And When It Was Over I Woke Up Alone

I did the math and I will not be able to pay rent by September. I work full time. I also work part time. I have applied for every financial assistance program out there and I am not qualified for any of them. I can hardly buy groceries for my 5 year old. I have sold personal items, I have canceled all non essential subscriptions and I have not done a single thing that brings me joy in over a year. Moving here was the biggest mistake of my entire life. I am two seconds from a complete meltdown.

I spend every night awake until 1am or later working on my two stores. Please, if you have it in you to do so, please purchase something. I have never been this freaked out about money ever and it's getting to a point where I have never been. It's scary, especially for my son.

Please spread the word. I can't afford ads or I'd be advertising everywhere, but all I have is word of mouth. I know I haven't been here in a long time but this place will always be special to me.

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