I wanted to write a long explanation, but it became dumb, so I'll just say it's a mishmash of identity diffusion, self-doubt, and anger at Splinter for failing to show the confused Leo a path in life, which led him to seek his own "master" and ultimately become confused. It let up in his old age, when the last wrinkle on his forehead could spell out the word "moron”
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