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Sorry, Iâm not sure if anyone has asked this before. But I was just curious, does JKâs appearance in MH match how he actually looked in real life at the time each chapter was uploaded? For example, when you upload a new chapter, does his appearance especially his face match how he actually looked in real life around the time you wrote that chapter?
Iâm not sure if Iâm explaining and asking this clearly, hahaha Iâve been overthinking this a bit whenever I re-read.
Of course, I know itâs really up to each reader. Some will just picture him exactly as heâs described in the story. I mean, his basic features donât completely change in real life, but if you look closely, his appearance does mature over time... sometimes he loses a bit of weight, while other times he becomes more muscular and built, right?
But Iâm curious, do you imagine him that way too? Or which real-life era or version of JK do you have in mind when portraying him in MH?
Not sure if you get what I mean, haha. Sorry again in advance. Please bear with me đšI tried my best to ask in English even though Iâm not very fluent yet, haha.
Sometimes, but not always. Occasionally I get inspired by his current hairstyle or some other aspect of his appearance, but I don't always stick closely to how he looked in real life at that specific time.
There are moments in the story where I do adjust his appearance based on his real life look. For example, I added one of his piercings, but I didn't add the second one even though he had it in real life at that point. So it's more of a mix rather than an exact reflection of how he looked when each chapter was written or uploaded :)
I understood everything, your English is just fine! :) thanks for the question! xx
Hey, Mimi. Do you think youâll be doing more bonus scenes for any of the chapters, like you did with 53 between Tae and Jimin? đ
I'd love to, and I'm planning to! I've always wanted to do that in case some scenes don't make it into the actual chapter, but the truth is I sometimes forget. I also want to share scenes that turn out differently than intended or have alternate versions that occasionally end up becoming the final one.
I hope I'll be able to do that with every chapter, but I don't want to put too much pressure on myself. Sometimes I simply forget, especially since I don't write a chapter all at once, I work on it in different stages, often over a longer period of time :)
Lmaoooo I remember when I first started reading MH and how whenever youâd introduce a new character that was one of the boys, all the comments would go crazy and gushing over the member only for you to then introduce their girlfriend and send everyone into mass crying and disappointment đđ
God I do miss wattpad comments section very much đđ
Hiii I love MH sm itâs the fist story that I read on here,but was it on watt pad before?
Hey! Yes, it used to be only on wattpad until the app deleted it đĽ˛

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what is the expected word count for the next chap?
I like my chapters long, you probably know that by now đ I just write and stop when it feels like it's the right time to end the chapter, so I don't like being limited by a word count. But since I roughly drafted it, I think like around 15k? But don't quote me on this đŤ˘
Thank you, Mimi, for giving us comfort and joy through your stories even when life gets overwhelming. Please remember that we are always here supporting you and cheering you on. đ¤â¨
Thank you!! forever grateful that I'm able to bring such emotions in you!! <33
are you still going to update away from you? my toes are still clenched from the last chapter
Yes! Eventually tho đŤ˘
How many more chapters of Mutual Help will there be??
Don't know the exact number yet, I will definitely let you guys know once I'm sure. But as I'm writing, it will probably less than those 10 more I was planning đĽš
I still remember how I was rereading mh on my prom and now I'm in my last year of university. How fast the time goes, still I come back here each time đľđť
Don't get me started đ I think I started mh when I got my first real job ever!! I'm on my fourth job now and so much has changed since then!! đ
I think I remember you! You've had the same icon for years no?? 𼚠maybe I'm wrong tho!!

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hi! May I know if you will still updating away from you? Love it so much đ
Yes! But don't ask me when 𫣠it's a process but it's on my list! Don't worry!!
Mimi, did you post something recently? It's the second time I get a notification, but when I open it it says It's adult content and I can't see it (even tho it's allowed on my settings). When I go on your main page it doesn't even show any of that, as if nothing was posted. Is tumblr acting weird again?
You probably mean the time when I reposted my newest post, story called borderline. Since it's more on the rough side, I labeled it as mature so therefore, if your settings are not set to be able to see mature content, you won't be able to see it :/
Hey I was just wondering if you have a Pinterest board for mutual help which will help us visualise the outfits and each characters aesthetic? If not that's totally okay <3
I don't, but sometimes I make mood boards on my ko-fi for some of the chapters just for you guys to feel the vibe. But the truth is, it's kind of time consuming finding all the right pictures, editing it etc.. and I don't really have much time for it 𫩠I probably should make them more often but as we're nearing toward the end, I really don't want to spoil more than necessary đŤ˘
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âł đŹđ˛đ§đ¨đŠđŹđ˘đŹ; coming face-to-face with a fighter draws you into a world you were never meant to see
⢠đŠđđ˘đŤđ˘đ§đ : jungkook x reader
⢠đ đđ§đŤđ: boxer!jk, enemies to lovers
⢠đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ đŹ: explicit language, explicit content, violence
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The loud bass pulses through the sidewalk before you even reach the entranceâa black metal door. The club sits in a neighborhood that looks like itâs been forgotten on maps, or one people are too afraid to step foot in.
The pavement, covered with cigarette butts, old oil stains, and torn flyers, makes it feel like a ghost town. A few people stand outside the building, chatting and smoking. Old vehiclesâonly a handful, easy to countâare parked in the distance, looking almost abandoned under the dim streetlights.
With each step closer, the musicâs beat grows heavier and lower, like your own heartbeat. Thereâs no reason to be scaredâjust cautiousâas you sneak a glance at a bald, muscular man who looks intoxicated and ready to chew someoneâs head off.
This is no fancy club. There are no velvet ropes, no long lines, no excitement lingering in the air. At least, not for you.
If it werenât for a twist of events, you would never come here voluntarily. Your outfit says otherwise, though.
You stand close to your friends, practically glued to their sides, as the man who looks like a straight-up junkie moves toward the clubâs door. Oh, heâs the bouncer.
As he eyes all of you with empty orbs, part of you wishes he would turn you away and not let you enter this place. Your wish isnât fulfilled. The bouncer gives Mario a curt nod, and thatâs all it takes for your friend to lead the way.
As soon as the door opens, the music becomes sharper and clearer. Thereâs only a small space before it leads downstairs to the basement. This place is everything a mother would tell you to avoid.
Good thing you donât have one.
Neon lights grow more visible with each step, covering the floor in flickering electric pink, acid green, and colors you donât even get to notice as they shift too quickly. As you make it down to the main room, your mouth dropsâand so does your heart.
The place is packed, so much so that it makes you question if itâs really that good. The exterior aloneâthe entire neighborhoodâis just not it. How does Mario even know a place like this? How does he even know this part of town?
You make a mental note to question him later, because he sure as hell didnât mention any of it. All he said was that the booze is cheap and the place is fine. If leaving means paying more for the few shots youâre about to have, so be it.
From the looks of it, everyone else is on board and follows him.
The air is thick with a mixture of scents you canât even name. Thereâs a distinct smell of cigarettes, weed, and perfumeâthe rest, youâd rather not identify. By the time youâre out of here, youâll reek of this place and probably have to burn the nice dress youâre wearing.
Mario promised he was only dropping something off, so this should be quickâ in and out. It should be quick enough for you to grab a drink and hopefully head somewhere else.
El leans closer, her shoulder bumping into yours as she tries to be heard over the pounding music. Her voice still barely cuts through it.
âWhat is this place?â
You follow her gazeâand thatâs when you see it.
Ahead of you, past the blur of bodies and neon light, thereâs a ring. Not the kind youâd expect. Not clean, not professional. A fence cages it in completely, metal bars rising high enough to make it feel less like a sport and more like containment. Like whatever goes in there isnât supposed to get out.
It looks barbaric. Primal. Like it was built for animals.
And the people gathered around itâtoo many, too eagerâarenât just passing by. Theyâre waiting.
You swallow, leaning in so El can hear you.
âIt looks like a nightmare.â
El lets out a short breath that might be a laugh, might be something else. She tilts her head, eyes scanning the ring with something closer to curiosity than concern.
âIâve been to worse.â
For once, you donât question her.
Elâs always been the one to drift into places like this without hesitation, coming back with stories she tells like theyâre nothingâlike they didnât happen. You used to think she exaggerated.
Now, standing here, youâre not so sure.
The crowd shifts, tightening around the fence as if pulled by the same invisible string. Someone shoves past you, the smell of sweat and smoke clinging to them. Another voice shouts something you canât make out, swallowed whole by the bass.
You glance around for Mario, but heâs already a few steps ahead, carving a path like he belongs here.
That doesnât sit right.
Your fingers curl slightly at your sides, the fabric of your dress suddenly feeling too thin, too out of place in a room like this. The air presses in, thick and suffocating, buzzing with anticipation.
Whatever is about to happen in that ringâ
Youâre not sure you want to see it.
But the crowd isnât leaving.
And neither are you.
Mario weaves through the crowd like heâs done it a hundred times, barely checking if you and El are still behind him. You push through shoulders and elbows, the press of bodies tightening the closer you get to the fenced ring.
He finally stops, gesturing toward a narrow stretch of space wedged between a rusted railing and a couple already arguing over something you canât hear.
âHere.â
Seats is a generous word. Itâs more like a claimed patch of groundâthird row, if you had to guess. Not close enough to touch the fence, but close enough that whatever happens in there wonât be easy to ignore.
You glance toward the ring again.
Up close, itâs worse.
The ground inside looks⌠wrong. Like itâs been scraped clean over and over again. The surface is uneven, rough in placesâbut there are faint traces that didnât quite disappear. Darker patches. Stains that the dim, flickering lights canât fully hide.
Your stomach tightens.
Mario claps his hands once, like heâs wrapping something up. âStay here. Iâll be right back.â
Your head snaps toward him. âWhat do you mean stay here? What the hell is this place?â
He sighs, but itâs not sharp or annoyedâmore like he just doesnât have the energy for this right now. His eyes flick briefly toward the ring, then back to you.
âIâll get you your drinks,â he says, already half-turning away. âWhat dâyou want?â
You hesitate, glancing around againâthe crowd, the fence, the floor inside the ring.
âIâm not sure I want to drink anything from this place.â
El snorts beside you, loud enough to earn a glance from someone nearby.
Mario rolls his eyes. âGod, youâre such a snob.â
You scoff immediately. âIâm notââ
âWeâll have vodka,â El cuts in, waving a hand like sheâs sealing the deal.
Mario nods once, like that settles everything, and disappears back into the crowd before you can argue further.
For a second, itâs just you and El, the noise, the heatâ
And then the music cuts.
Just like that.
A sharp hum of feedback cuts through the silence, and a manâs voice follows, loud and grating through the speakers.
âAlright, alrightâeyes up!â
You look toward the ring.
The man holding the microphone steps into the light, and for a moment, youâre not sure if you should take him seriously. He looks like heâs somewhere in his forties, head completely shaved, his clothes hanging off him like they donât belong to himâtoo big, too worn, sleeves slipping past his wrists. The kind of outfit that looks like it was pulled from one of those street donation bins, the ones meant for charity but always picked through before anything gets there.
He has that same look, too.
Like the kind of guy youâd cross the street to avoid.
But hereâhere, he owns the room.
âWelcome, you animals!â he shouts, grinning wide enough to show crooked teeth. âYou came hungry tonight, yeah?â
A laugh almost slips out of you.
Itâs not even that funnyâbut something about the way he says it, like he means it, like heâs not talking to the crowd but about them, hits in a strange way. Humor, sharp and dry, cuts through the unease curling in your stomach.
Because you already have a feeling what that ring is for.
And somehow, that makes it worse.
The reaction is instant.
The crowd eruptsâloud, aggressive, overwhelming. It slams into you from all sides, so intense it makes you flinch. Itâs not just cheering. Itâs something rougher. Hungrier.
You hadnât realized how many men were packed into this place until now. Your stomach twists.
The man laughs into the mic, feeding off it. âThatâs what I like to hear!â
He paces along the edge of the fenced ring, dragging the moment out before throwing one arm toward the entrance on the opposite side.
âLetâs not waste time. Get ready for your first fighter of the nightâgive it up forâŚâ he pauses, milking it, ââŚBlue Viper!â
The name hits, and the crowd roars again.
A man steps into the ring.
Heâs lean, all sharp lines and defined muscle, abs catching the harsh lights as he moves. Royal blue shorts hang low on his hips, matching gloves already strapped tight around his hands. He lifts his arms the second he steps inside, like heâs already won, soaking in the noise like it belongs to him.
It probably does.
âWhat the fuck,â you mumble under your breath.
Beside you, El swallows, eyes fixed on the ring.
âHow does Mario even know about this place?â you add, quieter now, like saying it too loud might make it worse.
But thereâs no time to think. The man with the mic raises his hand again, the crowd slowly settlingânot quiet, never quiet, just waiting.
âAnd his opponentâŚâ he continues, voice dropping just enough to build it back up, ââah, this one doesnât need much of an introduction.â
A ripple moves through the crowd. You feel it before you understand it.
âHeâs your favorite,â the man grins. âYour undefeatedâyour JK!â
For a split second, your brain doesnât catch up.
And thenâ
The crowd explodes. Louder than before. Wilder. People shouting, pushing forward, fists hitting the fence.
The fence door screeches as itâs pulled open.
And then he steps in.
JK.
The noise swells instantly, people pressing closer, shouting his name like it means somethingâlike he means something. But he doesnât even acknowledge it. Not a glance, not a flicker. His focus is locked straight ahead.
On his opponent.
He moves like he already knows how this ends.
Every step is controlled, deliberate. His body shifts under the harsh lights, all muscle and definitionâabs tight, arms flexing with even the smallest movement. Thereâs no wasted motion in him. No nerves. Just quiet, coiled readiness.
His opponent tries to hold his ground, but you catch itâthe slight tension in his stance, the way his shoulders tighten under JKâs stare.
Like he already feels it.
Up close, you catch more of him. A sharp jawline, clean and defined, his expression unreadable. When he turns slightly, the line of his back comes into viewâlean, strong, every muscle moving under his skin like itâs carved there.
You hate to admit it.
Butâyeah. Heâs hot.
And apparently, youâre not the only one who noticed.
You glance at El, andâ
Right. Of course.
Sheâs staring at him like she just found religion, eyes practically sparkling.
âHoly fuck,â she breathes. âSuddenly I like being here.â
You snort, shaking your head, even though your own attention has definitely sharpened.
StillâŚ
Your gaze drifts back to the ring, to the fence, to the crowd pressing in like this is the only thing that matters. Youâre not sure you like this.
Because itâs obvious now. This isnât just some weird club attraction. This is underground fightingâillegal, brutal, the kind of thing people donât talk about in daylight.
And somehow, Mario brought you here.
Of all places.
Your brows pull together slightly as you scan the crowd again, unease settling back in.
Mario has always had⌠questionable connections. The kind you and El never really asked about, choosing instead to ignore whatever didnât fit into your version of him.
Mario slips back beside you like he never left, pressing a cold glass into your hand. âWhatâd I miss?â he asks, far too casually.
You turn to him immediately, irritation rising. âWhat the hell is this, Mario? What are we doing hereâand how did you think this was a good idea?â
He exhales, already looking like he doesnât want to deal with this conversation, but you donât let up.
âSeriously. This placeâthis isnât normal.â
El doesnât even glance at him. Her attention is locked on the ring, eyes sharp with interest, like sheâs already decided this is worth watching. You, on the other hand, canât stop thinking about the cage, the crowd, the way everyone seemed to be waiting for something violent to happen.
âWhat is this place?â you ask again, quieter now, but no less firm.
Before he can answer, a sharp bell rings out, cutting through the noise and pulling every ounce of attention back to the ring.
The fight starts instantly. The other guy lunges first, throwing a punch that should landâbut JK shifts just enough for it to miss, his movement so subtle it almost looks lazy. Another swing follows, then another, each one missing by inches as JK slips past them with controlled precision, like heâs already mapped out every move before it happens.
You donât even realize your grip on the glass has tightened until your fingers start to ache. Thereâs something hypnotic about the way he movesâsmooth, efficient, completely unbothered. He doesnât rush or panic, doesnât even try to overpower. He just watches, waits, and lets the other guy wear himself down.
For a moment, it almost feels intentional, like heâs letting him try.
Taunting him.
The thought settles just as the other man commits to another strike, stepping in harder this time, putting everything behind itâand thatâs when JK finally moves forward. His fist connects cleanly, the impact sharp enough to echo even through the roar of the crowd, sending the man stumbling back until his body slams into the fence with a harsh metallic rattle.
The reaction around you is immediate and overwhelming, the crowd exploding with noise that makes your brows pull together as it crashes into you from all sides. But your focus stays on the ring, on the thin line of blood already slipping from the manâs nose, stark against his skin.
Your stomach twists, but not enough to make you look away.
Without thinking, you lift the drink Mario handed you and down it in one go, ignoring the burn, the taste, the suffocating thickness of the air. Your eyes stay locked on the fight, tracking every movement, every shift.
And somewhere in the middle of it, you realize your attention isnât just caughtâ
itâs hooked.
The fight doesnât slow downâit shifts entirely in JKâs favor.
Once the other man hits the ground, something in JK changes. Whatever restraint he had disappears as he follows him down without hesitation, delivering punch after punch with the same controlled force. Each hit lands with a dull, sickening impact, the sound carrying even through the roar of the crowd.
The man barely manages to get his arms up, but it doesnât do much. Blood spreads quicklyâacross his face, down his chest, soaking into the already worn surface beneath him. Those faint stains you noticed earlier are no longer subtle. Theyâre fresh now, darker, undeniable.
JKâs gloves are black, thick. The color hides most of the blood, swallowing it instead of putting it on display, but not entirely. A darker sheen clings to them, catching under the harsh lights every time his fists rise and fall.
Your stomach tightens as the noise around you grows louder, more aggressive, feeding into every hit instead of pulling back from it. It starts to feel like too muchâtoo close, too real, too far past the point where someone should have stepped in already.
âMario,â you say, leaning toward him, your voice strained as you try to be heard over the chaos. âIs thereâdo they have a restroom or something?â
He doesnât answer right away, his attention still fixed on the ring, jaw set like heâs invested in how this ends. For a second, you think he didnât even hear you, but then he glances over, quick and distracted. âYeah. Down the hall, to the left.â
You nod, already shifting your weight as you turn to El. âCome with me.â
She doesnât move. She doesnât even look at you. Her eyes stay locked on the ring, her expression sharper than before, completely absorbed in whatâs happening. It catches you off guard, enough that you pause for a second, staring at her like you donât quite recognize this version of her.
âSeriously?â you mutter under your breath, but she doesnât react, and it leaves you standing there alone with the noise pressing back in.
Because the fight wasnât bad at firstâit was controlled, almost impressive in a way you didnât expectâbut this is different. This is something else entirely.
Your gaze drifts back to the ring despite yourself, catching the way the man on the ground jerks under another hit, a broken grunt slipping from him as he tries to move, to shield himself, to do anything at all. No one steps in. No one even looks like theyâre thinking about it.
A cold thought settles in as you watch.
You hope this isnât one of those fightsâthe kind that doesnât end until someone doesnât get back upâbecause the way that man looks right now, barely moving, barely holding on, makes it hard not to think heâs already getting close.
Before you can see anything else, youâve had enough.
You donât care how dodgy this place looks anymoreâonly that you need a second to breathe. The thought crosses your mind, sharp and unwelcome, that walking out alone probably isnât the smartest idea. A single woman slipping away from a crowd like this doesnât exactly scream safe. Still, you push it aside, stand up, and follow the direction Mario gave you.
The further you move from the ring, the more the place reveals itselfâand none of it is reassuring. The air is thick with alcohol and weed, clinging to the walls, to your skin, to the back of your throat. The dim lighting doesnât help, casting everything in a dull, grimy glow that makes even the hallway feel like somewhere you shouldnât be.
You tug your dress down instinctively, suddenly too aware of how short it is, how out of place you feel. The red lipstick you put on earlier now seems like a mistake. If only you had known where you were coming.
The restroom is worse.
One look inside is enough. The smell hits first, then the stained tiles, the flickering light, the general state of neglect that makes your stomach turn. You donât even consider using it. Instead, you step up to the sink, eyes lifting to the mirror.
You look⌠composed.
More than you expected, at least. Even with the frown thatâs probably been stuck on your face since you walked in, you donât look shaken. Not on the outside.
You turn on the tap, rinsing your hands out of habit more than anything, the faint taste of vodka still lingering on your tongue. Somewhere in the distance, even from down the hall, you can still hear itâthe cheers, muffled but persistent, like a reminder that whatever is happening in that ring hasnât slowed down.
You donât want to be here.
But you also donât want to be left out.
The thought pushes you into motion again. You dry your hands quickly and head back out, picking up your pace as you move down the hallway, unease settling deeper with every step. The walls are lined with old posters, most of them ripped or peeling, leaving behind only fragmentsâfaces without names, events long gone, nothing fully readable.
It only adds to the feeling that you shouldnât be here.
Youâre halfway down when it happens.
You nearly stop in your tracks.
Heâs there.
The man from the ringâthe one who was just getting beatenâwalking toward you like nothing happened. Up close, itâs worse. Blood still clings to him, smeared across his face and chest, his steps uneven, his body barely holding itself together.
And behind himâ
The man with the microphone follows, saying something you canât quite catch.
Your attention snaps forward again.
Because coming straight toward youâ
JK.
Heâs already out of the ring, moving fast, like the fight meant nothing. The gloves are gone, replaced by white wraps around his hands, slightly darkened in places. His hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, his skin glistening under the dim lights as he closes the distance without slowing down.
For a second, you freeze.
Then instinct kicks in and you step aside quickly, pressing yourself against the wall just as he passes. He doesnât even look at you. Doesnât hesitate. Doesnât acknowledge you at all.
Itâs like youâre not even there.
Like if you hadnât movedâ
He wouldâve walked straight through you.
Your thoughts barely have time to settle before theyâre cut off.
âElâ?â
She rushes into view, nearly colliding with you, her expression completely different from the one she had just minutes ago. Whatever excitement she had is gone, replaced with something far more overwhelmed, almost frantic.
âI need the bathroom,â she blurts out, slightly breathless. âLike, right now. I hadâshitâI had like three shots in five minutes.â
You blink at her, still catching up. âWhereâs Mario?â
El glances back over her shoulder, like she expects him to magically appear behind her. âHe said he needed to go too. Just disappeared into the crowd.â
You frown immediately.
Of course he did.
You bite back the first thing that comes to mind, irritation flaring as you glance past her, half-expecting to spot him somewhere down the hall. Nothing. Just the muffled noise from the main room and people moving around like nothing just happened.
Great.
Youâll definitely have to curse him out laterâfor leaving you alone earlier, even if the whole crowd had still been focused on the fight. At least then, everyoneâs attention had been locked on the ring. Now? The fight is over, the tension is shifting, and you donât even know how to guess who won.
Worse, El couldâve gotten lost in that mess.
Or someone couldâveâ
You cut the thought off as your attention sharpens.
Because you can feel it now.
The looks.
They werenât as obvious before, not when everyone had been too distracted, but now that the focus has broken, itâs different. There arenât many women hereâyouâve noticed that muchâand the way some of the men look at you now makes your stomach twist. Lingering stares. Slow, knowing grins that feel far too comfortable.
You scoff under your breath, disgust curling in your chest as you turn back to El.
âThe bathroomâs a nightmare,â you warn her. âLike, seriously not usable.â
El groans, clutching her stomach slightly. âI donât care. My bladder is about to explode.â
Yeah. No arguing with that.
You nod, stepping aside to let her move past you. âFine. Go. Iâll stay right outside.â
She doesnât hesitate, already pushing the door open.
You stay put in the hallway, crossing your arms loosely as you position yourself near the wall, trying to look like you belong there more than you feel like you do. The noise from the main room is still there, dulled now, but enough to remind you youâre not completely alone.
Stillâ
You really hope no one tries to talk to you.
You donât have to wait long before something shifts again.
Footsteps echo down the hall, heavier this time, more purposeful. A guy comes into viewâblonde, maybe mid-twenties, wearing an oversized shirt that hangs loose over a pair of worn jeans. Thereâs nothing particularly threatening about him at first glance, but the way he carries himself makes people move.
