Hello, my lovely readers! Iāll try not to be too long-winded in this post, though I do tend to ramble, despite my better efforts.Ā
Anyway, first off, Iād like to thank everyone again, for all the requests sent in for the event and for the few sent in afterwards! Iāll be working on all requests in the inbox over the next week, after work and on my days off. Iām sorry I havenāt posted them yet - I got caught up in a bit of an event on another blog and between that and work, got side-tracked! I apologize but hope to have all 17 waiting requests up by the end of Sunday!
Now, to the actual conundrum part! I know this blog has been on and off hiatus quite a bit and that, even off hiatus, Iāve been posting very little and receiving very few requests! You readers have all been fabulous, please do not get me wrong! Iām so, so blessed to have such amazing readers! However, between work becoming longer and more stressful, issues with health and with work being divided between co-adminās, I kind of lost interest in polycanons. I did move a lot of fandoms over to their own side-blogs, like with KHR, ES21, and my cartoon blog. All three of those blogs have actually taken off really well, theyāre easy for me to check since theyāre all linked to my main tumblr account, and honestly, I find it easy to simply answer based on the fandom Iām feeling like writing for at that moment, find it easiest to get excited writing on those ones. Meanwhile, letās face it, you all can tell I still havenāt really found my love for polycanons again.
So, hereās my conundrum - I love all you readers and there are still fandoms on here I love writing for. I donāt want to be that bad admin. I know half my issues with the blog are because I have been that bad, lazy admin in the past and that asks arenāt flooding in like they are on the other blogs (all relative to the fandomās size, of course - while my cartoon blog only gets eight or nine asks a month, all the fandoms are small and forgotten, but my KHR blog, where the fandom is still big, got over 100 event asksā¦polycanons got around twenty-five to thirty) because Iāve been so inactive. I do not blame a single one of you but always me. So, hereās what I want to know because I want to put this out there - Iām seriously considering having one last blow out, letting everyone submit all the asks for every fandom, everything including scenarios, and then putting polycanons on permanent hiatus. Who knows - maybe Iāll get inspiration for this blog again but honestly, maybe notā¦I cannot be sure. I do know there are still fandoms I love and still want to write for and Iām thinking of opening up imagine blogs purely dedicated to those fandoms linked to my main blog and keeping things going that way.Ā
I want your guyās opinion? Should I stay or should I go? Are there any fandoms you love my writing for and would like to see me open another blog for? Do you think I should try sticking this blog out, even as inactive as it is most times? I would honestly love opinions - please, donāt feel shy to talk to me. My ask box, replies to this post, and messages on tumblr are always open. Please, guys, Iāve been wrestling this over in my head for a bit and I hope you donāt think badly of me as a crappy admin! I would really love to hear what you guys think about all this!?