1 year without self harm💕

It’s days like today where I question if I’m really here.

One day my soul won’t feel so heavy.

I think the sad part is learning that I was always enough without the toxic people I thought I needed. Not everyday is gonna be absolutely amazing. Most days will just be sleep eat work but I know that there have been so many amazing days that I won’t give up for how I’m feeling now. I think it’s so odd wanting to live and finding ways to make everyday better. I’ve started dancing in my kitchen with no pants on when I feel super super shitty after work and it’s helped immensely. If I feel this good after just 15 minutes of silly it makes me excited to push to keep healing even if it hurts so much and brings up so much old shit.

So that was fun 😂def lol forward to that again