hearts.tsuki

I need this man so bad bro like ok so im waiting for the bus sitting down and after like 10mins (usual time the bus comes) I stand up and I noticed someone was behind me but I didnt question it bc like sometimes people dont have spatial awareness, nothing wrong with that. and for context I have my headphones blasting at this point (I dont interact with anyone at my bus) and I feel the gentlest tap on my shoulder like I wasnt even sure if I had actually felt it or not and I turn around and see him??? like where did you come from?? I totally forgot he lived in my neighborhood, but we dont talk outside of one mutual friend so it was really unexpected as I was thinking abt him the night prior its really hard to act normal. like he just tapped on my shoulder just to say hi. im not normal 😭