âGet lost,â he says, voice flat, like heâs said it a hundred times before.
The men lingering too closeâtoo interestedâpause. You hadnât even fully clocked how near they were getting until now. One of them mutters something under his breath, low and irritated, but before anything can escalate, a woman slips up beside them. She leans in, whispers something quick into one of their ears.
The reaction is immediate.
Their expressions shift, something greedy lighting up in their eyes, and just like that, they back off, leaving without another glance.
You feel your stomach turn.
Disgust settles in deep as you press your lips together, forcing yourself not to react more visibly. Whatever she saidâit worked too easily.
You take a few steps further down the hall, needing the distance, the space. Behind you, the noise from the main room is starting to die down, the chaos thinning out into something more controlled. It sounds like theyâre clearing people out, or at least resetting the space for whatever comes next.
That thought alone makes your skin crawl.
Ahead of you, the blonde guy reaches a doorâone you hadnât paid much attention to beforeâand pushes it open without hesitation.
And for a split second, you see inside.
Itâs a medium-sized room, dim but cleaner than the rest of this place, like it serves a different purpose. Your brain barely has time to process the layout before somethingâsomeoneâsnags your attention completely.
Mario.
Standing there like he belongs.
Your breath catches, surprise hitting first, sharp and immediate. So much for the bathroom. He didnât even come this wayâthe toilets are further down, you know that now.
But the shock doesnât stop there.
Because sitting in one of the chairsâ
JK.
Up close, under better light, he looks just as composed as he did in the ring, even now. Someoneâa young guy, too young if youâre being honestâis crouched in front of him, carefully unwrapping the white tape from his hands. The fabric is stained in places, and as it comes loose, you catch glimpses of reddened skin underneath.
The kid works quickly, like he knows what heâs doing, like this is routine.
Of course it is.
Nothing about this place is legal. Nothing about it is normal.
Your eyes flick back to Mario, disbelief settling in heavier now. He lied. Not even wellâjust enough to get away from you and El without questions.
Before you can take in anything else, the door swings shut.
Youâre left staring at it, mouth slightly open, like your brain hasnât caught up to what you just saw.
Mario. In there. With him.
âEl?â
She comes back a second later, pushing the bathroom door open with a relieved sigh. âReady?â
You turn to her, still half-stunned. âIâthereâs a room down here. Marioâs in it. And⌠the guy who was in the ring is in there too.â
El freezes. âWhat?â
âAnd some kidâlike, actually a kidâis cleaning him up. I donât evenââ You shake your head, trying to piece it together. âThis is weird.â
El blinks a few times, processing, then shrugs slightly. âMaybe Mario just knows people here?â
You stare at her. âThat doesnât make it less weird.â
She hesitates, glancing between you and the closed door. âSo⌠what are we doing? Waiting?â
You frown, something in you snapping into place. Youâre done waiting. Done being brushed off, lied to, dragged somewhere without knowing why.
Without another word, you step forward and push the door open.
The reaction is immediate.
Conversation cuts off mid-sentence. Every head in the room turns toward you, like you just walked into something you werenât supposed to see.
Mario looks the worst out of all of themâcaught, completely unprepared. His mouth opens like heâs about to say something, but nothing comes out.
Your gaze shifts past him.
JK is still sitting, his hands half-unwrapped, the young guy working on them pausing mid-motion. For a second, he doesnât even acknowledge you. His eyes stay lowered, focused on his handsâ
Then he looks up.
Your eyes meet, just briefly. Long enough for something to registerâsharp, assessing. His gaze drags over you, slow and deliberate, before his expression tightens slightly, like heâs already decided you donât belong here.
âAnd what are you doing here?â the blonde man asks, voice flat, almost tired, like this is an inconvenience.
El hovers just behind your shoulder, peeking in, her eyes going wide the second they land on JK. âFuck,â she whispers, not nearly as quiet as she probably thinks.
You donât react to her.
Your attention is locked on Mario now. âI should be asking you that.â
He winces slightly, like he expected that, but still doesnât have a good answer.
The men in the room donât miss the tension, the way your eyes narrow, the way Mario shifts under it. Something clicks between them, unspoken.
The blonde man exhales sharply, already over it. âListen, you have no place being here.â His gaze flicks to Mario. âTake your bitches out of here.â
âExcuse me?â you scoff immediately, offense flaring hot and fast. The word hits wrongâtoo casual, too familiar, like itâs something he says often.
He doesnât even react. If anything, he looks bored, like heâs seen this exact reaction a hundred times before.
Maybe he has.
âLook, justâgive us a minute,â Mario cuts in quickly, stepping forward like heâs trying to manage damage control. âIâll come out and explain, okay?â
âAnd wait out there? With all the junkies?â you shoot back, anger creeping in sharper now. âDo you even hear yourself right now?â
Your patience is gone.
Before Mario can respond, movement pulls your attention again.
JK stands.
The shift in the room is subtle, but itâs there. He rolls his shoulders once, flexing his hands slightly as the young guy quickly gathers the bloodied wraps and cotton, tossing them aside.
âTake this outside,â JK says, voice low and steady, carrying easily through the room.
Itâs not loud, but it doesnât need to be. It lands heavy anyway.
He doesnât look at anyone again.
Just walks past, disappearing through another door without a second thought.
Silence lingers for a second after heâs gone.
Then the blonde man steps forward slightly, already done with this entire situation. âIâll be in touch,â he says curtly, though itâs clearly meant for Mario. His gaze flicks back to you and El, sharp, unimpressed. âOut.â
He gestures toward the door, not even pretending to be polite about it.
Itâs not an offer.
Itâs an order.
You let out a sharp scoff, already drawing breath to snap back at the blonde manâbecause who the hell does he think he isâbut El is faster. Her hand wraps around your wrist, fingers tightening in warning, and at the same time Mario steps in, grabbing your shoulders and steering you back.
âHeyââ you start, but heâs already pushing you out.
The door shuts behind you with a dull thud.
You turn on him immediately.
âWhat the actual fuck, Mario?â
He exhales, dragging a hand over his face. âNot here.â
âOh, notââ you scoff, ready to go off, but heâs already moving, heading down the hall like he expects you to follow.
You do. Of course you do.
El stays close, unusually quiet now, her earlier excitement completely gone. The hallway feels different on the way backâemptier, colder somehow. By the time you reach the main area, itâs almost unrecognizable. The crowd is gone, replaced by only a few people cleaning up like nothing ever happened. Trash is being swept, bottles collected, and in one corner, you catch a glimpse of a stack of cash being counted and shoved into a duffle bag.
Thatâs enough.
You donât say anything as you follow Mario out, but the second the cold air hits your skin, itâs like everything snaps back into focus. You step forward quickly, grabbing his forearm and forcing him to stop.
âSpeak,â you demand.
He looks at youânot angry, not defensive. Just⌠tired. Defeated, almost.
âNot here, please,â he says quietly. âLetâs just go back to my place.â
Your eyes narrow immediately. The way he glances around, quick and subtle, doesnât help.
Alarms go off in your head.
You donât agree, not reallyâbut you donât argue either. Not yet.
The car ride is silent. Tense. The kind of silence that presses in on you, heavy with everything that hasnât been said. El sits beside you, staring out the window, unusually still, like sheâs replaying everything in her head. You donât interrupt. Youâre doing the same.
By the time you reach Marioâs building, the quiet hasnât lifted.
It follows you all the way into his apartment.
The door closes behind you, and just like that, the outside world is goneâbut the tension stays, thick in the air, waiting.
Mario moves first, like he needs something to do with his hands. âTea? Orâsomething?â he offers, already heading toward the kitchen.
Anything to stall.
You donât answer right away. You just watch him, arms crossed, expression unmoving. Eventually, you nod once, more out of impatience than acceptance, and take a seat on the couch beside El. She sinks into it quietly, still not saying much, her usual energy replaced with something more withdrawn.
Mario brings the cups over a few minutes later, setting them down carefully in front of you both. You donât thank him. You donât even look at the tea.
You just look at him.
He takes the chair opposite you, exhaling slowly before running a hand through his hair. âI didnât think it would escalate like that.â
You cut him off immediately. âWhat did you think, Mario? That weâd just be okay watching that?â Your voice sharpens. âDid you genuinely think weâd enjoy an illegal fight?â
He blinks, caught off guard for a second. âHow do you even know itâs illegal?â
You stare at him, almost incredulous. âAre you serious? Nothing about that place screams legal.â
He doesnât argue.
So you keep going.
âI thought we were going to a club,â you say, your frustration spilling over now. âAnd then you change plans last minute, and suddenly weâre standing next to a cage, watching a guy get nearly beaten to death?â
The words hang heavy between you.
Mario exhales again, slower this time, and thereâs something in his expression that finally cracksâguilt, maybe. Regret.
âIâm sorry,â he says, quieter now. âI really am. I just⌠I had to deal with something, and one of my friends was there. I thought itâd just be a fight. I thought you two mightââ he hesitates, then shrugs weakly, ââI donât know. Enjoy it. You like boxing, right?â
That lands badly.
Because whatever that wasâwasnât just boxing.
You lean back slightly, exhaling through your nose, but the tension doesnât leave your body. If anything, it settles deeper.
âWhy do you even hang around people like that?â you ask, your tone quieter now but no less pointed.
Mario winces a little at that, like he expected it. âIâm sorry,â he says again, rubbing the back of his neck. âI really am. I wonât bring you there again. Hell, I probably wonât even go back myself. It was a stupid idea.â
You study him for a second, trying to decide if you believe that.
Then you sigh, some of the edge in you softening, just a little. âI didnât feel safe there,â you admit. âAnd itâs a good thing nothing happened to us.â
Your fingers curl slightly around the warm cup, grounding yourself before you add, âWhat even is that place?â
Mario hesitates, like heâs choosing how honest to be. âItâs⌠yeah, itâs illegal,â he finally says. âBut itâs one of the fastest ways to make money. People go there to bet. Not just thatâthey go because they like the fights. They want to see something real.â
You let out a quiet scoff. âWe clearly have very different ideas of what a good fight is.â
He nods, accepting that. âListenâitâs usually not like that. It gets stopped before it goes too far. Yeah, some guys donât look great after, but tonight⌠tonight was intense. I didnât know JK was gonna be the one fighting. Usually itâs more⌠controlled.â
You blink at him, stunned. âOh my god. How many times have you been there?â
âNot that many,â he says quickly, holding up a hand. âSeriously. But I know itâs not usually like this. There had to be a change of plans when JK showed up. Thatâs why it was so packed. I shouldâve known. I shouldâve just left with you the second I realized.â
You shake your head slightly, still trying to process. âWho even is he?â
Mario shrugs. âJust a guy that got popular there. He fights wellâreally wellâand people like watching him. Thatâs why it gets so crowded when heâs around.â
Your stomach turns at that. âPeople enjoy watching him beat someone nearly to death?â
âThereâs a lot of money involved,â Mario replies, his tone quieter now. âAnd for some of those guys⌠itâs easier to earn money that way. One good fight can get you more than a regular job.â
You frown, not convinced. âI donât get it. I mean, boxing isnât a bad thingâbut when itâs legal. What we saw? Thereâs a reason thatâs not allowed.â
Mario exhales, leaning back in his chair. âThe worldâs a lot rougher than you think. That placeâitâs just one of those corners where people make money however they can.â
You donât respond to that. Not really.
Instead, you shift your focus, needing something else. âDid you at least deal with your friend? The one you said you had to meet?â
âYeah,â he nods quickly. âYeah, thatâs done.â He pauses, then adds again, âAnd Iâm sorry. Really. I wonât drag you into something like that again.â
You study him for a moment, then let out a small breath, deciding not to push it further. âLetâs just⌠hope weâll laugh about this in twenty years.â
El makes a small sound beside youâhalf a scoff, half a sip of her teaâand you glance at her.
âWhy are you so quiet?â you ask.
She shrugs, staring into her cup for a second before looking up. âI mean⌠yeah, it was weird. And I definitely wouldnât go there alone.â She pauses, then adds, almost reluctantly, âBut it was kind of interesting to see.â
You drop your head back slightly. âOh my god.â
El rolls her eyes, but thereâs a faint smile there now. âIâm not saying I want to go back. I donât. Iâd rather we stay far away from that place.â She nudges your arm lightly. âNext time, though? Weâre going to an actual club. A good one. We finally convince you to go out, and this is where we end up?â
You huff out a laugh despite yourself, some of the tension finally easing. âFine. You pick the next place, and Iâll consider going.â
âThatâs a yes,â she says immediately.
âItâs a maybe,â you correct, but youâre smiling now.
The night winds down after that, the heaviness of it lingering but not as sharp. You stay over at Marioâs place like usualânothing new there. You and El take the bed, while he crashes on the couch without complaint.
It should feel normal.
Familiar.
But as you lie there in the dark, staring at the ceiling, sleep doesnât come easily.
Because every time you close your eyes, you see it again.
The ring. The blood. The crowd.
And him.
Those dark, steady eyes that barely looked at youâyet somehow linger anyway, slipping into your dreams as the night stretches on, replaying everything like a broken movie you canât quite turn off.
Life moves on.
Or at least, it pretends to.
In the days after that night, everything slowly slips back into place. You fall into your usual routineâmeeting El for junk food runs, sitting in dimly lit bars, catching up on the kind of small, meaningless things that make life feel normal again. Work, gossip, random complaints. The kind of conversations that donât carry weight.
And for a while, neither does that night.
It starts to feel distant. Unreal, even. Like something you watched in a movie rather than something you actually stood in the middle of. You avoid that part of town completely, not even entertaining the idea of going near it. The building, the people, the noiseâit all becomes something you push to the back of your mind.
Still, sometimes it creeps in.
A thought here and there. A question you donât really want answered. How many people got hurt that night? How often does that happen?
You learn not to follow those thoughts too far.
The first week is the worst. Your dreams are restless, filled with flashes of the ring, the sound of fists hitting skin, the roar of the crowd. Itâs like your brain is trying to process something it only ever expected to see on a screen, not up close, not real.
But after a couple of weeks, even that fades.
It becomes just a faint memory.
Something that happened.
Something you donât talk about.
Life moves on. Or at least, it tries to.
In the days after that night, everything slowly slips back into place. You fall into your usual routineâmeeting El for junk food runs, sitting in dimly lit bars, catching up on the kind of small, meaningless things that make life feel normal again. Work, gossip, random complaints. The kind of conversations that donât carry weight.
And for a while, neither does that night.
It starts to feel distant. Unreal, even. Like something you watched in a movie rather than something you actually stood in the middle of. You avoid that part of town completely, not even entertaining the idea of going near it. The building, the people, the noiseâit all becomes something you push to the back of your mind.
Still, sometimes it creeps in. A thought here and there. A question you donât really want answered. How many people got hurt that night? How often does that happen?
You learn not to follow those thoughts too far.
The first week is the worst. Your dreams are restless, filled with flashes of the ring, the sound of fists hitting skin, the roar of the crowd. Itâs like your brain is trying to process something it only ever expected to see on a screen, not up close, not real.
But after a couple of weeks, even that fades.
It becomes just a faint memory. Something that happened. Something you donât talk about.
Lately, youâve been seeing El more often. Marioâs been busy, which isnât unusual. Heâs always had something going on, mostly revolving around cars. Buying them, fixing them, flipping them. Old ones, newer onesâit doesnât really matter. He calls it an investment, says the money always comes back if you know what youâre doing.
And apparently, he does.
Between the cars and whatever connections heâs built over time, heâs become the guy people call when something breaks. Youâve done it yourself. The last time your car had an issue, he fixed it in a day and saved you from dealing with overpriced repair shops and all their nonsense. Heâs reliable like that.
Just not always honest.
Tonight, itâs just you and El at one of your usual bars, tucked into a booth thatâs a little too worn but familiar enough to feel comfortable. You didnât feel like drinking, so youâve been sticking to soda while sheâs had a couple of shots.
It reminds you of a phase youâve already gone throughâback when you were younger, figuring out your limits. These days, you donât really care for it.
El, though, seems off.
At first, you assume itâs her ex. She spent way too long getting over him, and for a moment you wonder if she slipped back into that. But then she checks her phone again. And again. And again.
You watch her for a while before finally speaking up. âOkay, somethingâs up.â
She barely looks at you. âNothingâs up.â
âYouâve checked your phone like ten times in five minutes.â
âIâm just waiting for a message.â
âFrom who?â
She shrugs too quickly. âNo one important.â
You donât buy it, but you donât push right away. The feeling lingers, though, settling in your chest.
Somethingâs not right.
By the time the waitress tells you theyâre closing, itâs already close to ten. You both gather your things and step outside, the cooler air a relief after the stuffy bar. You start telling her something about workâsome pointless dramaâbut she barely reacts, her attention drifting back to her phone.
Then she checks it again.
You stop mid-sentence and look at her. âOkay, you have one minute. Tell me whatâs going on, or Iâm dropping you off and going home.â
She laughs nervously, scratching her cheek. âDonât be mad.â
You roll your eyes. âJust say it.â
âI know where Mario is.â
You blink. âOkay? Heâs probably working.â
She exhales, muttering, âHeâs gonna kill me for this.â
âEl.â
âOkayâhe went back there.â
You frown. âBack where?â
Her voice lowers. âThe ring.â
You stare at her, still trying to process it, the memory of that place snapping back into focus like it never really left.
âWhat do you mean, the ring?â
âHeâs there. Right now.â
You let out a slow breath, disbelief settling in. Of course he is. After everything he said. After promising he wouldnât go back.
âUnbelievable.â
El shifts slightly, her grip tightening around her phone. âThe thing is⌠he was supposed to text me. And he hasnât. Itâs been, like, four hours.â She glances at the screen again, like it might suddenly light up. âHe promised he would.â
You frown. âWaitâdid you know he was going there?â
She hesitates, then nods, a little ashamed. âYeah. He told me.â She quickly adds, âAnd he made me promise not to tell you.â
You scoff. âOf course he did. He didnât want to hear my âsmart remarksâ again. He probably thinks Iâm his mom at this point, pestering him.â
âThatâs not it,â El says, shaking her head. âHe knows you worry about him. We both do. And honestly? You have a reason to.â She exhales, then continues, âI only agreed because he said heâd text me the whole time. Just so Iâd know heâs okay.â
You cross your arms. âAnd?â
âThe last message I got was around seven,â she says, her voice tightening. âHe said he was going in.â
You glance at the time. Itâs way past that now.
âWhat was he even doing there?â you ask.
El shrugs helplessly. âI donât know. He just said he had some business to take care of. That itâd be quick.â She lets out a quiet, uneasy breath. âClearly itâs not.â
Silence settles between you for a moment, heavier this time.
âI donât want to panic,â she adds, her voice quieter now, âbut after what we saw there⌠the kind of people that were aroundâŚâ She swallows. âIâm scared something happened to him.â
That lands.
Because yeahâMarioâs not small. Heâs got height, some lean muscle, enough to handle himself in most situations.
But that place?
Thatâs not most situations.
Heâs still your friend.
And something about all of this doesnât sit right.
El looks at you, worry written all over her face. âWhat are we gonna do?â
You sigh, already knowing the answer.
âWhat else?â you mutter. âWe have to go back and find him.â
Her expression tightens. âWhat if heâs not there?â
âThen we hope he made it there and someone saw him,â you reply, already turning and heading toward your car. âAnd we figure it out from there.â
You donât give yourself time to second-guess it.
El hurries after you, sliding into the passenger seat as you start the engine. For a brief second, you just sit there, hands gripping the wheel a little tighter than usual.
You had hoped youâd never go back.
But just like thatâthat hope is gone.
You park a little further down the street, not wanting to pull up right in front like last time. The engine dies, and for a moment neither of you moves. The place hasnât changed at all. The street still feels wrongâtoo quiet, too empty, like itâs been deliberately erased from everything around it. You glance at El, and she looks just as uneasy as you feel.
âLetâs go,â you mutter, pushing the door open.
You both walk toward the entrance, slower this time, more cautious. When you reach the door, El tries to push it open, but it doesnât budge. Locked. She turns to you, brows knitting together. âWhat now?â
Before you can answer, the door creaks open from the inside. The same bouncer steps into view, and for a second you donât recognize him. Then it clicksâthe same sharp, heavy-lidded eyes, the same detached, almost stoned expression. It feels like no time has passed. His gaze drags over both of you, slow and deliberate, lingering a little too long on your bare legs, and you instantly regret dressing up for the bar tonight.
âYouâre late,â he says, voice rough. âLet people in an hour ago.â
You donât bother arguing. You reach into your purse, pull out a bill, and press it against his chest. He catches it easily, glancing down before tucking it away. A smirk pulls at his mouth. âWouldâve preferred you in my arms,â he mutters. You grimace, not even hiding your disgust this time, while Elâs grip tightens around your hand as the door opens wider and you both slip inside.
The moment you step down the stairs, the noise hitsâloud, heavy, suffocating. The smell follows right after. Sweat, weed, alcohol. Itâs exactly how you remember it, maybe worse. The main area is completely packed, even more than last time, bodies pressed together so tightly it feels impossible to move. You barely even glance toward the ring. Thatâs not why youâre here.
âRoom,â you remind El, leaning closer so she can hear you.
She nods quickly, already following your lead as you both start pushing through the crowd, weaving between people with purpose. You keep your focus forward, mentally retracing the path from last time. The stairs. The hallway. That door. Thatâs where you last saw Mario, and right now, thatâs the only place that matters.
âElâthis way,â you say, tugging her slightly as you manage to break away from the tightest part of the crowd and angle toward the stairs. There are still people gathered there, but itâs easier to move, easier to breathe. âWe check the room first. If heâs not there, weâll figure something else out.â
The microphone cuts in, sharp and loud, but you donât stop. The announcerâs voice blends into the background as you keep moving, slipping past another group, already stepping toward the hallway. Youâre close now, close enough that you can almost see the door in your mind.
ââŚand tonight,â the voice drawls.
You ignore it.
âFirst time in the ringââ
Still moving.
ââand bold enough to throw down a challengeââ
Youâre already turning, already heading for the hallway.
ââchallenging JK himselfââ
The crowd reacts loudly, but it barely registers. Youâre focused on getting there, on finding him before anything else can go wrong.
âAnd letâs hear it forââ
You donât slow down.
âMaaaario.â
El stops so abruptly it almost throws you into her back, your steps catching at the last second as the name echoes through the space. For a moment it doesnât registerânot fully. It stretches out in the air, swallowed and amplified by the crowdâs reaction, like your brain refuses to connect it to anything real.
Then it hits.
Your body goes still as your mind catches up, the realization crashing in all at once. Around you, the crowd erupts, louder than before, excitement surging like this is exactly what they came for. El doesnât move in front of you, her posture rigid, and your hand tightens slightly where youâre still holding onto her.
Neither of you says anything.
Because you both heard it.
And suddenly, finding Mario doesnât feel like a question anymore.
It feels like a problem.
The countdown starts somewhere above the noise, the announcer stretching each number out like heâs feeding the crowd. It barely registers at first, your mind still stuck on the name you just heard, but then the final number hits and everything erupts at once. Before you can even think, the fight begins.
You and El move at the same time without saying a word. Thereâs no hesitation now, just urgency as you push into the crowd, forcing your way through bodies that donât want to move. Shoulders slam into you, someone curses, another shoves you aside, but no one really stops you. Theyâre too focused on the ring, too caught up in the fight to care about anything else. The noise is overwhelmingâyells, cheers, fists hitting metalâand it makes your chest tighten because you canât see anything. Not knowing whatâs happening somehow feels worse than seeing it.
El takes the lead, using her strength to pry a path open, her grip tight around your wrist as she drags you forward. You stumble after her, trying to keep up as she forces space where there isnât any. It feels endless, like youâre stuck in a wall of bodies that wonât break, but eventually it does. You reach the ring, not close enough to touch it comfortably, but close enough to see.
And what you see makes your breath catch.
Mario is on the ground, one hand pressed to his face as blood spills from his nose. He looks disoriented, struggling to steady himself, and for a second it doesnât even register as a fight. It looks like damage, like something thatâs already gone too far. Your fingers slip through the fence without you thinking, gripping the cold metal as your eyes dart to his opponent.
JK is circling him.
