LONELY GIRL

I am a man. I have basically been living in another town as a woman. Nothing with me is male. After reading all the blogs on Tumblr, I am ready to expose myself to my family and friends. Tell them I started hrt and plan on feminizing myself completely. Until I can never return to my old life. Can anyone tell me how I should go about doing this? I don't have a clue about what to say or who to tell first. I don't think my daughters will be too happy about it. Will probably disown me, but this is something I need and want, so I don't care if anyone likes it. I'm going to be a woman, I'm going to feminize myself, and I'm going to have surgery in 8 months to change my gender and I can't ever go back. I will be a woman until I die and hopefully, a woman in the afterlife. If anyone knows how to tell everyone that I don't want to be a man anymore and that I love worshipping black cock please tell me.

I love what estrogen is doing to my penis but surely there is a faster way to make it shrink. If anyone knows how to make it shrink to under a inch please tell me. It's about 2 inches now and dead. It stopped getting hard several months ago. I want to be castrated as soon as possible. I definitely do not need them anymore. I will keep the sack so the surgeon has something to work with. I can't wait to have my very own vagina. I'm crying now just thinking about it. My panties will look soo much better as well my leggings. I've burned all my male clothing. I only have skirts and dresses and a few leggings. I've spent way more than I thought possible on makeup. And I'm getting really good with it. Next is Lazer hair removal and castration.

God I wish I was her. I need a superior, dominant black men fucking my manhood from me and making me his BBC sissy bitch with each thrust until bam. He nuts inside me and I'm a BBC loving slut forever.