PrincessNerd

The rain came as light showers that adorned the sky. It was like Christmas lights at the start of September. And just like how we see the start of a spectacular light show leading to the main event, the light showers turn into a full blown storm like the star of the show that it is. Amazing as nature may be, for me it just brings devastation. I have seen it coming, and as expected the devastation…

One day I will find loveAnd not the kind who will love me despite my shortcomingsNot even the kind who will love me and accept all my flaws.I want the kind of love who will look at meAnd list all the great things that he can see… Like how I am great at laughing, even at lame jokes…Like how my skin looks radiant without make up on…Like how unique my mind works even when I am like a dorkLike how I…

I am in a standstill and I am shaking like a mad woman… Sinking into the non-movementTaking everything inAnd not letting anything outNodding in confusionDeadpan on conversationsStill, people go about thingsTalking, moving as if time is in a hurryImpatient with lifeLiving naturally as ifLife has no meaning

You are beautiful, I say. I say this because your eyes let me see your chaste soul.I say this because your nose breathes in fresh perspectives.I say this because your lips say the purest thoughts.I say this because your ears listen even to the darkest stories.I say this because your touch assures me of the gentlest comfort. I say all these things because I know you.I know that you are beautiful…

Maganda ako…Sabi ng nanay ko… Sinabi nya yun ng walang pagaalinlangan dahil sa kanyang mga mata, ako na mula sa kanya ang pinakamaganda. Sinabi nya yun ng buo ang pagtitiwala na ang kagandahan ko ay hindi lamang sa panlabas na anyo kundi hangang sa kaibuturan. Sinabi nya yun dahil siya mismo ang humulma sa bawat sulok ng pagkatao na mayroon ako. Sinabi nya yun… At tulad nya,ako rin ay…

For my sake, call me one last time. Let me hear your voice again. Tell me that it will be alright. Tell me that things will be fine;That I can sleep sound tonightknowing that you had thought of meOne last time. For my sake, kiss me again like how you used to,urgent like it would be the last time. Kiss me like how you’ve always wanted to, but never did. Kiss me once, twice, thrice;As much as you…

Even now, I think

Neither of us thought that

Having our kind of connection

And intense sense of kinship

Now, would be gone.

Cementing what I would see as the

End of our short fleeting moments

Deepened by false promises,

Concocted by bored minds.

On the premise that the crisis will end; that

Meeting you is possible; that

Meeting you is the plan… Or rather was the plan.

Understanding the…

Sa pagitan ng aking paghihintay, 3 beses kitang nakilala.

Sa unang pagkakataon, nakita kita nakatingin … nakatitig … nakatitig sa mga mata mga matang binabalot ng takot at pangamba mga takot na hindi ko alam san hinuhugot mga takot na tila pinulot … pinulot sa mga pagkakamali, sa mga pangakong nabali, sa tiwalang nasira, sa pusong wala ng natira. Habang patuloy kitang tinititigan, saka mo ako…