Not rushing, not pressingâjust waiting. Thereâs something unsettling about the way he moves, controlled and calm, like he already knows exactly how this ends. He lets Mario struggle, lets him try to get up, almost like heâs giving him space on purpose. Like heâs drawing it out.
Your stomach twists as you try to make sense of it. Canât he just stop it? Can Mario tap out? Are there even rules here?
You donât know.
âOh my god,â El whispers beside you, her voice tight with fear.
âCome on,â you say under your breath, gripping the fence harder. âGet up. Get up.â
Thereâs no way he can hear you through the chaos, and yet somehow he moves. Mario pushes himself up, unsteady, barely holding his balance as he spits blood onto the ground. The sight makes your stomach churn, but he lifts his hands again, trying to reset, trying to fight.
He throws the first punch, driven more by instinct than skill. Itâs messy, desperate, lacking control, but itâs something. JK avoids it easily, shifting just enough for it to miss. Another swing follows, then another, each one missing by inches as JK moves around him like itâs nothing. Thereâs no panic in him, no rush. Just patience.
Then he strikes.
Itâs quick. Sharp. Clean.
The first hit snaps Marioâs head to the side, the second lands before he can recover, and the third sends him stumbling backward. JK doesnât overextend, doesnât waste movementâevery punch is calculated, deliberate, landing exactly where it needs to. Mario tries to hold his ground, but itâs obvious now. Heâs outmatched.
One more hit lands, harder than the rest, and it drops him.
You gasp, the sound tearing out of you before you can stop it as Mario hits the ground again. His face is already swelling, one eye starting to close, blood spreading across his skin in a way that makes your chest tighten painfully.
âMario!â you shout, panic rising fast. âGet up!â
El is yelling too now, her voice breaking as she calls his name, the two of you pressed against the fence, desperate, urging him to move, to stay conscious, to do anything. The fear settles deep in your chest because what if he doesnât get up this time? What if this doesnât stop?
Mario shifts slightly, barely lifting his head, and then his gaze turns. Not toward JK, not toward the crowdâbut toward you.
People cheer.
The sight of his face makes something in you twist. Swollen, bloodied, barely recognizable, and still he finds you in the chaos. Your breath hitches as you realize he sees you here.
JK notices.
Itâs subtle at first, just a shift in his focus, the way his eyes narrow as he follows Marioâs line of sight. And then he looks at you. Really looks, his gaze locking onto yours in a way that feels too direct, too aware.
For a second, everything feels still.
Then he moves.
He crouches beside Mario, and your stomach drops as his hand shoots out, fingers tangling into Marioâs hair. The grip is tight, controlling, forcing his head up despite the lack of resistance. Mario barely reacts, his body too weak to fight back, and panic spikes in your chest.
JK doesnât look away from you. His dark hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, his skin barely marked compared to Marioâs. Like this fight hasnât cost him anything.
And then he smirks.
Your chest tightens as his grip tightens with it, lifting Marioâs head just enoughâ
Before slamming it back down against the ground.
The sound is sickening.
It cuts through everything.
Mario goes limp.
And for a second, you donât breathe, donât move, donât think. You just stare, because something in you knows that whatever line there was before, itâs gone now.
The sound crashes back all at once, loud and overwhelming, like nothing just happened. Like what you just saw is entertainment, nothing more. JK steps back, the win clearly his, and the fence is already being opened for him as if it was expected. Of course it was. He walks out without a glance back, already moving on while the crowd feeds off the aftermath.
You donât.
You canât.
Two men enter the ring almost immediately, grabbing Mario under his arms and hauling him up. His body hangs between them, limp, unresponsive, his head lolling slightly with the movement. The sight knocks the air out of your lungs.
You force yourself to move.
Your throat tightens as you swallow hard, shaking yourself out of the daze as you grab Elâs arm. âCome on,â you manage, your voice barely steady, your eyes locked on Mario as they carry him away.
You follow them.
They move fast, cutting through a path that clears easier for them than it ever did for you. When you and El catch up, one of the men glances back, clearly annoyed, his eyes narrowing slightly as he takes you in. Elâs panicked whispers donât help.
âOh my god⌠Mario, weâre here. Youâre gonna be okayââ
âHey,â one of the men snaps. âYou canâtââ
âHeâs our friend,â you cut in quickly, your voice sharper than you expect. âWeâre staying. Where are you taking him?â
They donât look like they want to deal with you. Not now. Not with this. The two of them exchange a look, something silent passing between them before one sighs, clearly deciding itâs not worth the argument.
âHeâs getting treated,â he says shortly, already turning away.
You donât ask by whom. You just follow.
The hallway feels tighter this time, the noise from the main area fading behind you as they lead you into one of the rooms. Itâs smaller than you expected, cramped and worn, with dented lockers lining one wall and a narrow bed in the center that looks like it once belonged in a hospital.
They set Mario down without much care. His body barely reacts, his head rolling slightly to the side, and something in your chest twists painfully at how still he is.
You and El move immediately, stopping just short of touching him, both of you hovering, afraid of making it worse.
The door opens again.
A young man steps in, probably in his early twenties, maybe a bit older, his build lean but steady. Heâs dressed simplyâdark shirt, sleeves pushed up to his elbowsâand thereâs a certain efficiency in the way he moves, like heâs done this too many times to think about it. His hair is slightly messy, falling into his eyes as he pulls on a pair of gloves, his expression focused rather than concerned.
âWhat do we have this time?â he asks, glancing over Mario with quick, practiced eyes.
âProbably a broken nose. Maybe more,â one of the men replies.
The young man exhales quietly, stepping closer to the bed as he tilts Marioâs head slightly, inspecting the damage without hesitation. âYeah,â he mutters, almost to himself. âAnother one who thought he could last longer than he actually could.â
Mario gets treated like you and El arenât even there.
The young man moves around him with quiet efficiency, cleaning the blood, checking his nose, pressing gauze where itâs needed. The two men who carried him in linger for a moment before stepping aside, talking in low voices, completely unfazed. Itâs like this is routine. Like people getting carried in half-conscious isnât anything out of the ordinary.
You canât stand still.
You start pacing the small room, your steps short and sharp, your arms crossed tight over your chest as your thoughts spiral. No matter how hard you try to focus on Mario, your mind keeps dragging you back to the ringâto that moment. The way JK looked at you. The way he made sure you saw it. That last hit.
The way Mario just⌠stopped.
Your jaw tightens.
Even when Mario lets out a low groan, shifting slightly on the bed, it doesnât pull you out of it. El is at his side immediately, her voice soft but urgent as she leans closer. âMario? Heyâcan you hear me?â He mumbles something incoherent, his words slurred, barely forming, and El glances up, worry etched all over her face. âDoesnât he need a hospital?â
The young man doesnât even look up from what heâs doing. âIf he goes to a hospital, questions get asked,â he says flatly. âPolice get involved.â
âMaybe they should,â you cut in sharply, stopping your pacing to look at him. âMaybe that would finally shut this place down.â
That gets his attention.
He shoots you a look, sharp and unimpressed. âHate to break it to you,â he says, tone edged with something colder now, âbut your friend would be the one in trouble. This is illegal. He signed up for it.â
You donât care.
You donât care what he says, what excuses they have, what twisted logic they follow in this place.
Your anger is already too far gone.
âWhere is he?â you ask suddenly.
The room stills for a second.
âWho?â one of the men asks.
You look at him like it should be obvious. âJK.â
They exchange a glance, something unreadable passing between them. âWhy?â the other one mutters.
You donât answer that.
You just look at El. âStay here. Keep an eye on him.â
She blinks at you, clearly trying to figure out what youâre about to do. âWaitââ
But youâre already moving.
You leave before she can stop you, before anyone can question you further, your steps quick and determined as you head back down the hall. You donât even know if heâs still there, if he went back to that room or somewhere else entirely, but you donât stop to think about it.
Youâre too angry to think.
You reach the door and push it open hard.
Empty.
The room looks exactly the same as beforeâthe couch, the chair, the faint trace of something cleaner in the air compared to the rest of the placeâbut heâs not there. You step further in, scanning it anyway, like he might suddenly appear.
âWhere the hellââ
The door opens behind you.
You turn immediately.
JK stands there.
He doesnât look surprised to see someone in the room. If anything, he looks mildly annoyed, like youâre an inconvenience he didnât feel like dealing with tonight. His hair is wet, strands sticking to his forehead, steam still curling faintly from the doorway behind himâbathroom, you realize. Heâs changed, now wearing a pair of dark cotton shorts, a towel in his hands that he uses once before tossing it aside onto the couch like it doesnât matter.
Like nothing matters.
He doesnât even acknowledge you.
Thatâs what sets you off.
Before you can think, youâre already moving toward him, anger taking over completely as you shove both hands against his chest. The contact is solidâhis skin still warm from the shower, heat lingering under your palms, his muscles hard and unyielding beneath your push. Itâs like trying to move a wall.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â you snap, your voice sharp with fury. âYou couldâve killed him!â
He barely moves.
Not even a step back.
Just stands there, looking down at you as if youâre something mildly irritating, one brow lifting slightly as your hair falls out of place from the force of your movement.
âYou done?â he asks.
The words hit harder than they should.
You freeze for half a second, caught off guardânot just by how close he is, not just by hearing his voice directed at you for the first time, but by how little he seems to care.
âNot entirely,â you snap back, your anger flaring again as you move to shove him once more.
This time, he catches your wrist.
Effortlessly.
His grip is firm, stopping you mid-motion like itâs nothing, like you werenât even a challenge to begin with.
âYouâre a piece of shit,â you tell him, your voice tight.
A smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth, slow and unimpressed. âAnd yet,â he replies coolly, tilting his head slightly as his grip doesnât loosen, âyour friend stepped into the ring with me anyway.â
âLet me go,â you snap, yanking against him.
For a second, he just watches you, completely unimpressed, like this is nothing new to him.
Then he lets go.
Abruptly.
You stumble back a step as he pushes you away, not rough enough to hurt, but enough to put distance between you, like heâs brushing something off.
âCareful,â he says, voice low, almost amused, âyouâre gonna hurt yourself before you even get close to hurting me.â
The arrogance in his tone only makes your blood boil more.
âYouâre an arrogant prick,â you snap without hesitation, your voice sharp enough to cut through whatever calm heâs pretending to have. âDo you feel good about it? Almost killing people for a bunch of money?â
Something shifts.
Itâs subtle, but itâs there. The smirk fades just enough, his eyes darkening as he looks at you, really looks this time.
âOut,â he says.
You donât move.
You donât even consider it.
âYouâre in no position to tell me what to do,â you fire back immediately. âIâm not going anywhere.â
His jaw tightens slightly, but he doesnât argue. Doesnât explain. Doesnât justify himself.
That only makes it worse.
You step closer again, closing the distance, your finger lifting as you point it toward his chest. âYou donât get to act like this is normal. Like youâre not the problem here.â
His hand moves before you can react.
Fast.
Your wrist is caught again, but this time thereâs no patience behind it. No casual ease. Just control.
âYouâre pushing it,â he says, voice low, edged with warning.
âGood,â you snap, trying to yank your hand free. âMaybe someone shouldââ
He doesnât let you finish.
In one swift movement, he turns you, your back hitting the wall with a dull thud before you can process what just happened. Your breath catches as he pins your arms behind you, one hand locking both of your wrists in place, the other braced near your shoulder, keeping you exactly where he wants you.
The shift is instant.
Youâre not in control anymore.
Your heart jumps, adrenaline spiking as you struggle against his hold, but itâs useless. Heâs stronger, faster, and far too used to this kind of contact.
He leans in slightly, just enough for you to feel the heat still radiating off his skin.
âYou talk a lot,â he mutters, his grip tightening just enough to keep you from trying anything else, âfor someone who has no idea what she just walked into.â
His hand still holds your wrists behind your back, and now his other arm shifts slightly, boxing you in. The heat from his body hasnât faded yet, his skin still warm under the dim light, his breath just brushing near your ear without quite touching.
Your pulse spikes despite yourself.
âYeah?â you manage, your voice tighter than youâd like. âWhat did I walk into?â
Thereâs a beat.
Short.
Deliberate.
Thenâ
âA place you donât belong,â he says quietly, voice low and steady, right by your ear.
No hesitation. No explanation.
Just fact.
His grip tightens slightly, not enough to hurtâjust enough to remind you heâs still in control.
âAnd a fight you canât win.â
He lets go of you.
The shift is sudden enough that you almost stumble forward before catching yourself. You turn on him immediately, your chest rising and falling too fast, your pulse still racing from the proximity, from the grip, from everything. For a second, you just stare at him, trying to steady yourself, trying to hold onto the anger that brought you here in the first place.
âLeave,â he says.
Just like that. Flat. Dismissive.
You blink at him, still catching your breath. You donât even know what you expected coming hereâan apology, a reaction, somethingâbut all you got was this. Him. Unbothered. Untouched. Like what happened in that ring meant nothing.
You open your mouth, but before you can say anythingâ
The door swings open.
A blonde woman steps in, her energy shifting the moment she notices you. The grin she walked in with disappears almost instantly, her eyes flicking between you and him, lingering a second too long on the fact that heâs still shirtless.
The air changes.
âWhoâs this?â she asks, her tone edged, curious but already leaning toward annoyed.
Jungkook doesnât rush to answer. He doesnât even look at her right away. Instead, he grabs an oversized shirt, pulling it over his head like this conversation doesnât concern him in the slightest.
âSheâs leaving,â he says, like thatâs enough.
You let out a sharp scoff. âThe hell I am.â
That gets a reaction.
Not from her.
From him.
Itâs subtleâjust the corner of his mouth pulling into something that almost resembles a grin, like he finds you more entertaining than anything else. Itâs not warm. Not kind.
Provocative.
The blonde woman shifts her weight, clearly irritated now, her gaze narrowing slightly as she looks at you again. âI think you heard him.â
You donât move.
Not an inch.
âI heard him,â you reply coolly. âI just donât care.â
Her annoyance sharpens, visible now, but Jungkook doesnât step in. Doesnât correct you. Doesnât repeat himself. If anything, he looks more interested now, watching the tension build like itâs something worth his time.
The woman steps further into the room, and now that you actually look at her, itâs obvious. The red dress clings to her body, cut far too short to be anything but intentional, the fabric hugging her curves like she walked in here knowing exactly what she came for.
Not the fight.
Him.
You almost snort at the realization.
She barely spares you another glance before her attention shifts fully to Jungkook, like youâve already been dismissed. âYou were incredible tonight,â she says, her tone smoothing out into something softer, almost impressed. âI was here. Watched the whole thing.â
Jungkook doesnât react the way she expects.
He doesnât even look at her.
âGood,â he says simply, already reaching for a bag that looks like his, slinging it over his shoulder like the conversation means nothing.
The woman doesnât seem discouraged.
If anything, she leans into it.
She steps closer, her movements slow, deliberate, like sheâs used to getting attention this way. And maybe she is. But this time, thereâs something else in it tooâsomething sharper. When she shifts closer to him, her gaze flicks to you for just a second.
Oh.
There it is.
She sees you as a problem.
A threat.
The realization makes something in you clickâand instead of being bothered, you grin.
Actually grin.
You shake your head lightly, almost amused now as you look between them.Â
Her hand brushes lightly against his arm, her voice dropping as she says something under her breath, something meant just for him.
JK finally looks at her.
Not interested. Not even tempted.
âNot tonight,â he says flatly, pulling his arm away without hesitation. Thereâs no softness in it, no apology. Just a quiet finality that lands harder than anything else.
Itâs enough.
Her expression tightens, the confidence slipping just slightly as she straightens, clearly not satisfied with the answer. For a second, it looks like she might push it, but she doesnât. Instead, she exhales sharply, shooting you one last look before turning on her heel and walking out.
The door closes behind her.
Silence settles for a beat.
Then his attention shifts.
Back to you.
And this time, thereâs no amusement left in it.
Just irritation.
âYouâre still here,â he says, like itâs a problem that hasnât fixed itself yet.
You let out a sharp breath, disbelief mixing with the anger that never really left.
âI canât believe you,â you say, your voice tight, almost shaking. âYou just walk out of there like itâs nothing. Like it didnât even happen.â
He doesnât respond.
That only makes it worse.
âMario is in there,â you continue, stepping closer again, your frustration building all over again. âBarely conscious, coming in and out of itâand youâre just⌠here. Moving on. Like this is normal.â
Your eyes flick briefly to the door, then back to him.
âAnd what, now itâs back to this?â you add, your tone sharper. âGirls lining up because you won? Like thatâs all this is to you?â
His expression barely shifts.
If anything, it hardens.
He doesnât react the way you expect.
No apology. No defense.
Instead, he reaches into his bag, pulls out a thick fold of cash, and before you can even register it, he grabs your hand and forces it open, pressing the money into your palm.
âEnough?â he asks, tone flat. âOr you gonna keep talking?â
You stare down at it for half a second, disbelief hitting first, then anger flooding right after.
Youâre about to throw it straight back at himâ
But he speaks again.
âGive it to him,â he adds, nodding slightly toward the door. âCall it⌠a consolation prize.â
Thereâs a pause, just enough for it to land.
Then, quieter, with that same careless edge, âFor getting dropped that fast.â
Your fingers tighten around the money without you meaning to, your jaw clenching as the insult settles heavy in the air.
Before you can reactâ
He moves.
Itâs quick. Too quick.
His hand comes up, and his thumb brushes over the corner of your lips, slow enough to feel deliberate, wiping at something you didnât even realize was there. The touch is brief, but it lands heavier than it should, heat lingering where his skin just was.
You freeze.
Not because you want to.
Because you didnât expect it.
He pulls his hand back, glancing at his thumb like heâs checking the faint smear of red before letting out a quiet, almost amused breath.
âFix yourself,â he says, voice low, edged with something mocking. âWouldnât want you going back to your guy looking like that.â
His eyes flick back up to yours, that same faint smirk tugging at his mouth.
âLipstickâs smudged, Red.â
And just like that, heâs done. He grabs his bag, throws it over his shoulder, and walks past you without another glance, like the conversation never mattered to him in the first place, like you never mattered enough to leave an impression. The bag shifts as he moves, heavy, the faint rustle unmistakableâyou donât even need to look twice to know itâs stuffed with cash. Easy money. Hard-earned in all the wrong ways. He carries it like itâs nothing.
The door shuts behind him with a quiet click, and the shift is immediateâthe room falling into a stillness that feels almost unnatural after everything that just happened.
The silence presses in, heavy and unfamiliar. The faint trace of his cologne lingers in the airâsomething sharp, clean, expensiveâcutting through the stale mix of sweat and smoke that clings to everything else in this place. It doesnât belong here. It doesnât fit the cracked walls, the worn furniture, the quiet evidence of violence that lingers in every corner. And somehow, neither does he, even though he clearly owns it.
You donât move right away. Your hand is still loosely curled around the cash he forced into your palm, your other lifting without you realizing it, fingers hovering near your lips where his thumb had brushed just moments ago. The sensation is gone, but not really. It lingers in your head, in the way your body reacts before your mind can catch up, and that alone is enough to make your jaw tighten.
Your heartbeat hasnât slowed. If anything, itâs worse nowâfaster than it was before you even walked in here, louder in your ears, harder to ignore. You swallow, forcing your hand to drop, grounding yourself, dragging your focus back to something real. Back to why you came here in the first place.
Because whatever that was, whatever just passed between you and him, it doesnât matter.
Mario is still down the hall, hurt, barely conscious, and this place hasnât changed just because you stepped into one room and out of another. Itâs still exactly what you thought it wasâa place where violence is entertainment, where people walk in and donât always walk out the same, and where no one stops to care what happens once the fight is over.
a/n: okay so this happened in the last 24 hours, don't ask me how I still can't believe this story happened lmaooo but I have had so many story ideas in my head and I genuinely missed writing, just something for fun, something fresh. I also wanted to do boxer jk for the longest time!! hope you guys enjoyed the surprise and I can't see what you think of this âĄ
OMG WHATTTT ITS MIMI, NO WONDER IT WAS A MASTERPIECE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
omg I'm sold take my money man!!!!!
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âł đŹđ˛đ§đ¨đŠđŹđ˘đŹ; coming face-to-face with a fighter draws you into a world you were never meant to see
⢠đŠđđ˘đŤđ˘đ§đ : jungkook x reader
⢠đ đđ§đŤđ: boxer!jk, enemies to lovers
⢠đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ đŹ: explicit language, explicit content, violence
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The loud bass pulses through the sidewalk before you even reach the entranceâa black metal door. The club sits in a neighborhood that looks like itâs been forgotten on maps, or one people are too afraid to step foot in.
The pavement, covered with cigarette butts, old oil stains, and torn flyers, makes it feel like a ghost town. A few people stand outside the building, chatting and smoking. Old vehiclesâonly a handful, easy to countâare parked in the distance, looking almost abandoned under the dim streetlights.
With each step closer, the musicâs beat grows heavier and lower, like your own heartbeat. Thereâs no reason to be scaredâjust cautiousâas you sneak a glance at a bald, muscular man who looks intoxicated and ready to chew someoneâs head off.
This is no fancy club. There are no velvet ropes, no long lines, no excitement lingering in the air. At least, not for you.
If it werenât for a twist of events, you would never come here voluntarily. Your outfit says otherwise, though.
You stand close to your friends, practically glued to their sides, as the man who looks like a straight-up junkie moves toward the clubâs door. Oh, heâs the bouncer.
As he eyes all of you with empty orbs, part of you wishes he would turn you away and not let you enter this place. Your wish isnât fulfilled. The bouncer gives Mario a curt nod, and thatâs all it takes for your friend to lead the way.
As soon as the door opens, the music becomes sharper and clearer. Thereâs only a small space before it leads downstairs to the basement. This place is everything a mother would tell you to avoid.
Good thing you donât have one.
Neon lights grow more visible with each step, covering the floor in flickering electric pink, acid green, and colors you donât even get to notice as they shift too quickly. As you make it down to the main room, your mouth dropsâand so does your heart.
The place is packed, so much so that it makes you question if itâs really that good. The exterior aloneâthe entire neighborhoodâis just not it. How does Mario even know a place like this? How does he even know this part of town?
You make a mental note to question him later, because he sure as hell didnât mention any of it. All he said was that the booze is cheap and the place is fine. If leaving means paying more for the few shots youâre about to have, so be it.
From the looks of it, everyone else is on board and follows him.
The air is thick with a mixture of scents you canât even name. Thereâs a distinct smell of cigarettes, weed, and perfumeâthe rest, youâd rather not identify. By the time youâre out of here, youâll reek of this place and probably have to burn the nice dress youâre wearing.
Mario promised he was only dropping something off, so this should be quickâ in and out. It should be quick enough for you to grab a drink and hopefully head somewhere else.
El leans closer, her shoulder bumping into yours as she tries to be heard over the pounding music. Her voice still barely cuts through it.
âWhat is this place?â
You follow her gazeâand thatâs when you see it.
Ahead of you, past the blur of bodies and neon light, thereâs a ring. Not the kind youâd expect. Not clean, not professional. A fence cages it in completely, metal bars rising high enough to make it feel less like a sport and more like containment. Like whatever goes in there isnât supposed to get out.
It looks barbaric. Primal. Like it was built for animals.
And the people gathered around itâtoo many, too eagerâarenât just passing by. Theyâre waiting.
You swallow, leaning in so El can hear you.
âIt looks like a nightmare.â
El lets out a short breath that might be a laugh, might be something else. She tilts her head, eyes scanning the ring with something closer to curiosity than concern.
âIâve been to worse.â
For once, you donât question her.
Elâs always been the one to drift into places like this without hesitation, coming back with stories she tells like theyâre nothingâlike they didnât happen. You used to think she exaggerated.
Now, standing here, youâre not so sure.
The crowd shifts, tightening around the fence as if pulled by the same invisible string. Someone shoves past you, the smell of sweat and smoke clinging to them. Another voice shouts something you canât make out, swallowed whole by the bass.
You glance around for Mario, but heâs already a few steps ahead, carving a path like he belongs here.
That doesnât sit right.
Your fingers curl slightly at your sides, the fabric of your dress suddenly feeling too thin, too out of place in a room like this. The air presses in, thick and suffocating, buzzing with anticipation.
