CHAPTER ONE | WAKE IN BLUE
#SYNOPSIS. Death was never the end for him
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A low hum buzzed in the back of his skull. His eyelids flickered open, heavy like theyâd been glued shut. Blurry shapes hovered above him, white suits and glossy masks with fogged-up visors. His ears rang, the sound like muffled shouting underwater. His throat felt dry. Foreign.
The voice was male, filtered through a rebreather mask. Too far away to pin down. A bright light flashed across his face, making his pupils contract. He flinched, groaned.
âPupil reflex is good,â someone muttered.
âStay still,â said a woman, more gently, the corners of her eyes crinkling behind the clear faceplate, âYouâre okay, just breathe. You're safe â
He stirred, his muscles sluggish, heavyâwrong. Something itched under his skin. Too tight. Too loose. Too different. His hearing sharpened just enough to catch the sounds of monitors and breathing tubes. A heartbeat that wasnât just his own thumped in the room.
âGet that out of his face â
The voice was deeper. Unmasked. Closer.
The flashlight vanished. The humans stepped back as a tall shadow crossed into viewâtoo large. Too tall. Blue.
âColonel?â the Naâvi asked, looming over him, â Can you hear me?â
A hand, pressed against his chest. The touch was meant to be grounding. It wasnât. It felt wrongâlike being touched by the enemy.
His fists moved before his thoughts caught up. He roaredâa sound raw and animalisticâand slammed his knuckles into the Naâviâs face, sending the soldier staggering back. Alarms flared behind his eyes. He surged upward, every instinct telling him he was under attack.
He stood too fast, too unsteady. His balance tilted, feet unfamiliar. Snarling, teeth bared, he lunged at the next shadow. He yanked the dangling overhead light and hurled it at the nearest shape. A tray of instruments scattered across the floor. A monitor crashed. Someone shouted.
Another blue figure tried to subdue him. He met them with a punch straight to the jaw, then reeled to the side, panting, nostrils flaring.
Four of them now. Tall, lean, fastâlike predators circling a wounded animal. He hissed, curling into a defensive stance, baring his teeth.
The voices were warped, familiar yet not. But he wasnât listening. All he saw were enemies.
Two grabbed his arms. A third wrapped a muscular forearm around his neck from behind, locking him in place. He thrashed, snarled, bit at the air, claws flexing, fangs flashing. It took all of them to hold him.
âColonel, itâs me!â
A voiceâwarm, amused, laced with pain.
The Naâvi in front of him had a split lip, blood dribbling down his nose, but he was smiling. Recognition filtered through the haze.
âItâs Corporal Wainfleet! â
His breath caught. His ears twitched.
Lyle nodded, âYes sir â and Z-Dogâ he tilted his chin toward the female Recom holding his right side, â and Spikeââ The one restraining him with a bicep hooked tight around his neck offered a hesitant smile. He blinkedâwas it surprise or pure disbelief?
His soldiers were blue now.
The fight drained from his limbs, slowly. âAlright, let me goâ he said, voice hoarse. âIâm all right.â They hesitated, then loosened their grip.
His handsâblue, not the warm tan color he remembered. Human shape on alien skin. Muscled arms, unfamiliar in strength. He turned them over slowly, blinking.
Thick fingers. Wide palms. Faint veins beneath skin the color of cobalt. Bioluminescent freckles scattered across his knuckles like embers from a dying fire. He turned them over in the light. Flexed them.
They were strong, big, military. But not his.
He stood there in stunned silence, baffled by how blue he was. This wasnât right. This wasnât what he remembered.
Slowly, he rose to his feet, eyes fixed ahead. Past Lyle. Past the others. Toward the tall glass wall. Without a word, he brushed Lyle aside and made his way forward, footsteps unsteady but certain.
He stopped inches from the panel, lifting a hand to touch the cold surface. His palm flattened against the glass.
Mouth parting, he dragged his tongue along his teeth, pausing when it met a sharp canine. He touched it. Sharp. Predatory. Not human.
