one thing i have been trying to teach myself lately is that i am enough whenever. i am always, all the time enough. i am enough when i don’t like myself, i am enough when i don’t look presentable, i am enough when i’m not ready to face my demons. you don’t have to do certain things such as working out 5x a week, journal and meditate every night or be good at school to be enough and worthy of love. whatever state you are in right now is enough. you are deserving of a relationship, a good life and everything else at any given time.

if she’s your girl why is she decomposing in a field with me

someone please end this suffering and pain i feel like i can’t breathe. please i’m gasping for air my throat is closing up it’s getting harder and harder to breathe. why won’t you look at me? can you hear me? i exist i exist i exist. why won’t you listen to me? she’s not here. she left.