Whatever is about to happen in that ringâ
Youâre not sure you want to see it.
But the crowd isnât leaving.
And neither are you.
Mario weaves through the crowd like heâs done it a hundred times, barely checking if you and El are still behind him. You push through shoulders and elbows, the press of bodies tightening the closer you get to the fenced ring.
He finally stops, gesturing toward a narrow stretch of space wedged between a rusted railing and a couple already arguing over something you canât hear.
âHere.â
Seats is a generous word. Itâs more like a claimed patch of groundâthird row, if you had to guess. Not close enough to touch the fence, but close enough that whatever happens in there wonât be easy to ignore.
You glance toward the ring again.
Up close, itâs worse.
The ground inside looks⌠wrong. Like itâs been scraped clean over and over again. The surface is uneven, rough in placesâbut there are faint traces that didnât quite disappear. Darker patches. Stains that the dim, flickering lights canât fully hide.
Your stomach tightens.
Mario claps his hands once, like heâs wrapping something up. âStay here. Iâll be right back.â
Your head snaps toward him. âWhat do you mean stay here? What the hell is this place?â
He sighs, but itâs not sharp or annoyedâmore like he just doesnât have the energy for this right now. His eyes flick briefly toward the ring, then back to you.
âIâll get you your drinks,â he says, already half-turning away. âWhat dâyou want?â
You hesitate, glancing around againâthe crowd, the fence, the floor inside the ring.
âIâm not sure I want to drink anything from this place.â
El snorts beside you, loud enough to earn a glance from someone nearby.
Mario rolls his eyes. âGod, youâre such a snob.â
You scoff immediately. âIâm notââ
âWeâll have vodka,â El cuts in, waving a hand like sheâs sealing the deal.
Mario nods once, like that settles everything, and disappears back into the crowd before you can argue further.
For a second, itâs just you and El, the noise, the heatâ
And then the music cuts.
Just like that.
A sharp hum of feedback cuts through the silence, and a manâs voice follows, loud and grating through the speakers.
âAlright, alrightâeyes up!â
You look toward the ring.
The man holding the microphone steps into the light, and for a moment, youâre not sure if you should take him seriously. He looks like heâs somewhere in his forties, head completely shaved, his clothes hanging off him like they donât belong to himâtoo big, too worn, sleeves slipping past his wrists. The kind of outfit that looks like it was pulled from one of those street donation bins, the ones meant for charity but always picked through before anything gets there.
He has that same look, too.
Like the kind of guy youâd cross the street to avoid.
But hereâhere, he owns the room.
âWelcome, you animals!â he shouts, grinning wide enough to show crooked teeth. âYou came hungry tonight, yeah?â
A laugh almost slips out of you.
Itâs not even that funnyâbut something about the way he says it, like he means it, like heâs not talking to the crowd but about them, hits in a strange way. Humor, sharp and dry, cuts through the unease curling in your stomach.
Because you already have a feeling what that ring is for.
And somehow, that makes it worse.
The reaction is instant.
The crowd eruptsâloud, aggressive, overwhelming. It slams into you from all sides, so intense it makes you flinch. Itâs not just cheering. Itâs something rougher. Hungrier.
You hadnât realized how many men were packed into this place until now. Your stomach twists.
The man laughs into the mic, feeding off it. âThatâs what I like to hear!â
He paces along the edge of the fenced ring, dragging the moment out before throwing one arm toward the entrance on the opposite side.
âLetâs not waste time. Get ready for your first fighter of the nightâgive it up forâŚâ he pauses, milking it, ââŚBlue Viper!â
The name hits, and the crowd roars again.
A man steps into the ring.
Heâs lean, all sharp lines and defined muscle, abs catching the harsh lights as he moves. Royal blue shorts hang low on his hips, matching gloves already strapped tight around his hands. He lifts his arms the second he steps inside, like heâs already won, soaking in the noise like it belongs to him.
It probably does.
âWhat the fuck,â you mumble under your breath.
Beside you, El swallows, eyes fixed on the ring.
âHow does Mario even know about this place?â you add, quieter now, like saying it too loud might make it worse.
But thereâs no time to think. The man with the mic raises his hand again, the crowd slowly settlingânot quiet, never quiet, just waiting.
âAnd his opponentâŚâ he continues, voice dropping just enough to build it back up, ââah, this one doesnât need much of an introduction.â
A ripple moves through the crowd. You feel it before you understand it.
âHeâs your favorite,â the man grins. âYour undefeatedâyour JK!â
For a split second, your brain doesnât catch up.
And thenâ
The crowd explodes. Louder than before. Wilder. People shouting, pushing forward, fists hitting the fence.
The fence door screeches as itâs pulled open.
And then he steps in.
JK.
The noise swells instantly, people pressing closer, shouting his name like it means somethingâlike he means something. But he doesnât even acknowledge it. Not a glance, not a flicker. His focus is locked straight ahead.
On his opponent.
He moves like he already knows how this ends.
Every step is controlled, deliberate. His body shifts under the harsh lights, all muscle and definitionâabs tight, arms flexing with even the smallest movement. Thereâs no wasted motion in him. No nerves. Just quiet, coiled readiness.
His opponent tries to hold his ground, but you catch itâthe slight tension in his stance, the way his shoulders tighten under JKâs stare.
Like he already feels it.
Up close, you catch more of him. A sharp jawline, clean and defined, his expression unreadable. When he turns slightly, the line of his back comes into viewâlean, strong, every muscle moving under his skin like itâs carved there.
You hate to admit it.
Butâyeah. Heâs hot.
And apparently, youâre not the only one who noticed.
You glance at El, andâ
Right. Of course.
Sheâs staring at him like she just found religion, eyes practically sparkling.
âHoly fuck,â she breathes. âSuddenly I like being here.â
You snort, shaking your head, even though your own attention has definitely sharpened.
StillâŚ
Your gaze drifts back to the ring, to the fence, to the crowd pressing in like this is the only thing that matters. Youâre not sure you like this.
Because itâs obvious now. This isnât just some weird club attraction. This is underground fightingâillegal, brutal, the kind of thing people donât talk about in daylight.
And somehow, Mario brought you here.
Of all places.
Your brows pull together slightly as you scan the crowd again, unease settling back in.
Mario has always had⌠questionable connections. The kind you and El never really asked about, choosing instead to ignore whatever didnât fit into your version of him.
Mario slips back beside you like he never left, pressing a cold glass into your hand. âWhatâd I miss?â he asks, far too casually.
You turn to him immediately, irritation rising. âWhat the hell is this, Mario? What are we doing hereâand how did you think this was a good idea?â
He exhales, already looking like he doesnât want to deal with this conversation, but you donât let up.
âSeriously. This placeâthis isnât normal.â
El doesnât even glance at him. Her attention is locked on the ring, eyes sharp with interest, like sheâs already decided this is worth watching. You, on the other hand, canât stop thinking about the cage, the crowd, the way everyone seemed to be waiting for something violent to happen.
âWhat is this place?â you ask again, quieter now, but no less firm.
Before he can answer, a sharp bell rings out, cutting through the noise and pulling every ounce of attention back to the ring.
The fight starts instantly. The other guy lunges first, throwing a punch that should landâbut JK shifts just enough for it to miss, his movement so subtle it almost looks lazy. Another swing follows, then another, each one missing by inches as JK slips past them with controlled precision, like heâs already mapped out every move before it happens.
You donât even realize your grip on the glass has tightened until your fingers start to ache. Thereâs something hypnotic about the way he movesâsmooth, efficient, completely unbothered. He doesnât rush or panic, doesnât even try to overpower. He just watches, waits, and lets the other guy wear himself down.
For a moment, it almost feels intentional, like heâs letting him try.
Taunting him.
The thought settles just as the other man commits to another strike, stepping in harder this time, putting everything behind itâand thatâs when JK finally moves forward. His fist connects cleanly, the impact sharp enough to echo even through the roar of the crowd, sending the man stumbling back until his body slams into the fence with a harsh metallic rattle.
The reaction around you is immediate and overwhelming, the crowd exploding with noise that makes your brows pull together as it crashes into you from all sides. But your focus stays on the ring, on the thin line of blood already slipping from the manâs nose, stark against his skin.
Your stomach twists, but not enough to make you look away.
Without thinking, you lift the drink Mario handed you and down it in one go, ignoring the burn, the taste, the suffocating thickness of the air. Your eyes stay locked on the fight, tracking every movement, every shift.
And somewhere in the middle of it, you realize your attention isnât just caughtâ
itâs hooked.
The fight doesnât slow downâit shifts entirely in JKâs favor.
Once the other man hits the ground, something in JK changes. Whatever restraint he had disappears as he follows him down without hesitation, delivering punch after punch with the same controlled force. Each hit lands with a dull, sickening impact, the sound carrying even through the roar of the crowd.
The man barely manages to get his arms up, but it doesnât do much. Blood spreads quicklyâacross his face, down his chest, soaking into the already worn surface beneath him. Those faint stains you noticed earlier are no longer subtle. Theyâre fresh now, darker, undeniable.
JKâs gloves are black, thick. The color hides most of the blood, swallowing it instead of putting it on display, but not entirely. A darker sheen clings to them, catching under the harsh lights every time his fists rise and fall.
Your stomach tightens as the noise around you grows louder, more aggressive, feeding into every hit instead of pulling back from it. It starts to feel like too muchâtoo close, too real, too far past the point where someone should have stepped in already.
âMario,â you say, leaning toward him, your voice strained as you try to be heard over the chaos. âIs thereâdo they have a restroom or something?â
He doesnât answer right away, his attention still fixed on the ring, jaw set like heâs invested in how this ends. For a second, you think he didnât even hear you, but then he glances over, quick and distracted. âYeah. Down the hall, to the left.â
You nod, already shifting your weight as you turn to El. âCome with me.â
She doesnât move. She doesnât even look at you. Her eyes stay locked on the ring, her expression sharper than before, completely absorbed in whatâs happening. It catches you off guard, enough that you pause for a second, staring at her like you donât quite recognize this version of her.
âSeriously?â you mutter under your breath, but she doesnât react, and it leaves you standing there alone with the noise pressing back in.
Because the fight wasnât bad at firstâit was controlled, almost impressive in a way you didnât expectâbut this is different. This is something else entirely.
Your gaze drifts back to the ring despite yourself, catching the way the man on the ground jerks under another hit, a broken grunt slipping from him as he tries to move, to shield himself, to do anything at all. No one steps in. No one even looks like theyâre thinking about it.
A cold thought settles in as you watch.
You hope this isnât one of those fightsâthe kind that doesnât end until someone doesnât get back upâbecause the way that man looks right now, barely moving, barely holding on, makes it hard not to think heâs already getting close.
Before you can see anything else, youâve had enough.
You donât care how dodgy this place looks anymoreâonly that you need a second to breathe. The thought crosses your mind, sharp and unwelcome, that walking out alone probably isnât the smartest idea. A single woman slipping away from a crowd like this doesnât exactly scream safe. Still, you push it aside, stand up, and follow the direction Mario gave you.
The further you move from the ring, the more the place reveals itselfâand none of it is reassuring. The air is thick with alcohol and weed, clinging to the walls, to your skin, to the back of your throat. The dim lighting doesnât help, casting everything in a dull, grimy glow that makes even the hallway feel like somewhere you shouldnât be.
You tug your dress down instinctively, suddenly too aware of how short it is, how out of place you feel. The red lipstick you put on earlier now seems like a mistake. If only you had known where you were coming.
The restroom is worse.
One look inside is enough. The smell hits first, then the stained tiles, the flickering light, the general state of neglect that makes your stomach turn. You donât even consider using it. Instead, you step up to the sink, eyes lifting to the mirror.
You look⌠composed.
More than you expected, at least. Even with the frown thatâs probably been stuck on your face since you walked in, you donât look shaken. Not on the outside.
You turn on the tap, rinsing your hands out of habit more than anything, the faint taste of vodka still lingering on your tongue. Somewhere in the distance, even from down the hall, you can still hear itâthe cheers, muffled but persistent, like a reminder that whatever is happening in that ring hasnât slowed down.
You donât want to be here.
But you also donât want to be left out.
The thought pushes you into motion again. You dry your hands quickly and head back out, picking up your pace as you move down the hallway, unease settling deeper with every step. The walls are lined with old posters, most of them ripped or peeling, leaving behind only fragmentsâfaces without names, events long gone, nothing fully readable.
It only adds to the feeling that you shouldnât be here.
Youâre halfway down when it happens.
You nearly stop in your tracks.
Heâs there.
The man from the ringâthe one who was just getting beatenâwalking toward you like nothing happened. Up close, itâs worse. Blood still clings to him, smeared across his face and chest, his steps uneven, his body barely holding itself together.
And behind himâ
The man with the microphone follows, saying something you canât quite catch.
Your attention snaps forward again.
Because coming straight toward youâ
JK.
Heâs already out of the ring, moving fast, like the fight meant nothing. The gloves are gone, replaced by white wraps around his hands, slightly darkened in places. His hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, his skin glistening under the dim lights as he closes the distance without slowing down.
For a second, you freeze.
Then instinct kicks in and you step aside quickly, pressing yourself against the wall just as he passes. He doesnât even look at you. Doesnât hesitate. Doesnât acknowledge you at all.
Itâs like youâre not even there.
Like if you hadnât movedâ
He wouldâve walked straight through you.
Your thoughts barely have time to settle before theyâre cut off.
âElâ?â
She rushes into view, nearly colliding with you, her expression completely different from the one she had just minutes ago. Whatever excitement she had is gone, replaced with something far more overwhelmed, almost frantic.
âI need the bathroom,â she blurts out, slightly breathless. âLike, right now. I hadâshitâI had like three shots in five minutes.â
You blink at her, still catching up. âWhereâs Mario?â
El glances back over her shoulder, like she expects him to magically appear behind her. âHe said he needed to go too. Just disappeared into the crowd.â
You frown immediately.
Of course he did.
You bite back the first thing that comes to mind, irritation flaring as you glance past her, half-expecting to spot him somewhere down the hall. Nothing. Just the muffled noise from the main room and people moving around like nothing just happened.
Great.
Youâll definitely have to curse him out laterâfor leaving you alone earlier, even if the whole crowd had still been focused on the fight. At least then, everyoneâs attention had been locked on the ring. Now? The fight is over, the tension is shifting, and you donât even know how to guess who won.
Worse, El couldâve gotten lost in that mess.
Or someone couldâveâ
You cut the thought off as your attention sharpens.
Because you can feel it now.
The looks.
They werenât as obvious before, not when everyone had been too distracted, but now that the focus has broken, itâs different. There arenât many women hereâyouâve noticed that muchâand the way some of the men look at you now makes your stomach twist. Lingering stares. Slow, knowing grins that feel far too comfortable.
You scoff under your breath, disgust curling in your chest as you turn back to El.
âThe bathroomâs a nightmare,â you warn her. âLike, seriously not usable.â
El groans, clutching her stomach slightly. âI donât care. My bladder is about to explode.â
Yeah. No arguing with that.
You nod, stepping aside to let her move past you. âFine. Go. Iâll stay right outside.â
She doesnât hesitate, already pushing the door open.
You stay put in the hallway, crossing your arms loosely as you position yourself near the wall, trying to look like you belong there more than you feel like you do. The noise from the main room is still there, dulled now, but enough to remind you youâre not completely alone.
Stillâ
You really hope no one tries to talk to you.
You donât have to wait long before something shifts again.
Footsteps echo down the hall, heavier this time, more purposeful. A guy comes into viewâblonde, maybe mid-twenties, wearing an oversized shirt that hangs loose over a pair of worn jeans. Thereâs nothing particularly threatening about him at first glance, but the way he carries himself makes people move.
âGet lost,â he says, voice flat, like heâs said it a hundred times before.
The men lingering too closeâtoo interestedâpause. You hadnât even fully clocked how near they were getting until now. One of them mutters something under his breath, low and irritated, but before anything can escalate, a woman slips up beside them. She leans in, whispers something quick into one of their ears.
The reaction is immediate.
Their expressions shift, something greedy lighting up in their eyes, and just like that, they back off, leaving without another glance.
You feel your stomach turn.
Disgust settles in deep as you press your lips together, forcing yourself not to react more visibly. Whatever she saidâit worked too easily.
You take a few steps further down the hall, needing the distance, the space. Behind you, the noise from the main room is starting to die down, the chaos thinning out into something more controlled. It sounds like theyâre clearing people out, or at least resetting the space for whatever comes next.
That thought alone makes your skin crawl.
Ahead of you, the blonde guy reaches a doorâone you hadnât paid much attention to beforeâand pushes it open without hesitation.
And for a split second, you see inside.
Itâs a medium-sized room, dim but cleaner than the rest of this place, like it serves a different purpose. Your brain barely has time to process the layout before somethingâsomeoneâsnags your attention completely.
Mario.
Standing there like he belongs.
Your breath catches, surprise hitting first, sharp and immediate. So much for the bathroom. He didnât even come this wayâthe toilets are further down, you know that now.
But the shock doesnât stop there.
Because sitting in one of the chairsâ
JK.
Up close, under better light, he looks just as composed as he did in the ring, even now. Someoneâa young guy, too young if youâre being honestâis crouched in front of him, carefully unwrapping the white tape from his hands. The fabric is stained in places, and as it comes loose, you catch glimpses of reddened skin underneath.
The kid works quickly, like he knows what heâs doing, like this is routine.
Of course it is.
Nothing about this place is legal. Nothing about it is normal.
Your eyes flick back to Mario, disbelief settling in heavier now. He lied. Not even wellâjust enough to get away from you and El without questions.
Before you can take in anything else, the door swings shut.
Youâre left staring at it, mouth slightly open, like your brain hasnât caught up to what you just saw.
Mario. In there. With him.
âEl?â
She comes back a second later, pushing the bathroom door open with a relieved sigh. âReady?â
You turn to her, still half-stunned. âIâthereâs a room down here. Marioâs in it. And⌠the guy who was in the ring is in there too.â
El freezes. âWhat?â
âAnd some kidâlike, actually a kidâis cleaning him up. I donât evenââ You shake your head, trying to piece it together. âThis is weird.â
El blinks a few times, processing, then shrugs slightly. âMaybe Mario just knows people here?â
You stare at her. âThat doesnât make it less weird.â
She hesitates, glancing between you and the closed door. âSo⌠what are we doing? Waiting?â
You frown, something in you snapping into place. Youâre done waiting. Done being brushed off, lied to, dragged somewhere without knowing why.
Without another word, you step forward and push the door open.
The reaction is immediate.
Conversation cuts off mid-sentence. Every head in the room turns toward you, like you just walked into something you werenât supposed to see.
Mario looks the worst out of all of themâcaught, completely unprepared. His mouth opens like heâs about to say something, but nothing comes out.
Your gaze shifts past him.
JK is still sitting, his hands half-unwrapped, the young guy working on them pausing mid-motion. For a second, he doesnât even acknowledge you. His eyes stay lowered, focused on his handsâ
Then he looks up.
Your eyes meet, just briefly. Long enough for something to registerâsharp, assessing. His gaze drags over you, slow and deliberate, before his expression tightens slightly, like heâs already decided you donât belong here.
âAnd what are you doing here?â the blonde man asks, voice flat, almost tired, like this is an inconvenience.
El hovers just behind your shoulder, peeking in, her eyes going wide the second they land on JK. âFuck,â she whispers, not nearly as quiet as she probably thinks.
You donât react to her.
Your attention is locked on Mario now. âI should be asking you that.â
He winces slightly, like he expected that, but still doesnât have a good answer.
The men in the room donât miss the tension, the way your eyes narrow, the way Mario shifts under it. Something clicks between them, unspoken.
The blonde man exhales sharply, already over it. âListen, you have no place being here.â His gaze flicks to Mario. âTake your bitches out of here.â
âExcuse me?â you scoff immediately, offense flaring hot and fast. The word hits wrongâtoo casual, too familiar, like itâs something he says often.
He doesnât even react. If anything, he looks bored, like heâs seen this exact reaction a hundred times before.
Maybe he has.
âLook, justâgive us a minute,â Mario cuts in quickly, stepping forward like heâs trying to manage damage control. âIâll come out and explain, okay?â
âAnd wait out there? With all the junkies?â you shoot back, anger creeping in sharper now. âDo you even hear yourself right now?â
Your patience is gone.
Before Mario can respond, movement pulls your attention again.
JK stands.
The shift in the room is subtle, but itâs there. He rolls his shoulders once, flexing his hands slightly as the young guy quickly gathers the bloodied wraps and cotton, tossing them aside.
âTake this outside,â JK says, voice low and steady, carrying easily through the room.
Itâs not loud, but it doesnât need to be. It lands heavy anyway.
He doesnât look at anyone again.
Just walks past, disappearing through another door without a second thought.
Silence lingers for a second after heâs gone.
Then the blonde man steps forward slightly, already done with this entire situation. âIâll be in touch,â he says curtly, though itâs clearly meant for Mario. His gaze flicks back to you and El, sharp, unimpressed. âOut.â
He gestures toward the door, not even pretending to be polite about it.
Itâs not an offer.
Itâs an order.
You let out a sharp scoff, already drawing breath to snap back at the blonde manâbecause who the hell does he think he isâbut El is faster. Her hand wraps around your wrist, fingers tightening in warning, and at the same time Mario steps in, grabbing your shoulders and steering you back.
âHeyââ you start, but heâs already pushing you out.
The door shuts behind you with a dull thud.
You turn on him immediately.
âWhat the actual fuck, Mario?â
He exhales, dragging a hand over his face. âNot here.â
âOh, notââ you scoff, ready to go off, but heâs already moving, heading down the hall like he expects you to follow.
You do. Of course you do.
El stays close, unusually quiet now, her earlier excitement completely gone. The hallway feels different on the way backâemptier, colder somehow. By the time you reach the main area, itâs almost unrecognizable. The crowd is gone, replaced by only a few people cleaning up like nothing ever happened. Trash is being swept, bottles collected, and in one corner, you catch a glimpse of a stack of cash being counted and shoved into a duffle bag.
Thatâs enough.
You donât say anything as you follow Mario out, but the second the cold air hits your skin, itâs like everything snaps back into focus. You step forward quickly, grabbing his forearm and forcing him to stop.
âSpeak,â you demand.
He looks at youânot angry, not defensive. Just⌠tired. Defeated, almost.
âNot here, please,â he says quietly. âLetâs just go back to my place.â
Your eyes narrow immediately. The way he glances around, quick and subtle, doesnât help.
Alarms go off in your head.
You donât agree, not reallyâbut you donât argue either. Not yet.
The car ride is silent. Tense. The kind of silence that presses in on you, heavy with everything that hasnât been said. El sits beside you, staring out the window, unusually still, like sheâs replaying everything in her head. You donât interrupt. Youâre doing the same.
By the time you reach Marioâs building, the quiet hasnât lifted.
It follows you all the way into his apartment.
The door closes behind you, and just like that, the outside world is goneâbut the tension stays, thick in the air, waiting.
Mario moves first, like he needs something to do with his hands. âTea? Orâsomething?â he offers, already heading toward the kitchen.
Anything to stall.
You donât answer right away. You just watch him, arms crossed, expression unmoving. Eventually, you nod once, more out of impatience than acceptance, and take a seat on the couch beside El. She sinks into it quietly, still not saying much, her usual energy replaced with something more withdrawn.
Mario brings the cups over a few minutes later, setting them down carefully in front of you both. You donât thank him. You donât even look at the tea.
You just look at him.
He takes the chair opposite you, exhaling slowly before running a hand through his hair. âI didnât think it would escalate like that.â
You cut him off immediately. âWhat did you think, Mario? That weâd just be okay watching that?â Your voice sharpens. âDid you genuinely think weâd enjoy an illegal fight?â
He blinks, caught off guard for a second. âHow do you even know itâs illegal?â
You stare at him, almost incredulous. âAre you serious? Nothing about that place screams legal.â
He doesnât argue.
So you keep going.
âI thought we were going to a club,â you say, your frustration spilling over now. âAnd then you change plans last minute, and suddenly weâre standing next to a cage, watching a guy get nearly beaten to death?â
The words hang heavy between you.