A Naâvi stared back at him. Golden eyes. High cheekbones. Fangs glinting in the reflection. Familiarâbut not. It was him, and yet it wasnât.
His ears gave an involuntary twitch. His tail flicked behind him, reacting on its own.
He stared for a long beat.
âWell,â he muttered, voice low and dry, âainât this a bitchâ
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He was floating. Weightless.
Hands grasped a metal bar overhead, his grip the only thing anchoring him in the softly humming chamber. Everything around him moved in slow, fluid arcsâequipment, personnel, stray cordsâand he could hear his own breath inside the recom unit's chamber, too loud, too human.
Then the screen flickered to life.
The face that appeared was older. Scarred. Human. A man wearing an RDA military shirt, sweat glistening on his brow as organized chaos bustled behind him. People were running back and forth in the corridor beyondâurgent, driven.
The man on the screen smiled. It was familiar, cruel.
âIn case you havenât figured it out yet,â he began, voice a dry drawl with gravel behind it, âYourâre Colonel Miles Quaritch. Only younger, taller, bluer⌠and not nearly as good lookingâ
He smirked, as if he knew exactly how jarring it would be. And it was. Seeing your own face, older, human,â or who he used to be. Smirking at him like the punchline of a joke he hadn't heard yet.
âIn two hours I fly a mission against a Naâvi stronghold,â he said, glancing off-camera as someone rushed past.
âThe powers that be thought it prudent I record this backup, just in case. And if youâre watching itâwellâŚâ He gave a small shrug, â It means I got my ticket punched â
Beside him in the present, Lyle Wainfleet floated into view, grasping a bar to stabilize himself as he watched. The silence between them was heavy.
Back in the recording, Quaritchâs expression twisted as he called out, âHey, Parker⌠just what the hell am I supposed to say now?â
A man stepped briskly into viewâParker Selfridge, looking flustered and irritable, holding a small capsule in his hand.
âJust remind him how it works,â Selfridge said, adjusting the video screen to get a clearer view of the object, âThis here? This holds all your memories. Personality, instincts. We send it back to Earthâwhere, as we speak, youâre growing in a nice warm lab. Once ready, we imprint it on your new recombinant body.â
Quaritch cut him off, â Am I doing this or are you?â
Selfridge slapped him on the back and walked out of frame, â Just hurry it up.â
Quaritch faced the camera again, more serious this time.
âThe idea was to get the best of usâhell, the worst of us, the meanest sons of bitches this planet ever sawâinto recombinant bodies. Like Corporal Wainfleet over thereâ
The feed cut to a human Wainfleet stepping out of a pod, cocky as ever. He struck a flexed pose. In real-time, the recom Wainfleet watching the video let out a low, âHoo-rahâ
Quaritch's voice picked up again
âAnd your humble narrator. Thatâs you, kid. You're a recom nowâloaded with my memories and my charm. What you wonât remember is my death⌠because it hasnât happened yet. And Iâll be damned if it will.â
There was laughter in the background. Z-Dog, probably. Even across time, his presence carried through.
âBut if it has⌠and youâre watching this⌠then youâll want the same thing I do. Payback.â
The image leaned in slightly. The camera zoomed just enough to make his eyes the center of focus. Cold. Focused.
âJake Sully will be at the top of that list. He might of punched my ticket. But that ainât all he did. If youâre really any clone of mine, you'll understand. Thereâs a separate mission waiting for you. One youâll handle alone.â
He paused, as if letting the weight of it settle.
âYouâre going to retrieve our favorite scientist.â
He didnât say your name. He didnât need to. The silence afterward was heavy with implication.
âThe poor thing mustâve been led astray by those traitorous blue monkeys. Detailsâll be in a secured folder. For your eyes onlyâ
Quaritch straightened, brushing a hand along his chest before speaking one last time.
âRemember, kidâa Marine canât be defeated. You can kill us, but weâll just regroup in hellâ
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The screen cut to black. The chamber returned to silence, only the hum of the recom pod and the quiet breathing of the soldiers around him.
Colonel Quaritch released the bar and let himself float freely, watching his reflection in the darkened screenâblue-skinned, younger, alien.