its not u its me

- making your own decisions takes 10 years

- answering every question with “idk” “don’t ask me” “i’m not sure”

- …..and when you do answer a question you end it with “idk tho” “i could be wrong though”

- forgetting to bring up issues to people and shocking them when you finally express how u feel about them

- everyone tells you you’re super chill but on the inside you’re like :“”“’)))) !!!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!!

- in fact, you’re so chill ppl don’t think the things they say/do affect you that much (but they do)

- eating to avoid problems

- napping to avoid problems

- avoiding problems like the plague and pretending they don’t exist, then acting shocked when they blow up in your face

- anger? what’s that?

- ….and then when you do feel angry, it’s seething rage that you have no idea what to do with

- laziness. too lazy to get out of bed. don’t feel like cooking food. don’t want to clean my room. getting up and walking across the room to get my glass of water is too much effort