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No one really knows you, but you.

Old habits digging its feet

I’m trying to be me

But the current life isn’t set to be

Will I ever find my happiness

Or will I die with all of this emptiness?

Cleanses the soul to unwind

Releases the body

Closer to being somebody

Fascades are easy

On the outside so pretty

Reach deep inside

Beautiful, no need to hide

Console yourself with a friend

Bring grief to an end

Cry no more

I make your days sane

Nights long as Spain 

Weeks full of pain 

Years full of rain 

 Are we on the right track? Or the wrong plane? 

I give you chances to explain

Going through life thinking it's so great. With bad literature indicating such happy endings?

Movies with couples always falling in love?

but why doesnt anyone care to tell us about how horribly scary it is.

how in about a split of a second our lives could be over, or how relationships containing all the gray spots.

there arent any movies to tell us how shitty a majority of our lives will be.

no books to solve every doubt we have.

just simply no warnings.

it isnt until the day were stone cold wondering what the hell is wrong with us!

not until our insides are torn apart piece by piece.

and most of all no one warned us about the people that will come into our lives to just hurt us.

They use you get what they want and walk out of your life like they never imprinted on you.

i honestly can't help but feel cheated. I feel defeated.

i wanted to be the winner, the successor, the happy.

honeslty life is a whole bunch of bullshit people think your supposed to think your part of something bigger

no the universe is just begging for your attention and its making you insane.

it offers you love and many of the gifts its carries, but with gifts come problems.

its like the universe said "oh ill make you happy, but wait the plot twist is, ill rip it away from you, you wont even know its even happening to you"