2:53 am on my birthday.
in 2 hours my brother gets here and stays for a few days so the house is gonna be packed. i really wanted tonight to be special. just a moment for the two of us to connect and make love before we have zero privacy for days. but she just went to sleep.
idk it just hurts. sitting here in the dark watching the clock tick down. happy birthday to me i guess lol. just me and the silence.













