a little too tight and short on him rides up his belly a little to reveal the undercurve. He's got sweats on too. It makes him feel more vulnerable than it should. Kyle has seen him wearing this before, come on, but still ( ... )

" Okay, Mr. Miyazaki — " Yes, he memorized the name of the dude because Kyle said he is a legend in the animation industry. Because Kyle said, period. " Looks like ya were enjoyin' it, but if it's really messin' with yer work... "

The elder man keeps going, too, and who’s he to say no to that? Give him three breaths and a huff and then he’s turning, swiveling on a barstool to come all the way around, face to face. Or, with Guy standing, face to… lower chest, high belly, the soft curve forward that pokes out from below those pecs and— okay. Okay. Eyes are up here is something he’s heard his entire life, the reason behind it shifting and waning and waxing with the tide of a new day, new month or new season. It’d be easier to blame this instance on some struggle to make eye contact— but seven times out of ten the other Corpsmen are some of the few that get a head on gaze regularly, green-splashed eye to green-splashed eye (the other three out of ten remark towards flight, panic or I’m busy!).

So, Kyle’s look dashes up and away from Guy’s choices in casual wear.

“I’m not animating, I’m just thumbnailing,” he mutters, slight tilt of the head to maybe, just maybe, chase a hand. His turn-around wasn’t an invitation to stop. Leaning forward, he hikes the heels of his shoes onto the low bar of the stool so his knees are high enough to go elbow-to-knee on. Chin in palms, fingers curled close, now he’s certainly looking up through long lashes. “… I could use a break, I guess. Maybe I don’t wanna spend my entire relax-n-rewind day getting freakin’ carpal tunnel.”

[ TXT ] :   you could just say you're sorry.

[ TXT ] :   this doesn't mean i forgive you.

[ TXT ] :   be outside in two minutes or you're dead,  i mean it.

[ TXT ] :   the least you could do is let me know you're okay.

[ TXT ] :   you start your day at 2pm?

[ TXT ] :   i think i lost my  [ ITEM ].  is it there?

[ TXT ] :   where are you?  nobody's heard from you.

[ TXT ] :   pick up.  pick up.  pick up.

[ TXT ] :   what if i said i'm outside?

[ TXT ] :   keep me posted.

[ TXT ] :   i want to kiss you so bad it hurts.

[ TXT ] :   send me your location.

[ TXT ] :   i hope this is some sort of emergency.

[ TXT ] :   i woke up and you were gone.

[ TXT ] :   they know.  i don't know how,  but they know.

[ TXT ] :   don't come home yet. i'll explain later.

[ TXT ] :   don't say i didn't warn you.

[ TXT ] :   i can't tell if you're mad at me...

[ TXT ] :   just trust me,  ok?

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  you left this behind.

[ TXT ] :   are we still on for tonight?

[ TXT ] :   i want you to admit what you did.

[ TXT ] :   did you just hang up on me?

[ TXT ] :   are we ever going to talk about this?

[ TXT ] :   this is bigger than both of us now.

[ TXT ] :   i'm still waiting.

[ TXT ] :   what are you doing tomorrow night?

[ TXT ] :   fine,  i'll do it myself.

[ TXT ] :   you're still my emergency contact.

[ TXT ] :   stop,  you're making me blush.

[ TXT ] :   i lied earlier.  i'm not fine.

[ TXT ] :   [ MEDIA ]  ...  delete this after you look.

[ TXT ] :   i'm not joking.

[ TXT ] :   what happened to "never again"?

[ TXT ] :   i just want to make sure you know you're not alone.

[ TXT ] :   i don't know who else to call.

[ TXT ] :   can't stop thinking about you.

[ TXT ] :   you couldn't have told me this in person??

[ TXT ] :   i can't wait to see you again.

[ TXT ] :   did i do something wrong?

[ TXT ] :   i can't help you if you don't let me.

[ TXT ] :   i have ... sort of a favor to ask.

[ TXT ] :   i'm grabbing food, want me to pick you up?

[ TXT ] :   you looked at me different tonight.

[ TXT ] :   i don't want to be alone right now.

[ TXT ] :   i can't believe you'd actually say that.

[ TXT ] :   don't worry,  i handled it.

[ TXT ] :   i didn't think this through.

[ TXT ] :   give me a straight answer.

[ TXT ] :   if you go to the cops,  so will i.

[ TXT ] :   someone's feeling bold today.

[ TXT ] :   were you ever going to tell me?

[ TXT ] :   i shouldn't have said that.

[ TXT ] :   we kind of have a situation...

[ TXT ] :   i keep re-reading our old messages.

[ TXT ] :   like,  a BODY-body??

[ TXT ] :   you should hate me right now.