Mario exhales again, slower this time, and thereâs something in his expression that finally cracksâguilt, maybe. Regret.
âIâm sorry,â he says, quieter now. âI really am. I just⌠I had to deal with something, and one of my friends was there. I thought itâd just be a fight. I thought you two mightââ he hesitates, then shrugs weakly, ââI donât know. Enjoy it. You like boxing, right?â
That lands badly.
Because whatever that wasâwasnât just boxing.
You lean back slightly, exhaling through your nose, but the tension doesnât leave your body. If anything, it settles deeper.
âWhy do you even hang around people like that?â you ask, your tone quieter now but no less pointed.
Mario winces a little at that, like he expected it. âIâm sorry,â he says again, rubbing the back of his neck. âI really am. I wonât bring you there again. Hell, I probably wonât even go back myself. It was a stupid idea.â
You study him for a second, trying to decide if you believe that.
Then you sigh, some of the edge in you softening, just a little. âI didnât feel safe there,â you admit. âAnd itâs a good thing nothing happened to us.â
Your fingers curl slightly around the warm cup, grounding yourself before you add, âWhat even is that place?â
Mario hesitates, like heâs choosing how honest to be. âItâs⌠yeah, itâs illegal,â he finally says. âBut itâs one of the fastest ways to make money. People go there to bet. Not just thatâthey go because they like the fights. They want to see something real.â
You let out a quiet scoff. âWe clearly have very different ideas of what a good fight is.â
He nods, accepting that. âListenâitâs usually not like that. It gets stopped before it goes too far. Yeah, some guys donât look great after, but tonight⌠tonight was intense. I didnât know JK was gonna be the one fighting. Usually itâs more⌠controlled.â
You blink at him, stunned. âOh my god. How many times have you been there?â
âNot that many,â he says quickly, holding up a hand. âSeriously. But I know itâs not usually like this. There had to be a change of plans when JK showed up. Thatâs why it was so packed. I shouldâve known. I shouldâve just left with you the second I realized.â
You shake your head slightly, still trying to process. âWho even is he?â
Mario shrugs. âJust a guy that got popular there. He fights wellâreally wellâand people like watching him. Thatâs why it gets so crowded when heâs around.â
Your stomach turns at that. âPeople enjoy watching him beat someone nearly to death?â
âThereâs a lot of money involved,â Mario replies, his tone quieter now. âAnd for some of those guys⌠itâs easier to earn money that way. One good fight can get you more than a regular job.â
You frown, not convinced. âI donât get it. I mean, boxing isnât a bad thingâbut when itâs legal. What we saw? Thereâs a reason thatâs not allowed.â
Mario exhales, leaning back in his chair. âThe worldâs a lot rougher than you think. That placeâitâs just one of those corners where people make money however they can.â
You donât respond to that. Not really.
Instead, you shift your focus, needing something else. âDid you at least deal with your friend? The one you said you had to meet?â
âYeah,â he nods quickly. âYeah, thatâs done.â He pauses, then adds again, âAnd Iâm sorry. Really. I wonât drag you into something like that again.â
You study him for a moment, then let out a small breath, deciding not to push it further. âLetâs just⌠hope weâll laugh about this in twenty years.â
El makes a small sound beside youâhalf a scoff, half a sip of her teaâand you glance at her.
âWhy are you so quiet?â you ask.
She shrugs, staring into her cup for a second before looking up. âI mean⌠yeah, it was weird. And I definitely wouldnât go there alone.â She pauses, then adds, almost reluctantly, âBut it was kind of interesting to see.â
You drop your head back slightly. âOh my god.â
El rolls her eyes, but thereâs a faint smile there now. âIâm not saying I want to go back. I donât. Iâd rather we stay far away from that place.â She nudges your arm lightly. âNext time, though? Weâre going to an actual club. A good one. We finally convince you to go out, and this is where we end up?â
You huff out a laugh despite yourself, some of the tension finally easing. âFine. You pick the next place, and Iâll consider going.â
âThatâs a yes,â she says immediately.
âItâs a maybe,â you correct, but youâre smiling now.
The night winds down after that, the heaviness of it lingering but not as sharp. You stay over at Marioâs place like usualânothing new there. You and El take the bed, while he crashes on the couch without complaint.
It should feel normal.
Familiar.
But as you lie there in the dark, staring at the ceiling, sleep doesnât come easily.
Because every time you close your eyes, you see it again.
The ring. The blood. The crowd.
And him.
Those dark, steady eyes that barely looked at youâyet somehow linger anyway, slipping into your dreams as the night stretches on, replaying everything like a broken movie you canât quite turn off.
Life moves on.
Or at least, it pretends to.
In the days after that night, everything slowly slips back into place. You fall into your usual routineâmeeting El for junk food runs, sitting in dimly lit bars, catching up on the kind of small, meaningless things that make life feel normal again. Work, gossip, random complaints. The kind of conversations that donât carry weight.
And for a while, neither does that night.
It starts to feel distant. Unreal, even. Like something you watched in a movie rather than something you actually stood in the middle of. You avoid that part of town completely, not even entertaining the idea of going near it. The building, the people, the noiseâit all becomes something you push to the back of your mind.
Still, sometimes it creeps in.
A thought here and there. A question you donât really want answered. How many people got hurt that night? How often does that happen?
You learn not to follow those thoughts too far.
The first week is the worst. Your dreams are restless, filled with flashes of the ring, the sound of fists hitting skin, the roar of the crowd. Itâs like your brain is trying to process something it only ever expected to see on a screen, not up close, not real.
But after a couple of weeks, even that fades.
It becomes just a faint memory.
Something that happened.
Something you donât talk about.
Life moves on. Or at least, it tries to.
In the days after that night, everything slowly slips back into place. You fall into your usual routineâmeeting El for junk food runs, sitting in dimly lit bars, catching up on the kind of small, meaningless things that make life feel normal again. Work, gossip, random complaints. The kind of conversations that donât carry weight.
And for a while, neither does that night.
It starts to feel distant. Unreal, even. Like something you watched in a movie rather than something you actually stood in the middle of. You avoid that part of town completely, not even entertaining the idea of going near it. The building, the people, the noiseâit all becomes something you push to the back of your mind.
Still, sometimes it creeps in. A thought here and there. A question you donât really want answered. How many people got hurt that night? How often does that happen?
You learn not to follow those thoughts too far.
The first week is the worst. Your dreams are restless, filled with flashes of the ring, the sound of fists hitting skin, the roar of the crowd. Itâs like your brain is trying to process something it only ever expected to see on a screen, not up close, not real.
But after a couple of weeks, even that fades.
It becomes just a faint memory. Something that happened. Something you donât talk about.
Lately, youâve been seeing El more often. Marioâs been busy, which isnât unusual. Heâs always had something going on, mostly revolving around cars. Buying them, fixing them, flipping them. Old ones, newer onesâit doesnât really matter. He calls it an investment, says the money always comes back if you know what youâre doing.
And apparently, he does.
Between the cars and whatever connections heâs built over time, heâs become the guy people call when something breaks. Youâve done it yourself. The last time your car had an issue, he fixed it in a day and saved you from dealing with overpriced repair shops and all their nonsense. Heâs reliable like that.
Just not always honest.
Tonight, itâs just you and El at one of your usual bars, tucked into a booth thatâs a little too worn but familiar enough to feel comfortable. You didnât feel like drinking, so youâve been sticking to soda while sheâs had a couple of shots.
It reminds you of a phase youâve already gone throughâback when you were younger, figuring out your limits. These days, you donât really care for it.
El, though, seems off.
At first, you assume itâs her ex. She spent way too long getting over him, and for a moment you wonder if she slipped back into that. But then she checks her phone again. And again. And again.
You watch her for a while before finally speaking up. âOkay, somethingâs up.â
She barely looks at you. âNothingâs up.â
âYouâve checked your phone like ten times in five minutes.â
âIâm just waiting for a message.â
âFrom who?â
She shrugs too quickly. âNo one important.â
You donât buy it, but you donât push right away. The feeling lingers, though, settling in your chest.
Somethingâs not right.
By the time the waitress tells you theyâre closing, itâs already close to ten. You both gather your things and step outside, the cooler air a relief after the stuffy bar. You start telling her something about workâsome pointless dramaâbut she barely reacts, her attention drifting back to her phone.
Then she checks it again.
You stop mid-sentence and look at her. âOkay, you have one minute. Tell me whatâs going on, or Iâm dropping you off and going home.â
She laughs nervously, scratching her cheek. âDonât be mad.â
You roll your eyes. âJust say it.â
âI know where Mario is.â
You blink. âOkay? Heâs probably working.â
She exhales, muttering, âHeâs gonna kill me for this.â
âEl.â
âOkayâhe went back there.â
You frown. âBack where?â
Her voice lowers. âThe ring.â
You stare at her, still trying to process it, the memory of that place snapping back into focus like it never really left.
âWhat do you mean, the ring?â
âHeâs there. Right now.â
You let out a slow breath, disbelief settling in. Of course he is. After everything he said. After promising he wouldnât go back.
âUnbelievable.â
El shifts slightly, her grip tightening around her phone. âThe thing is⌠he was supposed to text me. And he hasnât. Itâs been, like, four hours.â She glances at the screen again, like it might suddenly light up. âHe promised he would.â
You frown. âWaitâdid you know he was going there?â
She hesitates, then nods, a little ashamed. âYeah. He told me.â She quickly adds, âAnd he made me promise not to tell you.â
You scoff. âOf course he did. He didnât want to hear my âsmart remarksâ again. He probably thinks Iâm his mom at this point, pestering him.â
âThatâs not it,â El says, shaking her head. âHe knows you worry about him. We both do. And honestly? You have a reason to.â She exhales, then continues, âI only agreed because he said heâd text me the whole time. Just so Iâd know heâs okay.â
You cross your arms. âAnd?â
âThe last message I got was around seven,â she says, her voice tightening. âHe said he was going in.â
You glance at the time. Itâs way past that now.
âWhat was he even doing there?â you ask.
El shrugs helplessly. âI donât know. He just said he had some business to take care of. That itâd be quick.â She lets out a quiet, uneasy breath. âClearly itâs not.â
Silence settles between you for a moment, heavier this time.
âI donât want to panic,â she adds, her voice quieter now, âbut after what we saw there⌠the kind of people that were aroundâŚâ She swallows. âIâm scared something happened to him.â
That lands.
Because yeahâMarioâs not small. Heâs got height, some lean muscle, enough to handle himself in most situations.
But that place?
Thatâs not most situations.
Heâs still your friend.
And something about all of this doesnât sit right.
El looks at you, worry written all over her face. âWhat are we gonna do?â
You sigh, already knowing the answer.
âWhat else?â you mutter. âWe have to go back and find him.â
Her expression tightens. âWhat if heâs not there?â
âThen we hope he made it there and someone saw him,â you reply, already turning and heading toward your car. âAnd we figure it out from there.â
You donât give yourself time to second-guess it.
El hurries after you, sliding into the passenger seat as you start the engine. For a brief second, you just sit there, hands gripping the wheel a little tighter than usual.
You had hoped youâd never go back.
But just like thatâthat hope is gone.
You park a little further down the street, not wanting to pull up right in front like last time. The engine dies, and for a moment neither of you moves. The place hasnât changed at all. The street still feels wrongâtoo quiet, too empty, like itâs been deliberately erased from everything around it. You glance at El, and she looks just as uneasy as you feel.
âLetâs go,â you mutter, pushing the door open.
You both walk toward the entrance, slower this time, more cautious. When you reach the door, El tries to push it open, but it doesnât budge. Locked. She turns to you, brows knitting together. âWhat now?â
Before you can answer, the door creaks open from the inside. The same bouncer steps into view, and for a second you donât recognize him. Then it clicksâthe same sharp, heavy-lidded eyes, the same detached, almost stoned expression. It feels like no time has passed. His gaze drags over both of you, slow and deliberate, lingering a little too long on your bare legs, and you instantly regret dressing up for the bar tonight.
âYouâre late,â he says, voice rough. âLet people in an hour ago.â
You donât bother arguing. You reach into your purse, pull out a bill, and press it against his chest. He catches it easily, glancing down before tucking it away. A smirk pulls at his mouth. âWouldâve preferred you in my arms,â he mutters. You grimace, not even hiding your disgust this time, while Elâs grip tightens around your hand as the door opens wider and you both slip inside.
The moment you step down the stairs, the noise hitsâloud, heavy, suffocating. The smell follows right after. Sweat, weed, alcohol. Itâs exactly how you remember it, maybe worse. The main area is completely packed, even more than last time, bodies pressed together so tightly it feels impossible to move. You barely even glance toward the ring. Thatâs not why youâre here.
âRoom,â you remind El, leaning closer so she can hear you.
She nods quickly, already following your lead as you both start pushing through the crowd, weaving between people with purpose. You keep your focus forward, mentally retracing the path from last time. The stairs. The hallway. That door. Thatâs where you last saw Mario, and right now, thatâs the only place that matters.
âElâthis way,â you say, tugging her slightly as you manage to break away from the tightest part of the crowd and angle toward the stairs. There are still people gathered there, but itâs easier to move, easier to breathe. âWe check the room first. If heâs not there, weâll figure something else out.â
The microphone cuts in, sharp and loud, but you donât stop. The announcerâs voice blends into the background as you keep moving, slipping past another group, already stepping toward the hallway. Youâre close now, close enough that you can almost see the door in your mind.
ââŚand tonight,â the voice drawls.
You ignore it.
âFirst time in the ringââ
Still moving.
ââand bold enough to throw down a challengeââ
Youâre already turning, already heading for the hallway.
ââchallenging JK himselfââ
The crowd reacts loudly, but it barely registers. Youâre focused on getting there, on finding him before anything else can go wrong.
âAnd letâs hear it forââ
You donât slow down.
âMaaaario.â
El stops so abruptly it almost throws you into her back, your steps catching at the last second as the name echoes through the space. For a moment it doesnât registerânot fully. It stretches out in the air, swallowed and amplified by the crowdâs reaction, like your brain refuses to connect it to anything real.
Then it hits.
Your body goes still as your mind catches up, the realization crashing in all at once. Around you, the crowd erupts, louder than before, excitement surging like this is exactly what they came for. El doesnât move in front of you, her posture rigid, and your hand tightens slightly where youâre still holding onto her.
Neither of you says anything.
Because you both heard it.
And suddenly, finding Mario doesnât feel like a question anymore.
It feels like a problem.
The countdown starts somewhere above the noise, the announcer stretching each number out like heâs feeding the crowd. It barely registers at first, your mind still stuck on the name you just heard, but then the final number hits and everything erupts at once. Before you can even think, the fight begins.
You and El move at the same time without saying a word. Thereâs no hesitation now, just urgency as you push into the crowd, forcing your way through bodies that donât want to move. Shoulders slam into you, someone curses, another shoves you aside, but no one really stops you. Theyâre too focused on the ring, too caught up in the fight to care about anything else. The noise is overwhelmingâyells, cheers, fists hitting metalâand it makes your chest tighten because you canât see anything. Not knowing whatâs happening somehow feels worse than seeing it.
El takes the lead, using her strength to pry a path open, her grip tight around your wrist as she drags you forward. You stumble after her, trying to keep up as she forces space where there isnât any. It feels endless, like youâre stuck in a wall of bodies that wonât break, but eventually it does. You reach the ring, not close enough to touch it comfortably, but close enough to see.
And what you see makes your breath catch.
Mario is on the ground, one hand pressed to his face as blood spills from his nose. He looks disoriented, struggling to steady himself, and for a second it doesnât even register as a fight. It looks like damage, like something thatâs already gone too far. Your fingers slip through the fence without you thinking, gripping the cold metal as your eyes dart to his opponent.
JK is circling him.
Not rushing, not pressingâjust waiting. Thereâs something unsettling about the way he moves, controlled and calm, like he already knows exactly how this ends. He lets Mario struggle, lets him try to get up, almost like heâs giving him space on purpose. Like heâs drawing it out.
Your stomach twists as you try to make sense of it. Canât he just stop it? Can Mario tap out? Are there even rules here?
You donât know.
âOh my god,â El whispers beside you, her voice tight with fear.
âCome on,â you say under your breath, gripping the fence harder. âGet up. Get up.â
Thereâs no way he can hear you through the chaos, and yet somehow he moves. Mario pushes himself up, unsteady, barely holding his balance as he spits blood onto the ground. The sight makes your stomach churn, but he lifts his hands again, trying to reset, trying to fight.
He throws the first punch, driven more by instinct than skill. Itâs messy, desperate, lacking control, but itâs something. JK avoids it easily, shifting just enough for it to miss. Another swing follows, then another, each one missing by inches as JK moves around him like itâs nothing. Thereâs no panic in him, no rush. Just patience.
Then he strikes.
Itâs quick. Sharp. Clean.
The first hit snaps Marioâs head to the side, the second lands before he can recover, and the third sends him stumbling backward. JK doesnât overextend, doesnât waste movementâevery punch is calculated, deliberate, landing exactly where it needs to. Mario tries to hold his ground, but itâs obvious now. Heâs outmatched.
One more hit lands, harder than the rest, and it drops him.
You gasp, the sound tearing out of you before you can stop it as Mario hits the ground again. His face is already swelling, one eye starting to close, blood spreading across his skin in a way that makes your chest tighten painfully.
âMario!â you shout, panic rising fast. âGet up!â
El is yelling too now, her voice breaking as she calls his name, the two of you pressed against the fence, desperate, urging him to move, to stay conscious, to do anything. The fear settles deep in your chest because what if he doesnât get up this time? What if this doesnât stop?
Mario shifts slightly, barely lifting his head, and then his gaze turns. Not toward JK, not toward the crowdâbut toward you.
People cheer.
The sight of his face makes something in you twist. Swollen, bloodied, barely recognizable, and still he finds you in the chaos. Your breath hitches as you realize he sees you here.
JK notices.
Itâs subtle at first, just a shift in his focus, the way his eyes narrow as he follows Marioâs line of sight. And then he looks at you. Really looks, his gaze locking onto yours in a way that feels too direct, too aware.
For a second, everything feels still.
Then he moves.
He crouches beside Mario, and your stomach drops as his hand shoots out, fingers tangling into Marioâs hair. The grip is tight, controlling, forcing his head up despite the lack of resistance. Mario barely reacts, his body too weak to fight back, and panic spikes in your chest.
JK doesnât look away from you. His dark hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, his skin barely marked compared to Marioâs. Like this fight hasnât cost him anything.
And then he smirks.
Your chest tightens as his grip tightens with it, lifting Marioâs head just enoughâ
Before slamming it back down against the ground.
The sound is sickening.
It cuts through everything.
Mario goes limp.
And for a second, you donât breathe, donât move, donât think. You just stare, because something in you knows that whatever line there was before, itâs gone now.
The sound crashes back all at once, loud and overwhelming, like nothing just happened. Like what you just saw is entertainment, nothing more. JK steps back, the win clearly his, and the fence is already being opened for him as if it was expected. Of course it was. He walks out without a glance back, already moving on while the crowd feeds off the aftermath.
You donât.
You canât.
Two men enter the ring almost immediately, grabbing Mario under his arms and hauling him up. His body hangs between them, limp, unresponsive, his head lolling slightly with the movement. The sight knocks the air out of your lungs.
You force yourself to move.
Your throat tightens as you swallow hard, shaking yourself out of the daze as you grab Elâs arm. âCome on,â you manage, your voice barely steady, your eyes locked on Mario as they carry him away.
You follow them.
They move fast, cutting through a path that clears easier for them than it ever did for you. When you and El catch up, one of the men glances back, clearly annoyed, his eyes narrowing slightly as he takes you in. Elâs panicked whispers donât help.
âOh my god⌠Mario, weâre here. Youâre gonna be okayââ
âHey,â one of the men snaps. âYou canâtââ
âHeâs our friend,â you cut in quickly, your voice sharper than you expect. âWeâre staying. Where are you taking him?â
They donât look like they want to deal with you. Not now. Not with this. The two of them exchange a look, something silent passing between them before one sighs, clearly deciding itâs not worth the argument.
âHeâs getting treated,â he says shortly, already turning away.
You donât ask by whom. You just follow.
The hallway feels tighter this time, the noise from the main area fading behind you as they lead you into one of the rooms. Itâs smaller than you expected, cramped and worn, with dented lockers lining one wall and a narrow bed in the center that looks like it once belonged in a hospital.
They set Mario down without much care. His body barely reacts, his head rolling slightly to the side, and something in your chest twists painfully at how still he is.
You and El move immediately, stopping just short of touching him, both of you hovering, afraid of making it worse.
The door opens again.
A young man steps in, probably in his early twenties, maybe a bit older, his build lean but steady. Heâs dressed simplyâdark shirt, sleeves pushed up to his elbowsâand thereâs a certain efficiency in the way he moves, like heâs done this too many times to think about it. His hair is slightly messy, falling into his eyes as he pulls on a pair of gloves, his expression focused rather than concerned.
âWhat do we have this time?â he asks, glancing over Mario with quick, practiced eyes.
âProbably a broken nose. Maybe more,â one of the men replies.
The young man exhales quietly, stepping closer to the bed as he tilts Marioâs head slightly, inspecting the damage without hesitation. âYeah,â he mutters, almost to himself. âAnother one who thought he could last longer than he actually could.â
Mario gets treated like you and El arenât even there.
The young man moves around him with quiet efficiency, cleaning the blood, checking his nose, pressing gauze where itâs needed. The two men who carried him in linger for a moment before stepping aside, talking in low voices, completely unfazed. Itâs like this is routine. Like people getting carried in half-conscious isnât anything out of the ordinary.
You canât stand still.
You start pacing the small room, your steps short and sharp, your arms crossed tight over your chest as your thoughts spiral. No matter how hard you try to focus on Mario, your mind keeps dragging you back to the ringâto that moment. The way JK looked at you. The way he made sure you saw it. That last hit.
The way Mario just⌠stopped.
Your jaw tightens.
Even when Mario lets out a low groan, shifting slightly on the bed, it doesnât pull you out of it. El is at his side immediately, her voice soft but urgent as she leans closer. âMario? Heyâcan you hear me?â He mumbles something incoherent, his words slurred, barely forming, and El glances up, worry etched all over her face. âDoesnât he need a hospital?â
The young man doesnât even look up from what heâs doing. âIf he goes to a hospital, questions get asked,â he says flatly. âPolice get involved.â
âMaybe they should,â you cut in sharply, stopping your pacing to look at him. âMaybe that would finally shut this place down.â
That gets his attention.
He shoots you a look, sharp and unimpressed. âHate to break it to you,â he says, tone edged with something colder now, âbut your friend would be the one in trouble. This is illegal. He signed up for it.â
You donât care.
You donât care what he says, what excuses they have, what twisted logic they follow in this place.
Your anger is already too far gone.
âWhere is he?â you ask suddenly.
The room stills for a second.
âWho?â one of the men asks.
You look at him like it should be obvious. âJK.â
They exchange a glance, something unreadable passing between them. âWhy?â the other one mutters.
You donât answer that.
You just look at El. âStay here. Keep an eye on him.â
She blinks at you, clearly trying to figure out what youâre about to do. âWaitââ
But youâre already moving.
You leave before she can stop you, before anyone can question you further, your steps quick and determined as you head back down the hall. You donât even know if heâs still there, if he went back to that room or somewhere else entirely, but you donât stop to think about it.
Youâre too angry to think.
You reach the door and push it open hard.
Empty.
The room looks exactly the same as beforeâthe couch, the chair, the faint trace of something cleaner in the air compared to the rest of the placeâbut heâs not there. You step further in, scanning it anyway, like he might suddenly appear.
âWhere the hellââ
The door opens behind you.
You turn immediately.
JK stands there.
He doesnât look surprised to see someone in the room. If anything, he looks mildly annoyed, like youâre an inconvenience he didnât feel like dealing with tonight. His hair is wet, strands sticking to his forehead, steam still curling faintly from the doorway behind himâbathroom, you realize. Heâs changed, now wearing a pair of dark cotton shorts, a towel in his hands that he uses once before tossing it aside onto the couch like it doesnât matter.
Like nothing matters.
He doesnât even acknowledge you.
Thatâs what sets you off.
