bella vita et is lit

i haven't posted since JAN and so much has happened??? i moved back to cologne <333 could not be more happy about this finally happening, oh my god, how often did i say i want to go back and now i did exactly two months ago and it is crazy that i already feel so much more like home again, seeing my friend, making excercising a routine, enjoying the sun, reading books in my fav districts and forgetting more and more about the chambers, the architects, and the loneliness that carried me throug the months before. i still may not have a job 100 percent but i am managin so well, not panicking as expected in antwerp, something will come up sooner i moved into my first solo apartment with two rooms!! i mean i did live alone in a two room apt in anvers before, but i had a flatmate, now it was just sole me that moved in with my three items that i have. it is cute, some things still need to be done. today i received a message in the neighbors group chat that so shitted in front of our door, luckily it was removed fast, it is a bit of a sketchy hood but max is living in the same street, only 20 numbers further down!! almost every day i am going to my FuLL b0DY classes, going to laufgruppe aachener weiher, thinking about the next books i want to read and possible travel destinations thinking about how i want to use this time wisely - is it smart to go on a vacation NOW? nothing fully attracts me at THIS STAGE as people are working, cannot go on vacations spontaneously and i also don't fully see myself going alone NOW. but let's see. im a colonian again

Ich war eben noch bei der Massage hehe und das tat richtig gut!! Musste bei -2 grad draußen warten!! Aber die Masseurin war sehr nett und das Gespräch das wir hatten irgendwie auch. Danach habe ich noch kurz mit Mama telefoniert und sie war auch gut drauf und musste sogar ein paar mal lachen und hat lustige Anekdoten erzählt. Dann war ich umso entspannter als ich die Treppe hoch bin hehe

I just watched ‘the holiday’ last night and Arthur told Kate winslet to be the main character in her own life!! Yes!!