#crappy admin

Hello, my lovely readers! I’ll try not to be too long-winded in this post, though I do tend to ramble, despite my better efforts. 

Anyway, first off, I’d like to thank everyone again, for all the requests sent in for the event and for the few sent in afterwards! I’ll be working on all requests in the inbox over the next week, after work and on my days off. I’m sorry I haven’t posted them yet - I got caught up in a bit of an event on another blog and between that and work, got side-tracked! I apologize but hope to have all 17 waiting requests up by the end of Sunday!

Now, to the actual conundrum part! I know this blog has been on and off hiatus quite a bit and that, even off hiatus, I’ve been posting very little and receiving very few requests! You readers have all been fabulous, please do not get me wrong! I’m so, so blessed to have such amazing readers! However, between work becoming longer and more stressful, issues with health and with work being divided between co-admin’s, I kind of lost interest in polycanons. I did move a lot of fandoms over to their own side-blogs, like with KHR, ES21, and my cartoon blog. All three of those blogs have actually taken off really well, they’re easy for me to check since they’re all linked to my main tumblr account, and honestly, I find it easy to simply answer based on the fandom I’m feeling like writing for at that moment, find it easiest to get excited writing on those ones. Meanwhile, let’s face it, you all can tell I still haven’t really found my love for polycanons again.

So, here’s my conundrum - I love all you readers and there are still fandoms on here I love writing for. I don’t want to be that bad admin. I know half my issues with the blog are because I have been that bad, lazy admin in the past and that asks aren’t flooding in like they are on the other blogs (all relative to the fandom’s size, of course - while my cartoon blog only gets eight or nine asks a month, all the fandoms are small and forgotten, but my KHR blog, where the fandom is still big, got over 100 event asks...polycanons got around twenty-five to thirty) because I’ve been so inactive. I do not blame a single one of you but always me. So, here’s what I want to know because I want to put this out there - I’m seriously considering having one last blow out, letting everyone submit all the asks for every fandom, everything including scenarios, and then putting polycanons on permanent hiatus. Who knows - maybe I’ll get inspiration for this blog again but honestly, maybe not...I cannot be sure. I do know there are still fandoms I love and still want to write for and I’m thinking of opening up imagine blogs purely dedicated to those fandoms linked to my main blog and keeping things going that way.