Before you can think, youâre already moving toward him, anger taking over completely as you shove both hands against his chest. The contact is solidâhis skin still warm from the shower, heat lingering under your palms, his muscles hard and unyielding beneath your push. Itâs like trying to move a wall.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â you snap, your voice sharp with fury. âYou couldâve killed him!â
He barely moves.
Not even a step back.
Just stands there, looking down at you as if youâre something mildly irritating, one brow lifting slightly as your hair falls out of place from the force of your movement.
âYou done?â he asks.
The words hit harder than they should.
You freeze for half a second, caught off guardânot just by how close he is, not just by hearing his voice directed at you for the first time, but by how little he seems to care.
âNot entirely,â you snap back, your anger flaring again as you move to shove him once more.
This time, he catches your wrist.
Effortlessly.
His grip is firm, stopping you mid-motion like itâs nothing, like you werenât even a challenge to begin with.
âYouâre a piece of shit,â you tell him, your voice tight.
A smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth, slow and unimpressed. âAnd yet,â he replies coolly, tilting his head slightly as his grip doesnât loosen, âyour friend stepped into the ring with me anyway.â
âLet me go,â you snap, yanking against him.
For a second, he just watches you, completely unimpressed, like this is nothing new to him.
Then he lets go.
Abruptly.
You stumble back a step as he pushes you away, not rough enough to hurt, but enough to put distance between you, like heâs brushing something off.
âCareful,â he says, voice low, almost amused, âyouâre gonna hurt yourself before you even get close to hurting me.â
The arrogance in his tone only makes your blood boil more.
The arrogance in his tone only makes your blood boil more.
âYouâre an arrogant prick,â you snap without hesitation, your voice sharp enough to cut through whatever calm heâs pretending to have. âDo you feel good about it? Almost killing people for a bunch of money?â
Something shifts.
Itâs subtle, but itâs there. The smirk fades just enough, his eyes darkening as he looks at you, really looks this time.
âOut,â he says.
You donât move.
You donât even consider it.
âYouâre in no position to tell me what to do,â you fire back immediately. âIâm not going anywhere.â
His jaw tightens slightly, but he doesnât argue. Doesnât explain. Doesnât justify himself.
That only makes it worse.
You step closer again, closing the distance, your finger lifting as you point it toward his chest. âYou donât get to act like this is normal. Like youâre not the problem here.â
His hand moves before you can react.
Fast.
Your wrist is caught again, but this time thereâs no patience behind it. No casual ease. Just control.
âYouâre pushing it,â he says, voice low, edged with warning.
âGood,â you snap, trying to yank your hand free. âMaybe someone shouldââ
He doesnât let you finish.
In one swift movement, he turns you, your back hitting the wall with a dull thud before you can process what just happened. Your breath catches as he pins your arms behind you, one hand locking both of your wrists in place, the other braced near your shoulder, keeping you exactly where he wants you.
The shift is instant.
Youâre not in control anymore.
Your heart jumps, adrenaline spiking as you struggle against his hold, but itâs useless. Heâs stronger, faster, and far too used to this kind of contact.
He leans in slightly, just enough for you to feel the heat still radiating off his skin.
âYou talk a lot,â he mutters, his grip tightening just enough to keep you from trying anything else, âfor someone who has no idea what she just walked into.â
His hand still holds your wrists behind your back, and now his other arm shifts slightly, boxing you in. The heat from his body hasnât faded yet, his skin still warm under the dim light, his breath just brushing near your ear without quite touching.
Your pulse spikes despite yourself.
âYeah?â you manage, your voice tighter than youâd like. âWhat did I walk into?â
Thereâs a beat.
Short.
Deliberate.
Thenâ
âA place you donât belong,â he says quietly, voice low and steady, right by your ear.
No hesitation. No explanation.
Just fact.
His grip tightens slightly, not enough to hurtâjust enough to remind you heâs still in control.
âAnd a fight you canât win.â
He lets go of you.
The shift is sudden enough that you almost stumble forward before catching yourself. You turn on him immediately, your chest rising and falling too fast, your pulse still racing from the proximity, from the grip, from everything. For a second, you just stare at him, trying to steady yourself, trying to hold onto the anger that brought you here in the first place.
âLeave,â he says.
Just like that. Flat. Dismissive.
You blink at him, still catching your breath. You donât even know what you expected coming hereâan apology, a reaction, somethingâbut all you got was this. Him. Unbothered. Untouched. Like what happened in that ring meant nothing.
You open your mouth, but before you can say anythingâ
The door swings open.
A blonde woman steps in, her energy shifting the moment she notices you. The grin she walked in with disappears almost instantly, her eyes flicking between you and him, lingering a second too long on the fact that heâs still shirtless.
The air changes.
âWhoâs this?â she asks, her tone edged, curious but already leaning toward annoyed.
Jungkook doesnât rush to answer. He doesnât even look at her right away. Instead, he grabs an oversized shirt, pulling it over his head like this conversation doesnât concern him in the slightest.
âSheâs leaving,â he says, like thatâs enough.
You let out a sharp scoff. âThe hell I am.â
That gets a reaction.
Not from her.
From him.
Itâs subtleâjust the corner of his mouth pulling into something that almost resembles a grin, like he finds you more entertaining than anything else. Itâs not warm. Not kind.
Provocative.
The blonde woman shifts her weight, clearly irritated now, her gaze narrowing slightly as she looks at you again. âI think you heard him.â
You donât move.
Not an inch.
âI heard him,â you reply coolly. âI just donât care.â
Her annoyance sharpens, visible now, but Jungkook doesnât step in. Doesnât correct you. Doesnât repeat himself. If anything, he looks more interested now, watching the tension build like itâs something worth his time.
The woman steps further into the room, and now that you actually look at her, itâs obvious. The red dress clings to her body, cut far too short to be anything but intentional, the fabric hugging her curves like she walked in here knowing exactly what she came for.
Not the fight.
Him.
You almost snort at the realization.
She barely spares you another glance before her attention shifts fully to Jungkook, like youâve already been dismissed. âYou were incredible tonight,â she says, her tone smoothing out into something softer, almost impressed. âI was here. Watched the whole thing.â
Jungkook doesnât react the way she expects.
He doesnât even look at her.
âGood,â he says simply, already reaching for a bag that looks like his, slinging it over his shoulder like the conversation means nothing.
The woman doesnât seem discouraged.
If anything, she leans into it.
She steps closer, her movements slow, deliberate, like sheâs used to getting attention this way. And maybe she is. But this time, thereâs something else in it tooâsomething sharper. When she shifts closer to him, her gaze flicks to you for just a second.
Oh.
There it is.
She sees you as a problem.
A threat.
The realization makes something in you clickâand instead of being bothered, you grin.
Actually grin.
You shake your head lightly, almost amused now as you look between them.Â
Her hand brushes lightly against his arm, her voice dropping as she says something under her breath, something meant just for him.
JK finally looks at her.
Not interested. Not even tempted.
âNot tonight,â he says flatly, pulling his arm away without hesitation. Thereâs no softness in it, no apology. Just a quiet finality that lands harder than anything else.
Itâs enough.
Her expression tightens, the confidence slipping just slightly as she straightens, clearly not satisfied with the answer. For a second, it looks like she might push it, but she doesnât. Instead, she exhales sharply, shooting you one last look before turning on her heel and walking out.
The door closes behind her.
Silence settles for a beat.
Then his attention shifts.
Back to you.
And this time, thereâs no amusement left in it.
Just irritation.
âYouâre still here,â he says, like itâs a problem that hasnât fixed itself yet.
You let out a sharp breath, disbelief mixing with the anger that never really left.
âI canât believe you,â you say, your voice tight, almost shaking. âYou just walk out of there like itâs nothing. Like it didnât even happen.â
He doesnât respond.
That only makes it worse.
âMario is in there,â you continue, stepping closer again, your frustration building all over again. âBarely conscious, coming in and out of itâand youâre just⌠here. Moving on. Like this is normal.â
Your eyes flick briefly to the door, then back to him.
âAnd what, now itâs back to this?â you add, your tone sharper. âGirls lining up because you won? Like thatâs all this is to you?â
His expression barely shifts.
If anything, it hardens.
He doesnât react the way you expect.
No apology. No defense.
Instead, he reaches into his bag, pulls out a thick fold of cash, and before you can even register it, he grabs your hand and forces it open, pressing the money into your palm.
âEnough?â he asks, tone flat. âOr you gonna keep talking?â
You stare down at it for half a second, disbelief hitting first, then anger flooding right after.
Youâre about to throw it straight back at himâ
But he speaks again.
âGive it to him,â he adds, nodding slightly toward the door. âCall it⌠a consolation prize.â
Thereâs a pause, just enough for it to land.
Then, quieter, with that same careless edge, âFor getting dropped that fast.â
Your fingers tighten around the money without you meaning to, your jaw clenching as the insult settles heavy in the air.
Before you can reactâ
He moves.
Itâs quick. Too quick.
His hand comes up, and his thumb brushes over the corner of your lips, slow enough to feel deliberate, wiping at something you didnât even realize was there. The touch is brief, but it lands heavier than it should, heat lingering where his skin just was.
You freeze.
Not because you want to.
Because you didnât expect it.
He pulls his hand back, glancing at his thumb like heâs checking the faint smear of red before letting out a quiet, almost amused breath.
âFix yourself,â he says, voice low, edged with something mocking. âWouldnât want you going back to your guy looking like that.â
His eyes flick back up to yours, that same faint smirk tugging at his mouth.
âLipstickâs smudged, Red.â
And just like that, heâs done. He grabs his bag, throws it over his shoulder, and walks past you without another glance, like the conversation never mattered to him in the first place, like you never mattered enough to leave an impression. The bag shifts as he moves, heavy, the faint rustle unmistakableâyou donât even need to look twice to know itâs stuffed with cash. Easy money. Hard-earned in all the wrong ways. He carries it like itâs nothing.
The door shuts behind him with a quiet click, and the shift is immediateâthe room falling into a stillness that feels almost unnatural after everything that just happened.
The silence presses in, heavy and unfamiliar. The faint trace of his cologne lingers in the airâsomething sharp, clean, expensiveâcutting through the stale mix of sweat and smoke that clings to everything else in this place. It doesnât belong here. It doesnât fit the cracked walls, the worn furniture, the quiet evidence of violence that lingers in every corner. And somehow, neither does he, even though he clearly owns it.
You donât move right away. Your hand is still loosely curled around the cash he forced into your palm, your other lifting without you realizing it, fingers hovering near your lips where his thumb had brushed just moments ago. The sensation is gone, but not really. It lingers in your head, in the way your body reacts before your mind can catch up, and that alone is enough to make your jaw tighten.
Your heartbeat hasnât slowed. If anything, itâs worse nowâfaster than it was before you even walked in here, louder in your ears, harder to ignore. You swallow, forcing your hand to drop, grounding yourself, dragging your focus back to something real. Back to why you came here in the first place.
Because whatever that was, whatever just passed between you and him, it doesnât matter.
Mario is still down the hall, hurt, barely conscious, and this place hasnât changed just because you stepped into one room and out of another. Itâs still exactly what you thought it wasâa place where violence is entertainment, where people walk in and donât always walk out the same, and where no one stops to care what happens once the fight is over.
a/n: okay so this happened in the last 24 hours, don't ask me how I still can't believe this story happened lmaooo but I have had so many story ideas in my head and I genuinely missed writing, just something for fun, something fresh. I also wanted to do boxer jk for the longest time!! hope you guys enjoyed the surprise and I can't see what you think of this âĄ
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âł đŹđ˛đ§đ¨đŠđŹđ˘đŹ; coming face-to-face with a fighter draws you into a world you were never meant to see
⢠đŠđđ˘đŤđ˘đ§đ : jungkook x reader
⢠đ đđ§đŤđ: boxer!jk, enemies to lovers
⢠đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ đŹ: explicit language, explicit content, violence
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The loud bass pulses through the sidewalk before you even reach the entranceâa black metal door. The club sits in a neighborhood that looks like itâs been forgotten on maps, or one people are too afraid to step foot in.
The pavement, covered with cigarette butts, old oil stains, and torn flyers, makes it feel like a ghost town. A few people stand outside the building, chatting and smoking. Old vehiclesâonly a handful, easy to countâare parked in the distance, looking almost abandoned under the dim streetlights.
With each step closer, the musicâs beat grows heavier and lower, like your own heartbeat. Thereâs no reason to be scaredâjust cautiousâas you sneak a glance at a bald, muscular man who looks intoxicated and ready to chew someoneâs head off.
This is no fancy club. There are no velvet ropes, no long lines, no excitement lingering in the air. At least, not for you.
If it werenât for a twist of events, you would never come here voluntarily. Your outfit says otherwise, though.
You stand close to your friends, practically glued to their sides, as the man who looks like a straight-up junkie moves toward the clubâs door. Oh, heâs the bouncer.
As he eyes all of you with empty orbs, part of you wishes he would turn you away and not let you enter this place. Your wish isnât fulfilled. The bouncer gives Mario a curt nod, and thatâs all it takes for your friend to lead the way.
As soon as the door opens, the music becomes sharper and clearer. Thereâs only a small space before it leads downstairs to the basement. This place is everything a mother would tell you to avoid.
Good thing you donât have one.
Neon lights grow more visible with each step, covering the floor in flickering electric pink, acid green, and colors you donât even get to notice as they shift too quickly. As you make it down to the main room, your mouth dropsâand so does your heart.
The place is packed, so much so that it makes you question if itâs really that good. The exterior aloneâthe entire neighborhoodâis just not it. How does Mario even know a place like this? How does he even know this part of town?
You make a mental note to question him later, because he sure as hell didnât mention any of it. All he said was that the booze is cheap and the place is fine. If leaving means paying more for the few shots youâre about to have, so be it.
From the looks of it, everyone else is on board and follows him.
The air is thick with a mixture of scents you canât even name. Thereâs a distinct smell of cigarettes, weed, and perfumeâthe rest, youâd rather not identify. By the time youâre out of here, youâll reek of this place and probably have to burn the nice dress youâre wearing.
Mario promised he was only dropping something off, so this should be quickâ in and out. It should be quick enough for you to grab a drink and hopefully head somewhere else.
El leans closer, her shoulder bumping into yours as she tries to be heard over the pounding music. Her voice still barely cuts through it.
âWhat is this place?â
You follow her gazeâand thatâs when you see it.
Ahead of you, past the blur of bodies and neon light, thereâs a ring. Not the kind youâd expect. Not clean, not professional. A fence cages it in completely, metal bars rising high enough to make it feel less like a sport and more like containment. Like whatever goes in there isnât supposed to get out.
It looks barbaric. Primal. Like it was built for animals.
And the people gathered around itâtoo many, too eagerâarenât just passing by. Theyâre waiting.
You swallow, leaning in so El can hear you.
âIt looks like a nightmare.â
El lets out a short breath that might be a laugh, might be something else. She tilts her head, eyes scanning the ring with something closer to curiosity than concern.
âIâve been to worse.â
For once, you donât question her.
Elâs always been the one to drift into places like this without hesitation, coming back with stories she tells like theyâre nothingâlike they didnât happen. You used to think she exaggerated.
Now, standing here, youâre not so sure.
The crowd shifts, tightening around the fence as if pulled by the same invisible string. Someone shoves past you, the smell of sweat and smoke clinging to them. Another voice shouts something you canât make out, swallowed whole by the bass.
You glance around for Mario, but heâs already a few steps ahead, carving a path like he belongs here.
That doesnât sit right.
Your fingers curl slightly at your sides, the fabric of your dress suddenly feeling too thin, too out of place in a room like this. The air presses in, thick and suffocating, buzzing with anticipation.
Whatever is about to happen in that ringâ
Youâre not sure you want to see it.
But the crowd isnât leaving.
And neither are you.
Mario weaves through the crowd like heâs done it a hundred times, barely checking if you and El are still behind him. You push through shoulders and elbows, the press of bodies tightening the closer you get to the fenced ring.
He finally stops, gesturing toward a narrow stretch of space wedged between a rusted railing and a couple already arguing over something you canât hear.
âHere.â
Seats is a generous word. Itâs more like a claimed patch of groundâthird row, if you had to guess. Not close enough to touch the fence, but close enough that whatever happens in there wonât be easy to ignore.
You glance toward the ring again.
Up close, itâs worse.
The ground inside looks⌠wrong. Like itâs been scraped clean over and over again. The surface is uneven, rough in placesâbut there are faint traces that didnât quite disappear. Darker patches. Stains that the dim, flickering lights canât fully hide.
Your stomach tightens.
Mario claps his hands once, like heâs wrapping something up. âStay here. Iâll be right back.â
Your head snaps toward him. âWhat do you mean stay here? What the hell is this place?â
He sighs, but itâs not sharp or annoyedâmore like he just doesnât have the energy for this right now. His eyes flick briefly toward the ring, then back to you.
âIâll get you your drinks,â he says, already half-turning away. âWhat dâyou want?â
You hesitate, glancing around againâthe crowd, the fence, the floor inside the ring.
âIâm not sure I want to drink anything from this place.â
El snorts beside you, loud enough to earn a glance from someone nearby.
Mario rolls his eyes. âGod, youâre such a snob.â
You scoff immediately. âIâm notââ
âWeâll have vodka,â El cuts in, waving a hand like sheâs sealing the deal.
Mario nods once, like that settles everything, and disappears back into the crowd before you can argue further.
For a second, itâs just you and El, the noise, the heatâ
And then the music cuts.
Just like that.
A sharp hum of feedback cuts through the silence, and a manâs voice follows, loud and grating through the speakers.
âAlright, alrightâeyes up!â
You look toward the ring.
The man holding the microphone steps into the light, and for a moment, youâre not sure if you should take him seriously. He looks like heâs somewhere in his forties, head completely shaved, his clothes hanging off him like they donât belong to himâtoo big, too worn, sleeves slipping past his wrists. The kind of outfit that looks like it was pulled from one of those street donation bins, the ones meant for charity but always picked through before anything gets there.
He has that same look, too.
Like the kind of guy youâd cross the street to avoid.
But hereâhere, he owns the room.
âWelcome, you animals!â he shouts, grinning wide enough to show crooked teeth. âYou came hungry tonight, yeah?â
A laugh almost slips out of you.
Itâs not even that funnyâbut something about the way he says it, like he means it, like heâs not talking to the crowd but about them, hits in a strange way. Humor, sharp and dry, cuts through the unease curling in your stomach.
Because you already have a feeling what that ring is for.
And somehow, that makes it worse.
The reaction is instant.
The crowd eruptsâloud, aggressive, overwhelming. It slams into you from all sides, so intense it makes you flinch. Itâs not just cheering. Itâs something rougher. Hungrier.
You hadnât realized how many men were packed into this place until now. Your stomach twists.
The man laughs into the mic, feeding off it. âThatâs what I like to hear!â
He paces along the edge of the fenced ring, dragging the moment out before throwing one arm toward the entrance on the opposite side.
âLetâs not waste time. Get ready for your first fighter of the nightâgive it up forâŚâ he pauses, milking it, ââŚBlue Viper!â
The name hits, and the crowd roars again.
A man steps into the ring.
Heâs lean, all sharp lines and defined muscle, abs catching the harsh lights as he moves. Royal blue shorts hang low on his hips, matching gloves already strapped tight around his hands. He lifts his arms the second he steps inside, like heâs already won, soaking in the noise like it belongs to him.
It probably does.
âWhat the fuck,â you mumble under your breath.
Beside you, El swallows, eyes fixed on the ring.
âHow does Mario even know about this place?â you add, quieter now, like saying it too loud might make it worse.
But thereâs no time to think. The man with the mic raises his hand again, the crowd slowly settlingânot quiet, never quiet, just waiting.
âAnd his opponentâŚâ he continues, voice dropping just enough to build it back up, ââah, this one doesnât need much of an introduction.â
A ripple moves through the crowd. You feel it before you understand it.
âHeâs your favorite,â the man grins. âYour undefeatedâyour JK!â
For a split second, your brain doesnât catch up.
And thenâ
The crowd explodes. Louder than before. Wilder. People shouting, pushing forward, fists hitting the fence.
The fence door screeches as itâs pulled open.
And then he steps in.
JK.
The noise swells instantly, people pressing closer, shouting his name like it means somethingâlike he means something. But he doesnât even acknowledge it. Not a glance, not a flicker. His focus is locked straight ahead.
On his opponent.
He moves like he already knows how this ends.
Every step is controlled, deliberate. His body shifts under the harsh lights, all muscle and definitionâabs tight, arms flexing with even the smallest movement. Thereâs no wasted motion in him. No nerves. Just quiet, coiled readiness.
His opponent tries to hold his ground, but you catch itâthe slight tension in his stance, the way his shoulders tighten under JKâs stare.
Like he already feels it.
Up close, you catch more of him. A sharp jawline, clean and defined, his expression unreadable. When he turns slightly, the line of his back comes into viewâlean, strong, every muscle moving under his skin like itâs carved there.
You hate to admit it.
Butâyeah. Heâs hot.
And apparently, youâre not the only one who noticed.
You glance at El, andâ
Right. Of course.
Sheâs staring at him like she just found religion, eyes practically sparkling.
âHoly fuck,â she breathes. âSuddenly I like being here.â
You snort, shaking your head, even though your own attention has definitely sharpened.
StillâŚ
Your gaze drifts back to the ring, to the fence, to the crowd pressing in like this is the only thing that matters. Youâre not sure you like this.
Because itâs obvious now. This isnât just some weird club attraction. This is underground fightingâillegal, brutal, the kind of thing people donât talk about in daylight.
And somehow, Mario brought you here.
Of all places.
Your brows pull together slightly as you scan the crowd again, unease settling back in.
Mario has always had⌠questionable connections. The kind you and El never really asked about, choosing instead to ignore whatever didnât fit into your version of him.
Mario slips back beside you like he never left, pressing a cold glass into your hand. âWhatâd I miss?â he asks, far too casually.
You turn to him immediately, irritation rising. âWhat the hell is this, Mario? What are we doing hereâand how did you think this was a good idea?â
He exhales, already looking like he doesnât want to deal with this conversation, but you donât let up.
âSeriously. This placeâthis isnât normal.â
El doesnât even glance at him. Her attention is locked on the ring, eyes sharp with interest, like sheâs already decided this is worth watching. You, on the other hand, canât stop thinking about the cage, the crowd, the way everyone seemed to be waiting for something violent to happen.
âWhat is this place?â you ask again, quieter now, but no less firm.
Before he can answer, a sharp bell rings out, cutting through the noise and pulling every ounce of attention back to the ring.
The fight starts instantly. The other guy lunges first, throwing a punch that should landâbut JK shifts just enough for it to miss, his movement so subtle it almost looks lazy. Another swing follows, then another, each one missing by inches as JK slips past them with controlled precision, like heâs already mapped out every move before it happens.
You donât even realize your grip on the glass has tightened until your fingers start to ache. Thereâs something hypnotic about the way he movesâsmooth, efficient, completely unbothered. He doesnât rush or panic, doesnât even try to overpower. He just watches, waits, and lets the other guy wear himself down.
For a moment, it almost feels intentional, like heâs letting him try.
Taunting him.
The thought settles just as the other man commits to another strike, stepping in harder this time, putting everything behind itâand thatâs when JK finally moves forward. His fist connects cleanly, the impact sharp enough to echo even through the roar of the crowd, sending the man stumbling back until his body slams into the fence with a harsh metallic rattle.
The reaction around you is immediate and overwhelming, the crowd exploding with noise that makes your brows pull together as it crashes into you from all sides. But your focus stays on the ring, on the thin line of blood already slipping from the manâs nose, stark against his skin.
Your stomach twists, but not enough to make you look away.
Without thinking, you lift the drink Mario handed you and down it in one go, ignoring the burn, the taste, the suffocating thickness of the air. Your eyes stay locked on the fight, tracking every movement, every shift.
And somewhere in the middle of it, you realize your attention isnât just caughtâ
itâs hooked.
The fight doesnât slow downâit shifts entirely in JKâs favor.
Once the other man hits the ground, something in JK changes. Whatever restraint he had disappears as he follows him down without hesitation, delivering punch after punch with the same controlled force. Each hit lands with a dull, sickening impact, the sound carrying even through the roar of the crowd.