[ TXT ] :   i didn't plan for this,  either.

[ TXT ] :   i know you're reading these.

[ TXT ] :   have you been taking care of yourself?

[ TXT ] :   it's getting really bad again.

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  am i doing this right...?

[ TXT ] :   i'm coming over whether you want me to or not.

[ TXT ] :   i need you to delete our texts.

[ TXT ] :   were you at  [ LOCATION ]  yesterday?

[ TXT ] :   you got anywhere to be later?

[ TXT ] :   i know it's 3am but i need to hear your voice.

[ TXT ] :   are you having fun?

[ TXT ] :   i'm on my way,  don't go anywhere.

[ TXT ] :   it's been awhile,  we should meet up somewhere.

[ TXT ] :   oh my god,  are you bailing again?

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  this reminded me of you.

[ TXT ] :   so that's it?  we're just...  done?

[ TXT ] :   wear the  [ ITEM ]  i got you tonight.

[ TXT ] :   you looked at me different tonight.

[ TXT ] :   bring a jacket,  it's freezing.

[ TXT ] :   your secret is safe with me.

[ TXT ] :   this wasn't meant for you. forget you saw that.

[ TXT ] :   do i need to come over?

[ TXT ] :   stop,  you're making me blush.

[ TXT ] :   you're running out of time.

[ TXT ] :   don't bother making excuses.

[ TXT ] :   i see you typing...

[ TXT ] :   i don't think i caught your name.

[ TXT ] :   they know.  i don't know how,  but they know.

[ TXT ] :   i wouldn't ask if it wasn't important.

[ TXT ] :   you snore,  by the way.

[ TXT ] :   show me what you're working on.

[ TXT ] :   call me right now,  it's an emergency.

[ TXT ] :   if i tell you something,  promise you won't freak out.

[ TXT ] :   i thought you were dead.

[ TXT ] :   this is all a big mistake.

[ TXT ] :   movie's showing tonight at 9,  are you in?

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  ...  miss this yet?

[ TXT ] :   you don't have to be such an asshole.

[ TXT ] :   you know what you're doing to me.

[ TXT ] :   i just heard what happened... are you okay?

[ TXT ] :   you owe me one.

[ TXT ] :   i miss you so much.

[ TXT ] :   can you send me the photos from last night?

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  have you seen this???  [ NAME ]??

[ TXT ] :   you looked beautiful last night.

[ TXT ] :   can i see that beautiful face?

[ TXT ] :   i kept your stuff. in case you ever wanted it back.

[ TXT ] :   sorry,  i'm running late.

[ TXT ] :   i'm not supposed to be talking to you.

[ TXT ] :   you can't ignore me forever.

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  don't freak out.

[ TXT ] :   i think my phone is tapped.

[ TXT ] :   hold on,  i'm in the middle of something.

[ TXT ] :   just checking to see if you've blocked me...

send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

Alternatively, send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible! Please specify the muse for multimuses!

✘ = hugging them.

Δ = playing with their hair.

❤ = kissing them.

₪ = asking them out for dinner.

☀ = giving them a gift of _ ( asker’s choice ) .

♘ = stabbing them.

♕ = bowing down before them.

♒ = lying to them.

✿ = buying them flowers.

☾ = being found shirtless.

♢ = reading them a story.

☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm.

✎ = speaking in a different language.

✏ = teaching them a different language.

▄ = telling them a joke.

♬ = singing to them.

☹ = insulting a loved one.

ஐ = slapping them.

✂ = threatening them.

❃ = dancing with them.

▤ = falling asleep on them.

☮ = waking them up after a nightmare.

♣ = discovering them crying.

回 = patching a wound.

✮ = stargazing.

▓ = caught stealing their belongings.

☽ = wandering alone at night.

♡ = complimenting them.

≡ = offering a place to stay overnight.

☢ = falling over.

✦ = being well-dressed.

❂ = wiping blood off their face.

◎ = taking care of them while ill.

☁ = being caught in the middle of a storm with them.

⇕ = holding their hand.

↱ = being lost with them.

☠ = pushing them against a wall.

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kyle! … tag list … character study … intro page [to be updated extensively!] … frequently seen drawing … [mains / exclusives tba]

an in depth study of… being human in the face of the cosmos, being human as the face of the cosmos. referencing… twinkling lights, bright and dazzling grins, a starfield left behind in one’s shadow, the painted swirls of galaxies and the scent of metallics mixed with oil paint. symbolizing… breaking the cycle of abuse, becoming a bridge of identity and connection and life, overdoing yourself to try and be known, reaching out a hand no matter the cost, protecting anyone and everyone, self confidence and self hatred as two sides of a bled-through paper and love.

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