forgive us of our sins

Somewhere in the 7th dimension, the ever-omniscient Death God Miru watches over us all….💀✨

https://lastdayatthebeach.tumblr.com/

I’ve finally decided to make a Beach AU blog for Audrey, to archive all the discord RPs I’ve done so that anyone can read them! I know there were a few ppl interested so that’s why I’m doing this.

I’m updating in chronological order, and you’ll see a LOT of context notes and director’s commentary notes inserted along the way (which is an enormous amount of work for me to do omg, but it’s a fun thing to pass the time), so hopefully no one will feel lost. But if you DO get confused about anything please feel free to send an ask. I’ve also tagged all the rps by day # and participating characters’ names for further organization.

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......-pained muffled groaning-

*Shuffling could be heard from upstairs before the squeekyness of the steps got closer and closer, before the door opened only a little bit with the man behind hidden in shadows*

“ …..You sure wandered out far out of your way, little miss…”

*His voice sounded tired and he opened the door a little bit more*

“ .. Come in.. We can try to get my phone to work..”

But…You do realize what you guys were doing was wrong, right? Like, look at this place, it’s a god-awful, barren wasteland. This is the shit we (me and the protesters) were trying to prevent.

“..Yeah.. I heard about the things that happened to you, rumors were everywhere and because of that it made it hard to get another PR person to represent us after you left.. but.. I guess its all water under the bri-”

“Pardon me..? What we did was WRONG? … Are you that thick headed that you don’t think I know my actions were wrong? That the whole REASON I’m here at this moment is because I was too GREEDY? Do you think I don’t understand that because of YOU leaving and GOSSIPING, as well as starting those PATHETIC PROTESTS outside that FORCED ME TO HIDE IN MY OWN FACTORY, didn’t take its toll on me or Pol?  Do you have any idea what happened to us AFTER everything got shut down because of YOU?”

“POL WAS MURDERED. STRAIGHT UP FUCKING DEAD ON HIS DESK!! I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO DID IT AFTER 20 YEARS! 20. YEARS. BET YOUR DAMN SOCIAL MEDIA DIDN’T EVEN COVER HIS DEATH CAUSE WE WERE OLD NEWS AFTER YOU WENT AND ACTED ALL HIGH AND MIGHTY!! AND WHAT ABOUT ME HUH?? I  WAS GIVEN A FUCKING FACE DEFORMITY THAT CAN’T BE FIXED! I’M STUCK HERE WEARING OLD BAND-AIDS I’VE RE-USED OVER AND OVER SINCE I CAN’T EVEN STEP FOOT INTO TOWN WITHOUT PEOPLE BEING SCARED OF ME AND CALLING THE AUTHORITY!! THERE ARE RUMORS ABOUT ME THAT I GO AROUND AND EAT CHILDREN! SO DON’T GO TELLING ME THAT WHAT I DID WAS BAD, NORMA. CAUSE I AM MORE THAN SELF AWARE OF WHAT I DID. WAS. WRONG. I LIVE WITH MY FUCKING PROBLEM AND FACE THAT GARBAGE EVERY SINGLE DAY LIVING IN THE END RESULTS OF MY MISTAKES. 

I-I-I never meant to…You know this wasn’t how I wanted things to end up. I can’t even believe I…Oh god, I-I think I’m gonna be fucking SICK…

O-Oh my god, it’s all my fault, all my fucking fault…I-I…*sniff sniff* I just wanted…I-I don’t even know what I wanted, I just…I can’t even begin to *sniff* I can’t even ask for forgiveness…Oh god, I just want to c-crawl into a hole and fucking disappear…

Thneedville concept art by Eric Guillon! A lot of it looks very lerkim-inspired! I feel like you could make a microtransaction game out of this, building and decorating ur own house in thneedville.

I’ve learnt alot when painting the azir piece, but I’m still far from perfect with expressing realistic metal. The gifs up there could be self-explanatory for the more experienced artist, but if you want the full breakdown, more below.