The man barely manages to get his arms up, but it doesnât do much. Blood spreads quicklyâacross his face, down his chest, soaking into the already worn surface beneath him. Those faint stains you noticed earlier are no longer subtle. Theyâre fresh now, darker, undeniable.
JKâs gloves are black, thick. The color hides most of the blood, swallowing it instead of putting it on display, but not entirely. A darker sheen clings to them, catching under the harsh lights every time his fists rise and fall.
Your stomach tightens as the noise around you grows louder, more aggressive, feeding into every hit instead of pulling back from it. It starts to feel like too muchâtoo close, too real, too far past the point where someone should have stepped in already.
âMario,â you say, leaning toward him, your voice strained as you try to be heard over the chaos. âIs thereâdo they have a restroom or something?â
He doesnât answer right away, his attention still fixed on the ring, jaw set like heâs invested in how this ends. For a second, you think he didnât even hear you, but then he glances over, quick and distracted. âYeah. Down the hall, to the left.â
You nod, already shifting your weight as you turn to El. âCome with me.â
She doesnât move. She doesnât even look at you. Her eyes stay locked on the ring, her expression sharper than before, completely absorbed in whatâs happening. It catches you off guard, enough that you pause for a second, staring at her like you donât quite recognize this version of her.
âSeriously?â you mutter under your breath, but she doesnât react, and it leaves you standing there alone with the noise pressing back in.
Because the fight wasnât bad at firstâit was controlled, almost impressive in a way you didnât expectâbut this is different. This is something else entirely.
Your gaze drifts back to the ring despite yourself, catching the way the man on the ground jerks under another hit, a broken grunt slipping from him as he tries to move, to shield himself, to do anything at all. No one steps in. No one even looks like theyâre thinking about it.
A cold thought settles in as you watch.
You hope this isnât one of those fightsâthe kind that doesnât end until someone doesnât get back upâbecause the way that man looks right now, barely moving, barely holding on, makes it hard not to think heâs already getting close.
Before you can see anything else, youâve had enough.
You donât care how dodgy this place looks anymoreâonly that you need a second to breathe. The thought crosses your mind, sharp and unwelcome, that walking out alone probably isnât the smartest idea. A single woman slipping away from a crowd like this doesnât exactly scream safe. Still, you push it aside, stand up, and follow the direction Mario gave you.
The further you move from the ring, the more the place reveals itselfâand none of it is reassuring. The air is thick with alcohol and weed, clinging to the walls, to your skin, to the back of your throat. The dim lighting doesnât help, casting everything in a dull, grimy glow that makes even the hallway feel like somewhere you shouldnât be.
You tug your dress down instinctively, suddenly too aware of how short it is, how out of place you feel. The red lipstick you put on earlier now seems like a mistake. If only you had known where you were coming.
The restroom is worse.
One look inside is enough. The smell hits first, then the stained tiles, the flickering light, the general state of neglect that makes your stomach turn. You donât even consider using it. Instead, you step up to the sink, eyes lifting to the mirror.
You look⌠composed.
More than you expected, at least. Even with the frown thatâs probably been stuck on your face since you walked in, you donât look shaken. Not on the outside.
You turn on the tap, rinsing your hands out of habit more than anything, the faint taste of vodka still lingering on your tongue. Somewhere in the distance, even from down the hall, you can still hear itâthe cheers, muffled but persistent, like a reminder that whatever is happening in that ring hasnât slowed down.
You donât want to be here.
But you also donât want to be left out.
The thought pushes you into motion again. You dry your hands quickly and head back out, picking up your pace as you move down the hallway, unease settling deeper with every step. The walls are lined with old posters, most of them ripped or peeling, leaving behind only fragmentsâfaces without names, events long gone, nothing fully readable.
It only adds to the feeling that you shouldnât be here.
Youâre halfway down when it happens.
You nearly stop in your tracks.
Heâs there.
The man from the ringâthe one who was just getting beatenâwalking toward you like nothing happened. Up close, itâs worse. Blood still clings to him, smeared across his face and chest, his steps uneven, his body barely holding itself together.
And behind himâ
The man with the microphone follows, saying something you canât quite catch.
Your attention snaps forward again.
Because coming straight toward youâ
JK.
Heâs already out of the ring, moving fast, like the fight meant nothing. The gloves are gone, replaced by white wraps around his hands, slightly darkened in places. His hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, his skin glistening under the dim lights as he closes the distance without slowing down.
For a second, you freeze.
Then instinct kicks in and you step aside quickly, pressing yourself against the wall just as he passes. He doesnât even look at you. Doesnât hesitate. Doesnât acknowledge you at all.
Itâs like youâre not even there.
Like if you hadnât movedâ
He wouldâve walked straight through you.
Your thoughts barely have time to settle before theyâre cut off.
âElâ?â
She rushes into view, nearly colliding with you, her expression completely different from the one she had just minutes ago. Whatever excitement she had is gone, replaced with something far more overwhelmed, almost frantic.
âI need the bathroom,â she blurts out, slightly breathless. âLike, right now. I hadâshitâI had like three shots in five minutes.â
You blink at her, still catching up. âWhereâs Mario?â
El glances back over her shoulder, like she expects him to magically appear behind her. âHe said he needed to go too. Just disappeared into the crowd.â
You frown immediately.
Of course he did.
You bite back the first thing that comes to mind, irritation flaring as you glance past her, half-expecting to spot him somewhere down the hall. Nothing. Just the muffled noise from the main room and people moving around like nothing just happened.
Great.
Youâll definitely have to curse him out laterâfor leaving you alone earlier, even if the whole crowd had still been focused on the fight. At least then, everyoneâs attention had been locked on the ring. Now? The fight is over, the tension is shifting, and you donât even know how to guess who won.
Worse, El couldâve gotten lost in that mess.
Or someone couldâveâ
You cut the thought off as your attention sharpens.
Because you can feel it now.
The looks.
They werenât as obvious before, not when everyone had been too distracted, but now that the focus has broken, itâs different. There arenât many women hereâyouâve noticed that muchâand the way some of the men look at you now makes your stomach twist. Lingering stares. Slow, knowing grins that feel far too comfortable.
You scoff under your breath, disgust curling in your chest as you turn back to El.
âThe bathroomâs a nightmare,â you warn her. âLike, seriously not usable.â
El groans, clutching her stomach slightly. âI donât care. My bladder is about to explode.â
Yeah. No arguing with that.
You nod, stepping aside to let her move past you. âFine. Go. Iâll stay right outside.â
She doesnât hesitate, already pushing the door open.
You stay put in the hallway, crossing your arms loosely as you position yourself near the wall, trying to look like you belong there more than you feel like you do. The noise from the main room is still there, dulled now, but enough to remind you youâre not completely alone.
Stillâ
You really hope no one tries to talk to you.
You donât have to wait long before something shifts again.
Footsteps echo down the hall, heavier this time, more purposeful. A guy comes into viewâblonde, maybe mid-twenties, wearing an oversized shirt that hangs loose over a pair of worn jeans. Thereâs nothing particularly threatening about him at first glance, but the way he carries himself makes people move.
âGet lost,â he says, voice flat, like heâs said it a hundred times before.
The men lingering too closeâtoo interestedâpause. You hadnât even fully clocked how near they were getting until now. One of them mutters something under his breath, low and irritated, but before anything can escalate, a woman slips up beside them. She leans in, whispers something quick into one of their ears.
The reaction is immediate.
Their expressions shift, something greedy lighting up in their eyes, and just like that, they back off, leaving without another glance.
You feel your stomach turn.
Disgust settles in deep as you press your lips together, forcing yourself not to react more visibly. Whatever she saidâit worked too easily.
You take a few steps further down the hall, needing the distance, the space. Behind you, the noise from the main room is starting to die down, the chaos thinning out into something more controlled. It sounds like theyâre clearing people out, or at least resetting the space for whatever comes next.
That thought alone makes your skin crawl.
Ahead of you, the blonde guy reaches a doorâone you hadnât paid much attention to beforeâand pushes it open without hesitation.
And for a split second, you see inside.
Itâs a medium-sized room, dim but cleaner than the rest of this place, like it serves a different purpose. Your brain barely has time to process the layout before somethingâsomeoneâsnags your attention completely.
Mario.
Standing there like he belongs.
Your breath catches, surprise hitting first, sharp and immediate. So much for the bathroom. He didnât even come this wayâthe toilets are further down, you know that now.
But the shock doesnât stop there.
Because sitting in one of the chairsâ
JK.
Up close, under better light, he looks just as composed as he did in the ring, even now. Someoneâa young guy, too young if youâre being honestâis crouched in front of him, carefully unwrapping the white tape from his hands. The fabric is stained in places, and as it comes loose, you catch glimpses of reddened skin underneath.
The kid works quickly, like he knows what heâs doing, like this is routine.
Of course it is.
Nothing about this place is legal. Nothing about it is normal.
Your eyes flick back to Mario, disbelief settling in heavier now. He lied. Not even wellâjust enough to get away from you and El without questions.
Before you can take in anything else, the door swings shut.
Youâre left staring at it, mouth slightly open, like your brain hasnât caught up to what you just saw.
Mario. In there. With him.
âEl?â
She comes back a second later, pushing the bathroom door open with a relieved sigh. âReady?â
You turn to her, still half-stunned. âIâthereâs a room down here. Marioâs in it. And⌠the guy who was in the ring is in there too.â
El freezes. âWhat?â
âAnd some kidâlike, actually a kidâis cleaning him up. I donât evenââ You shake your head, trying to piece it together. âThis is weird.â
El blinks a few times, processing, then shrugs slightly. âMaybe Mario just knows people here?â
You stare at her. âThat doesnât make it less weird.â
She hesitates, glancing between you and the closed door. âSo⌠what are we doing? Waiting?â
You frown, something in you snapping into place. Youâre done waiting. Done being brushed off, lied to, dragged somewhere without knowing why.
Without another word, you step forward and push the door open.
The reaction is immediate.
Conversation cuts off mid-sentence. Every head in the room turns toward you, like you just walked into something you werenât supposed to see.
Mario looks the worst out of all of themâcaught, completely unprepared. His mouth opens like heâs about to say something, but nothing comes out.
Your gaze shifts past him.
JK is still sitting, his hands half-unwrapped, the young guy working on them pausing mid-motion. For a second, he doesnât even acknowledge you. His eyes stay lowered, focused on his handsâ
Then he looks up.
Your eyes meet, just briefly. Long enough for something to registerâsharp, assessing. His gaze drags over you, slow and deliberate, before his expression tightens slightly, like heâs already decided you donât belong here.
âAnd what are you doing here?â the blonde man asks, voice flat, almost tired, like this is an inconvenience.
El hovers just behind your shoulder, peeking in, her eyes going wide the second they land on JK. âFuck,â she whispers, not nearly as quiet as she probably thinks.
You donât react to her.
Your attention is locked on Mario now. âI should be asking you that.â
He winces slightly, like he expected that, but still doesnât have a good answer.
The men in the room donât miss the tension, the way your eyes narrow, the way Mario shifts under it. Something clicks between them, unspoken.
The blonde man exhales sharply, already over it. âListen, you have no place being here.â His gaze flicks to Mario. âTake your bitches out of here.â
âExcuse me?â you scoff immediately, offense flaring hot and fast. The word hits wrongâtoo casual, too familiar, like itâs something he says often.
He doesnât even react. If anything, he looks bored, like heâs seen this exact reaction a hundred times before.
Maybe he has.
âLook, justâgive us a minute,â Mario cuts in quickly, stepping forward like heâs trying to manage damage control. âIâll come out and explain, okay?â
âAnd wait out there? With all the junkies?â you shoot back, anger creeping in sharper now. âDo you even hear yourself right now?â
Your patience is gone.
Before Mario can respond, movement pulls your attention again.
JK stands.
The shift in the room is subtle, but itâs there. He rolls his shoulders once, flexing his hands slightly as the young guy quickly gathers the bloodied wraps and cotton, tossing them aside.
âTake this outside,â JK says, voice low and steady, carrying easily through the room.
Itâs not loud, but it doesnât need to be. It lands heavy anyway.
He doesnât look at anyone again.
Just walks past, disappearing through another door without a second thought.
Silence lingers for a second after heâs gone.
Then the blonde man steps forward slightly, already done with this entire situation. âIâll be in touch,â he says curtly, though itâs clearly meant for Mario. His gaze flicks back to you and El, sharp, unimpressed. âOut.â
He gestures toward the door, not even pretending to be polite about it.
Itâs not an offer.
Itâs an order.
You let out a sharp scoff, already drawing breath to snap back at the blonde manâbecause who the hell does he think he isâbut El is faster. Her hand wraps around your wrist, fingers tightening in warning, and at the same time Mario steps in, grabbing your shoulders and steering you back.
âHeyââ you start, but heâs already pushing you out.
The door shuts behind you with a dull thud.
You turn on him immediately.
âWhat the actual fuck, Mario?â
He exhales, dragging a hand over his face. âNot here.â
âOh, notââ you scoff, ready to go off, but heâs already moving, heading down the hall like he expects you to follow.
You do. Of course you do.
El stays close, unusually quiet now, her earlier excitement completely gone. The hallway feels different on the way backâemptier, colder somehow. By the time you reach the main area, itâs almost unrecognizable. The crowd is gone, replaced by only a few people cleaning up like nothing ever happened. Trash is being swept, bottles collected, and in one corner, you catch a glimpse of a stack of cash being counted and shoved into a duffle bag.
Thatâs enough.
You donât say anything as you follow Mario out, but the second the cold air hits your skin, itâs like everything snaps back into focus. You step forward quickly, grabbing his forearm and forcing him to stop.
âSpeak,â you demand.
He looks at youânot angry, not defensive. Just⌠tired. Defeated, almost.
âNot here, please,â he says quietly. âLetâs just go back to my place.â
Your eyes narrow immediately. The way he glances around, quick and subtle, doesnât help.
Alarms go off in your head.
You donât agree, not reallyâbut you donât argue either. Not yet.
The car ride is silent. Tense. The kind of silence that presses in on you, heavy with everything that hasnât been said. El sits beside you, staring out the window, unusually still, like sheâs replaying everything in her head. You donât interrupt. Youâre doing the same.
By the time you reach Marioâs building, the quiet hasnât lifted.
It follows you all the way into his apartment.
The door closes behind you, and just like that, the outside world is goneâbut the tension stays, thick in the air, waiting.
Mario moves first, like he needs something to do with his hands. âTea? Orâsomething?â he offers, already heading toward the kitchen.
Anything to stall.
You donât answer right away. You just watch him, arms crossed, expression unmoving. Eventually, you nod once, more out of impatience than acceptance, and take a seat on the couch beside El. She sinks into it quietly, still not saying much, her usual energy replaced with something more withdrawn.
Mario brings the cups over a few minutes later, setting them down carefully in front of you both. You donât thank him. You donât even look at the tea.
You just look at him.
He takes the chair opposite you, exhaling slowly before running a hand through his hair. âI didnât think it would escalate like that.â
You cut him off immediately. âWhat did you think, Mario? That weâd just be okay watching that?â Your voice sharpens. âDid you genuinely think weâd enjoy an illegal fight?â
He blinks, caught off guard for a second. âHow do you even know itâs illegal?â
You stare at him, almost incredulous. âAre you serious? Nothing about that place screams legal.â
He doesnât argue.
So you keep going.
âI thought we were going to a club,â you say, your frustration spilling over now. âAnd then you change plans last minute, and suddenly weâre standing next to a cage, watching a guy get nearly beaten to death?â
The words hang heavy between you.
Mario exhales again, slower this time, and thereâs something in his expression that finally cracksâguilt, maybe. Regret.
âIâm sorry,â he says, quieter now. âI really am. I just⌠I had to deal with something, and one of my friends was there. I thought itâd just be a fight. I thought you two mightââ he hesitates, then shrugs weakly, ââI donât know. Enjoy it. You like boxing, right?â
That lands badly.
Because whatever that wasâwasnât just boxing.
You lean back slightly, exhaling through your nose, but the tension doesnât leave your body. If anything, it settles deeper.
âWhy do you even hang around people like that?â you ask, your tone quieter now but no less pointed.
Mario winces a little at that, like he expected it. âIâm sorry,â he says again, rubbing the back of his neck. âI really am. I wonât bring you there again. Hell, I probably wonât even go back myself. It was a stupid idea.â
You study him for a second, trying to decide if you believe that.
Then you sigh, some of the edge in you softening, just a little. âI didnât feel safe there,â you admit. âAnd itâs a good thing nothing happened to us.â
Your fingers curl slightly around the warm cup, grounding yourself before you add, âWhat even is that place?â
Mario hesitates, like heâs choosing how honest to be. âItâs⌠yeah, itâs illegal,â he finally says. âBut itâs one of the fastest ways to make money. People go there to bet. Not just thatâthey go because they like the fights. They want to see something real.â
You let out a quiet scoff. âWe clearly have very different ideas of what a good fight is.â
He nods, accepting that. âListenâitâs usually not like that. It gets stopped before it goes too far. Yeah, some guys donât look great after, but tonight⌠tonight was intense. I didnât know JK was gonna be the one fighting. Usually itâs more⌠controlled.â
You blink at him, stunned. âOh my god. How many times have you been there?â
âNot that many,â he says quickly, holding up a hand. âSeriously. But I know itâs not usually like this. There had to be a change of plans when JK showed up. Thatâs why it was so packed. I shouldâve known. I shouldâve just left with you the second I realized.â
You shake your head slightly, still trying to process. âWho even is he?â
Mario shrugs. âJust a guy that got popular there. He fights wellâreally wellâand people like watching him. Thatâs why it gets so crowded when heâs around.â
Your stomach turns at that. âPeople enjoy watching him beat someone nearly to death?â
âThereâs a lot of money involved,â Mario replies, his tone quieter now. âAnd for some of those guys⌠itâs easier to earn money that way. One good fight can get you more than a regular job.â
You frown, not convinced. âI donât get it. I mean, boxing isnât a bad thingâbut when itâs legal. What we saw? Thereâs a reason thatâs not allowed.â
Mario exhales, leaning back in his chair. âThe worldâs a lot rougher than you think. That placeâitâs just one of those corners where people make money however they can.â
You donât respond to that. Not really.
Instead, you shift your focus, needing something else. âDid you at least deal with your friend? The one you said you had to meet?â
âYeah,â he nods quickly. âYeah, thatâs done.â He pauses, then adds again, âAnd Iâm sorry. Really. I wonât drag you into something like that again.â
You study him for a moment, then let out a small breath, deciding not to push it further. âLetâs just⌠hope weâll laugh about this in twenty years.â
El makes a small sound beside youâhalf a scoff, half a sip of her teaâand you glance at her.
âWhy are you so quiet?â you ask.
She shrugs, staring into her cup for a second before looking up. âI mean⌠yeah, it was weird. And I definitely wouldnât go there alone.â She pauses, then adds, almost reluctantly, âBut it was kind of interesting to see.â
You drop your head back slightly. âOh my god.â
El rolls her eyes, but thereâs a faint smile there now. âIâm not saying I want to go back. I donât. Iâd rather we stay far away from that place.â She nudges your arm lightly. âNext time, though? Weâre going to an actual club. A good one. We finally convince you to go out, and this is where we end up?â
You huff out a laugh despite yourself, some of the tension finally easing. âFine. You pick the next place, and Iâll consider going.â
âThatâs a yes,â she says immediately.
âItâs a maybe,â you correct, but youâre smiling now.
The night winds down after that, the heaviness of it lingering but not as sharp. You stay over at Marioâs place like usualânothing new there. You and El take the bed, while he crashes on the couch without complaint.
It should feel normal.
Familiar.
But as you lie there in the dark, staring at the ceiling, sleep doesnât come easily.
Because every time you close your eyes, you see it again.
The ring. The blood. The crowd.
And him.
Those dark, steady eyes that barely looked at youâyet somehow linger anyway, slipping into your dreams as the night stretches on, replaying everything like a broken movie you canât quite turn off.
Life moves on.
Or at least, it pretends to.
In the days after that night, everything slowly slips back into place. You fall into your usual routineâmeeting El for junk food runs, sitting in dimly lit bars, catching up on the kind of small, meaningless things that make life feel normal again. Work, gossip, random complaints. The kind of conversations that donât carry weight.
And for a while, neither does that night.
It starts to feel distant. Unreal, even. Like something you watched in a movie rather than something you actually stood in the middle of. You avoid that part of town completely, not even entertaining the idea of going near it. The building, the people, the noiseâit all becomes something you push to the back of your mind.
Still, sometimes it creeps in.
A thought here and there. A question you donât really want answered. How many people got hurt that night? How often does that happen?
You learn not to follow those thoughts too far.
The first week is the worst. Your dreams are restless, filled with flashes of the ring, the sound of fists hitting skin, the roar of the crowd. Itâs like your brain is trying to process something it only ever expected to see on a screen, not up close, not real.
But after a couple of weeks, even that fades.
It becomes just a faint memory.
Something that happened.
Something you donât talk about.
Life moves on. Or at least, it tries to.
In the days after that night, everything slowly slips back into place. You fall into your usual routineâmeeting El for junk food runs, sitting in dimly lit bars, catching up on the kind of small, meaningless things that make life feel normal again. Work, gossip, random complaints. The kind of conversations that donât carry weight.
And for a while, neither does that night.
It starts to feel distant. Unreal, even. Like something you watched in a movie rather than something you actually stood in the middle of. You avoid that part of town completely, not even entertaining the idea of going near it. The building, the people, the noiseâit all becomes something you push to the back of your mind.
Still, sometimes it creeps in. A thought here and there. A question you donât really want answered. How many people got hurt that night? How often does that happen?
You learn not to follow those thoughts too far.
The first week is the worst. Your dreams are restless, filled with flashes of the ring, the sound of fists hitting skin, the roar of the crowd. Itâs like your brain is trying to process something it only ever expected to see on a screen, not up close, not real.
But after a couple of weeks, even that fades.
It becomes just a faint memory. Something that happened. Something you donât talk about.
Lately, youâve been seeing El more often. Marioâs been busy, which isnât unusual. Heâs always had something going on, mostly revolving around cars. Buying them, fixing them, flipping them. Old ones, newer onesâit doesnât really matter. He calls it an investment, says the money always comes back if you know what youâre doing.
And apparently, he does.
Between the cars and whatever connections heâs built over time, heâs become the guy people call when something breaks. Youâve done it yourself. The last time your car had an issue, he fixed it in a day and saved you from dealing with overpriced repair shops and all their nonsense. Heâs reliable like that.
Just not always honest.
Tonight, itâs just you and El at one of your usual bars, tucked into a booth thatâs a little too worn but familiar enough to feel comfortable. You didnât feel like drinking, so youâve been sticking to soda while sheâs had a couple of shots.
It reminds you of a phase youâve already gone throughâback when you were younger, figuring out your limits. These days, you donât really care for it.
El, though, seems off.
At first, you assume itâs her ex. She spent way too long getting over him, and for a moment you wonder if she slipped back into that. But then she checks her phone again. And again. And again.
You watch her for a while before finally speaking up. âOkay, somethingâs up.â
She barely looks at you. âNothingâs up.â
âYouâve checked your phone like ten times in five minutes.â
âIâm just waiting for a message.â
âFrom who?â
She shrugs too quickly. âNo one important.â
You donât buy it, but you donât push right away. The feeling lingers, though, settling in your chest.
Somethingâs not right.
By the time the waitress tells you theyâre closing, itâs already close to ten. You both gather your things and step outside, the cooler air a relief after the stuffy bar. You start telling her something about workâsome pointless dramaâbut she barely reacts, her attention drifting back to her phone.
Then she checks it again.
You stop mid-sentence and look at her. âOkay, you have one minute. Tell me whatâs going on, or Iâm dropping you off and going home.â
She laughs nervously, scratching her cheek. âDonât be mad.â
You roll your eyes. âJust say it.â
âI know where Mario is.â
You blink. âOkay? Heâs probably working.â
She exhales, muttering, âHeâs gonna kill me for this.â
âEl.â
âOkayâhe went back there.â
You frown. âBack where?â
Her voice lowers. âThe ring.â
You stare at her, still trying to process it, the memory of that place snapping back into focus like it never really left.
âWhat do you mean, the ring?â
âHeâs there. Right now.â
You let out a slow breath, disbelief settling in. Of course he is. After everything he said. After promising he wouldnât go back.
âUnbelievable.â
El shifts slightly, her grip tightening around her phone. âThe thing is⌠he was supposed to text me. And he hasnât. Itâs been, like, four hours.â She glances at the screen again, like it might suddenly light up. âHe promised he would.â
You frown. âWaitâdid you know he was going there?â
She hesitates, then nods, a little ashamed. âYeah. He told me.â She quickly adds, âAnd he made me promise not to tell you.â
You scoff. âOf course he did. He didnât want to hear my âsmart remarksâ again. He probably thinks Iâm his mom at this point, pestering him.â
âThatâs not it,â El says, shaking her head. âHe knows you worry about him. We both do. And honestly? You have a reason to.â She exhales, then continues, âI only agreed because he said heâd text me the whole time. Just so Iâd know heâs okay.â
You cross your arms. âAnd?â
âThe last message I got was around seven,â she says, her voice tightening. âHe said he was going in.â
You glance at the time. Itâs way past that now.
âWhat was he even doing there?â you ask.
El shrugs helplessly. âI donât know. He just said he had some business to take care of. That itâd be quick.â She lets out a quiet, uneasy breath. âClearly itâs not.â
Silence settles between you for a moment, heavier this time.
âI donât want to panic,â she adds, her voice quieter now, âbut after what we saw there⌠the kind of people that were aroundâŚâ She swallows. âIâm scared something happened to him.â
That lands.
Because yeahâMarioâs not small. Heâs got height, some lean muscle, enough to handle himself in most situations.
But that place?
Thatâs not most situations.
Heâs still your friend.
And something about all of this doesnât sit right.
El looks at you, worry written all over her face. âWhat are we gonna do?â
You sigh, already knowing the answer.
âWhat else?â you mutter. âWe have to go back and find him.â
Her expression tightens. âWhat if heâs not there?â
âThen we hope he made it there and someone saw him,â you reply, already turning and heading toward your car. âAnd we figure it out from there.â
You donât give yourself time to second-guess it.
El hurries after you, sliding into the passenger seat as you start the engine. For a brief second, you just sit there, hands gripping the wheel a little tighter than usual.
You had hoped youâd never go back.
But just like thatâthat hope is gone.
You park a little further down the street, not wanting to pull up right in front like last time. The engine dies, and for a moment neither of you moves. The place hasnât changed at all. The street still feels wrongâtoo quiet, too empty, like itâs been deliberately erased from everything around it. You glance at El, and she looks just as uneasy as you feel.
âLetâs go,â you mutter, pushing the door open.
You both walk toward the entrance, slower this time, more cautious. When you reach the door, El tries to push it open, but it doesnât budge. Locked. She turns to you, brows knitting together. âWhat now?â
Before you can answer, the door creaks open from the inside. The same bouncer steps into view, and for a second you donât recognize him. Then it clicksâthe same sharp, heavy-lidded eyes, the same detached, almost stoned expression. It feels like no time has passed. His gaze drags over both of you, slow and deliberate, lingering a little too long on your bare legs, and you instantly regret dressing up for the bar tonight.
âYouâre late,â he says, voice rough. âLet people in an hour ago.â
You donât bother arguing. You reach into your purse, pull out a bill, and press it against his chest. He catches it easily, glancing down before tucking it away. A smirk pulls at his mouth. âWouldâve preferred you in my arms,â he mutters. You grimace, not even hiding your disgust this time, while Elâs grip tightens around your hand as the door opens wider and you both slip inside.
The moment you step down the stairs, the noise hitsâloud, heavy, suffocating. The smell follows right after. Sweat, weed, alcohol. Itâs exactly how you remember it, maybe worse. The main area is completely packed, even more than last time, bodies pressed together so tightly it feels impossible to move. You barely even glance toward the ring. Thatâs not why youâre here.
âRoom,â you remind El, leaning closer so she can hear you.
She nods quickly, already following your lead as you both start pushing through the crowd, weaving between people with purpose. You keep your focus forward, mentally retracing the path from last time. The stairs. The hallway. That door. Thatâs where you last saw Mario, and right now, thatâs the only place that matters.
âElâthis way,â you say, tugging her slightly as you manage to break away from the tightest part of the crowd and angle toward the stairs. There are still people gathered there, but itâs easier to move, easier to breathe. âWe check the room first. If heâs not there, weâll figure something else out.â
The microphone cuts in, sharp and loud, but you donât stop. The announcerâs voice blends into the background as you keep moving, slipping past another group, already stepping toward the hallway. Youâre close now, close enough that you can almost see the door in your mind.
ââŚand tonight,â the voice drawls.
You ignore it.
âFirst time in the ringââ
Still moving.
ââand bold enough to throw down a challengeââ
Youâre already turning, already heading for the hallway.
ââchallenging JK himselfââ
The crowd reacts loudly, but it barely registers. Youâre focused on getting there, on finding him before anything else can go wrong.
âAnd letâs hear it forââ
You donât slow down.
âMaaaario.â
El stops so abruptly it almost throws you into her back, your steps catching at the last second as the name echoes through the space. For a moment it doesnât registerânot fully. It stretches out in the air, swallowed and amplified by the crowdâs reaction, like your brain refuses to connect it to anything real.
Then it hits.
Your body goes still as your mind catches up, the realization crashing in all at once. Around you, the crowd erupts, louder than before, excitement surging like this is exactly what they came for. El doesnât move in front of you, her posture rigid, and your hand tightens slightly where youâre still holding onto her.
Neither of you says anything.
Because you both heard it.
And suddenly, finding Mario doesnât feel like a question anymore.
It feels like a problem.
The countdown starts somewhere above the noise, the announcer stretching each number out like heâs feeding the crowd. It barely registers at first, your mind still stuck on the name you just heard, but then the final number hits and everything erupts at once. Before you can even think, the fight begins.
You and El move at the same time without saying a word. Thereâs no hesitation now, just urgency as you push into the crowd, forcing your way through bodies that donât want to move. Shoulders slam into you, someone curses, another shoves you aside, but no one really stops you. Theyâre too focused on the ring, too caught up in the fight to care about anything else. The noise is overwhelmingâyells, cheers, fists hitting metalâand it makes your chest tighten because you canât see anything. Not knowing whatâs happening somehow feels worse than seeing it.
El takes the lead, using her strength to pry a path open, her grip tight around your wrist as she drags you forward. You stumble after her, trying to keep up as she forces space where there isnât any. It feels endless, like youâre stuck in a wall of bodies that wonât break, but eventually it does. You reach the ring, not close enough to touch it comfortably, but close enough to see.
And what you see makes your breath catch.
Mario is on the ground, one hand pressed to his face as blood spills from his nose. He looks disoriented, struggling to steady himself, and for a second it doesnât even register as a fight. It looks like damage, like something thatâs already gone too far. Your fingers slip through the fence without you thinking, gripping the cold metal as your eyes dart to his opponent.
JK is circling him.
Not rushing, not pressingâjust waiting. Thereâs something unsettling about the way he moves, controlled and calm, like he already knows exactly how this ends. He lets Mario struggle, lets him try to get up, almost like heâs giving him space on purpose. Like heâs drawing it out.
Your stomach twists as you try to make sense of it. Canât he just stop it? Can Mario tap out? Are there even rules here?
You donât know.
âOh my god,â El whispers beside you, her voice tight with fear.
âCome on,â you say under your breath, gripping the fence harder. âGet up. Get up.â
Thereâs no way he can hear you through the chaos, and yet somehow he moves. Mario pushes himself up, unsteady, barely holding his balance as he spits blood onto the ground. The sight makes your stomach churn, but he lifts his hands again, trying to reset, trying to fight.
He throws the first punch, driven more by instinct than skill. Itâs messy, desperate, lacking control, but itâs something. JK avoids it easily, shifting just enough for it to miss. Another swing follows, then another, each one missing by inches as JK moves around him like itâs nothing. Thereâs no panic in him, no rush. Just patience.
Then he strikes.
Itâs quick. Sharp. Clean.
The first hit snaps Marioâs head to the side, the second lands before he can recover, and the third sends him stumbling backward. JK doesnât overextend, doesnât waste movementâevery punch is calculated, deliberate, landing exactly where it needs to. Mario tries to hold his ground, but itâs obvious now. Heâs outmatched.
One more hit lands, harder than the rest, and it drops him.
You gasp, the sound tearing out of you before you can stop it as Mario hits the ground again. His face is already swelling, one eye starting to close, blood spreading across his skin in a way that makes your chest tighten painfully.
âMario!â you shout, panic rising fast. âGet up!â
El is yelling too now, her voice breaking as she calls his name, the two of you pressed against the fence, desperate, urging him to move, to stay conscious, to do anything. The fear settles deep in your chest because what if he doesnât get up this time? What if this doesnât stop?
Mario shifts slightly, barely lifting his head, and then his gaze turns. Not toward JK, not toward the crowdâbut toward you.
People cheer.
The sight of his face makes something in you twist. Swollen, bloodied, barely recognizable, and still he finds you in the chaos. Your breath hitches as you realize he sees you here.
JK notices.
Itâs subtle at first, just a shift in his focus, the way his eyes narrow as he follows Marioâs line of sight. And then he looks at you. Really looks, his gaze locking onto yours in a way that feels too direct, too aware.
For a second, everything feels still.
Then he moves.
He crouches beside Mario, and your stomach drops as his hand shoots out, fingers tangling into Marioâs hair. The grip is tight, controlling, forcing his head up despite the lack of resistance. Mario barely reacts, his body too weak to fight back, and panic spikes in your chest.
JK doesnât look away from you. His dark hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, his skin barely marked compared to Marioâs. Like this fight hasnât cost him anything.
And then he smirks.
Your chest tightens as his grip tightens with it, lifting Marioâs head just enoughâ
Before slamming it back down against the ground.
The sound is sickening.
It cuts through everything.
Mario goes limp.
And for a second, you donât breathe, donât move, donât think. You just stare, because something in you knows that whatever line there was before, itâs gone now.
The sound crashes back all at once, loud and overwhelming, like nothing just happened. Like what you just saw is entertainment, nothing more. JK steps back, the win clearly his, and the fence is already being opened for him as if it was expected. Of course it was. He walks out without a glance back, already moving on while the crowd feeds off the aftermath.
You donât.
You canât.
Two men enter the ring almost immediately, grabbing Mario under his arms and hauling him up. His body hangs between them, limp, unresponsive, his head lolling slightly with the movement. The sight knocks the air out of your lungs.
You force yourself to move.
Your throat tightens as you swallow hard, shaking yourself out of the daze as you grab Elâs arm. âCome on,â you manage, your voice barely steady, your eyes locked on Mario as they carry him away.
You follow them.
They move fast, cutting through a path that clears easier for them than it ever did for you. When you and El catch up, one of the men glances back, clearly annoyed, his eyes narrowing slightly as he takes you in. Elâs panicked whispers donât help.
âOh my god⌠Mario, weâre here. Youâre gonna be okayââ
âHey,â one of the men snaps. âYou canâtââ
âHeâs our friend,â you cut in quickly, your voice sharper than you expect. âWeâre staying. Where are you taking him?â
They donât look like they want to deal with you. Not now. Not with this. The two of them exchange a look, something silent passing between them before one sighs, clearly deciding itâs not worth the argument.
âHeâs getting treated,â he says shortly, already turning away.
You donât ask by whom. You just follow.
The hallway feels tighter this time, the noise from the main area fading behind you as they lead you into one of the rooms. Itâs smaller than you expected, cramped and worn, with dented lockers lining one wall and a narrow bed in the center that looks like it once belonged in a hospital.
They set Mario down without much care. His body barely reacts, his head rolling slightly to the side, and something in your chest twists painfully at how still he is.
You and El move immediately, stopping just short of touching him, both of you hovering, afraid of making it worse.
The door opens again.
A young man steps in, probably in his early twenties, maybe a bit older, his build lean but steady. Heâs dressed simplyâdark shirt, sleeves pushed up to his elbowsâand thereâs a certain efficiency in the way he moves, like heâs done this too many times to think about it. His hair is slightly messy, falling into his eyes as he pulls on a pair of gloves, his expression focused rather than concerned.
âWhat do we have this time?â he asks, glancing over Mario with quick, practiced eyes.
âProbably a broken nose. Maybe more,â one of the men replies.
The young man exhales quietly, stepping closer to the bed as he tilts Marioâs head slightly, inspecting the damage without hesitation. âYeah,â he mutters, almost to himself. âAnother one who thought he could last longer than he actually could.â
Mario gets treated like you and El arenât even there.
The young man moves around him with quiet efficiency, cleaning the blood, checking his nose, pressing gauze where itâs needed. The two men who carried him in linger for a moment before stepping aside, talking in low voices, completely unfazed. Itâs like this is routine. Like people getting carried in half-conscious isnât anything out of the ordinary.
You canât stand still.
You start pacing the small room, your steps short and sharp, your arms crossed tight over your chest as your thoughts spiral. No matter how hard you try to focus on Mario, your mind keeps dragging you back to the ringâto that moment. The way JK looked at you. The way he made sure you saw it. That last hit.
The way Mario just⌠stopped.
Your jaw tightens.
Even when Mario lets out a low groan, shifting slightly on the bed, it doesnât pull you out of it. El is at his side immediately, her voice soft but urgent as she leans closer. âMario? Heyâcan you hear me?â He mumbles something incoherent, his words slurred, barely forming, and El glances up, worry etched all over her face. âDoesnât he need a hospital?â
The young man doesnât even look up from what heâs doing. âIf he goes to a hospital, questions get asked,â he says flatly. âPolice get involved.â
âMaybe they should,â you cut in sharply, stopping your pacing to look at him. âMaybe that would finally shut this place down.â
That gets his attention.
He shoots you a look, sharp and unimpressed. âHate to break it to you,â he says, tone edged with something colder now, âbut your friend would be the one in trouble. This is illegal. He signed up for it.â
You donât care.
You donât care what he says, what excuses they have, what twisted logic they follow in this place.
Your anger is already too far gone.
âWhere is he?â you ask suddenly.
The room stills for a second.
âWho?â one of the men asks.
You look at him like it should be obvious. âJK.â
They exchange a glance, something unreadable passing between them. âWhy?â the other one mutters.
You donât answer that.
You just look at El. âStay here. Keep an eye on him.â
She blinks at you, clearly trying to figure out what youâre about to do. âWaitââ
But youâre already moving.
You leave before she can stop you, before anyone can question you further, your steps quick and determined as you head back down the hall. You donât even know if heâs still there, if he went back to that room or somewhere else entirely, but you donât stop to think about it.
Youâre too angry to think.
You reach the door and push it open hard.
Empty.
The room looks exactly the same as beforeâthe couch, the chair, the faint trace of something cleaner in the air compared to the rest of the placeâbut heâs not there. You step further in, scanning it anyway, like he might suddenly appear.
âWhere the hellââ
The door opens behind you.
You turn immediately.
JK stands there.
He doesnât look surprised to see someone in the room. If anything, he looks mildly annoyed, like youâre an inconvenience he didnât feel like dealing with tonight. His hair is wet, strands sticking to his forehead, steam still curling faintly from the doorway behind himâbathroom, you realize. Heâs changed, now wearing a pair of dark cotton shorts, a towel in his hands that he uses once before tossing it aside onto the couch like it doesnât matter.
Like nothing matters.
He doesnât even acknowledge you.
Thatâs what sets you off.
Before you can think, youâre already moving toward him, anger taking over completely as you shove both hands against his chest. The contact is solidâhis skin still warm from the shower, heat lingering under your palms, his muscles hard and unyielding beneath your push. Itâs like trying to move a wall.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â you snap, your voice sharp with fury. âYou couldâve killed him!â
He barely moves.
Not even a step back.
Just stands there, looking down at you as if youâre something mildly irritating, one brow lifting slightly as your hair falls out of place from the force of your movement.
âYou done?â he asks.
The words hit harder than they should.
You freeze for half a second, caught off guardânot just by how close he is, not just by hearing his voice directed at you for the first time, but by how little he seems to care.
âNot entirely,â you snap back, your anger flaring again as you move to shove him once more.
This time, he catches your wrist.
Effortlessly.
His grip is firm, stopping you mid-motion like itâs nothing, like you werenât even a challenge to begin with.
âYouâre a piece of shit,â you tell him, your voice tight.
A smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth, slow and unimpressed. âAnd yet,â he replies coolly, tilting his head slightly as his grip doesnât loosen, âyour friend stepped into the ring with me anyway.â
âLet me go,â you snap, yanking against him.
For a second, he just watches you, completely unimpressed, like this is nothing new to him.
Then he lets go.
Abruptly.
You stumble back a step as he pushes you away, not rough enough to hurt, but enough to put distance between you, like heâs brushing something off.
âCareful,â he says, voice low, almost amused, âyouâre gonna hurt yourself before you even get close to hurting me.â
The arrogance in his tone only makes your blood boil more.
âYouâre an arrogant prick,â you snap without hesitation, your voice sharp enough to cut through whatever calm heâs pretending to have. âDo you feel good about it? Almost killing people for a bunch of money?â
Something shifts.
Itâs subtle, but itâs there. The smirk fades just enough, his eyes darkening as he looks at you, really looks this time.
âOut,â he says.
You donât move.
You donât even consider it.
âYouâre in no position to tell me what to do,â you fire back immediately. âIâm not going anywhere.â
His jaw tightens slightly, but he doesnât argue. Doesnât explain. Doesnât justify himself.
That only makes it worse.
You step closer again, closing the distance, your finger lifting as you point it toward his chest. âYou donât get to act like this is normal. Like youâre not the problem here.â
His hand moves before you can react.
Fast.
Your wrist is caught again, but this time thereâs no patience behind it. No casual ease. Just control.
âYouâre pushing it,â he says, voice low, edged with warning.
âGood,â you snap, trying to yank your hand free. âMaybe someone shouldââ
He doesnât let you finish.
In one swift movement, he turns you, your back hitting the wall with a dull thud before you can process what just happened. Your breath catches as he pins your arms behind you, one hand locking both of your wrists in place, the other braced near your shoulder, keeping you exactly where he wants you.
The shift is instant.
Youâre not in control anymore.
Your heart jumps, adrenaline spiking as you struggle against his hold, but itâs useless. Heâs stronger, faster, and far too used to this kind of contact.
He leans in slightly, just enough for you to feel the heat still radiating off his skin.
âYou talk a lot,â he mutters, his grip tightening just enough to keep you from trying anything else, âfor someone who has no idea what she just walked into.â
His hand still holds your wrists behind your back, and now his other arm shifts slightly, boxing you in. The heat from his body hasnât faded yet, his skin still warm under the dim light, his breath just brushing near your ear without quite touching.
Your pulse spikes despite yourself.
âYeah?â you manage, your voice tighter than youâd like. âWhat did I walk into?â
Thereâs a beat.
Short.
Deliberate.
Thenâ
âA place you donât belong,â he says quietly, voice low and steady, right by your ear.
No hesitation. No explanation.
Just fact.
His grip tightens slightly, not enough to hurtâjust enough to remind you heâs still in control.
âAnd a fight you canât win.â
He lets go of you.
The shift is sudden enough that you almost stumble forward before catching yourself. You turn on him immediately, your chest rising and falling too fast, your pulse still racing from the proximity, from the grip, from everything. For a second, you just stare at him, trying to steady yourself, trying to hold onto the anger that brought you here in the first place.
âLeave,â he says.
Just like that. Flat. Dismissive.
You blink at him, still catching your breath. You donât even know what you expected coming hereâan apology, a reaction, somethingâbut all you got was this. Him. Unbothered. Untouched. Like what happened in that ring meant nothing.
You open your mouth, but before you can say anythingâ
The door swings open.
A blonde woman steps in, her energy shifting the moment she notices you. The grin she walked in with disappears almost instantly, her eyes flicking between you and him, lingering a second too long on the fact that heâs still shirtless.
The air changes.
âWhoâs this?â she asks, her tone edged, curious but already leaning toward annoyed.
Jungkook doesnât rush to answer. He doesnât even look at her right away. Instead, he grabs an oversized shirt, pulling it over his head like this conversation doesnât concern him in the slightest.
âSheâs leaving,â he says, like thatâs enough.
You let out a sharp scoff. âThe hell I am.â
That gets a reaction.
Not from her.
From him.
Itâs subtleâjust the corner of his mouth pulling into something that almost resembles a grin, like he finds you more entertaining than anything else. Itâs not warm. Not kind.
Provocative.
The blonde woman shifts her weight, clearly irritated now, her gaze narrowing slightly as she looks at you again. âI think you heard him.â
You donât move.
Not an inch.
âI heard him,â you reply coolly. âI just donât care.â
Her annoyance sharpens, visible now, but Jungkook doesnât step in. Doesnât correct you. Doesnât repeat himself. If anything, he looks more interested now, watching the tension build like itâs something worth his time.
The woman steps further into the room, and now that you actually look at her, itâs obvious. The red dress clings to her body, cut far too short to be anything but intentional, the fabric hugging her curves like she walked in here knowing exactly what she came for.
Not the fight.
Him.
You almost snort at the realization.
She barely spares you another glance before her attention shifts fully to Jungkook, like youâve already been dismissed. âYou were incredible tonight,â she says, her tone smoothing out into something softer, almost impressed. âI was here. Watched the whole thing.â
Jungkook doesnât react the way she expects.
He doesnât even look at her.
âGood,â he says simply, already reaching for a bag that looks like his, slinging it over his shoulder like the conversation means nothing.
The woman doesnât seem discouraged.
If anything, she leans into it.
She steps closer, her movements slow, deliberate, like sheâs used to getting attention this way. And maybe she is. But this time, thereâs something else in it tooâsomething sharper. When she shifts closer to him, her gaze flicks to you for just a second.
Oh.
There it is.
She sees you as a problem.
A threat.
The realization makes something in you clickâand instead of being bothered, you grin.
Actually grin.
You shake your head lightly, almost amused now as you look between them.Â
Her hand brushes lightly against his arm, her voice dropping as she says something under her breath, something meant just for him.
JK finally looks at her.
Not interested. Not even tempted.
âNot tonight,â he says flatly, pulling his arm away without hesitation. Thereâs no softness in it, no apology. Just a quiet finality that lands harder than anything else.
Itâs enough.
Her expression tightens, the confidence slipping just slightly as she straightens, clearly not satisfied with the answer. For a second, it looks like she might push it, but she doesnât. Instead, she exhales sharply, shooting you one last look before turning on her heel and walking out.
The door closes behind her.
Silence settles for a beat.
Then his attention shifts.
Back to you.
And this time, thereâs no amusement left in it.
Just irritation.
âYouâre still here,â he says, like itâs a problem that hasnât fixed itself yet.
You let out a sharp breath, disbelief mixing with the anger that never really left.
âI canât believe you,â you say, your voice tight, almost shaking. âYou just walk out of there like itâs nothing. Like it didnât even happen.â
He doesnât respond.
That only makes it worse.
âMario is in there,â you continue, stepping closer again, your frustration building all over again. âBarely conscious, coming in and out of itâand youâre just⌠here. Moving on. Like this is normal.â
Your eyes flick briefly to the door, then back to him.
âAnd what, now itâs back to this?â you add, your tone sharper. âGirls lining up because you won? Like thatâs all this is to you?â
His expression barely shifts.
If anything, it hardens.
He doesnât react the way you expect.
No apology. No defense.
Instead, he reaches into his bag, pulls out a thick fold of cash, and before you can even register it, he grabs your hand and forces it open, pressing the money into your palm.
âEnough?â he asks, tone flat. âOr you gonna keep talking?â
You stare down at it for half a second, disbelief hitting first, then anger flooding right after.
Youâre about to throw it straight back at himâ
But he speaks again.
âGive it to him,â he adds, nodding slightly toward the door. âCall it⌠a consolation prize.â
Thereâs a pause, just enough for it to land.
Then, quieter, with that same careless edge, âFor getting dropped that fast.â
Your fingers tighten around the money without you meaning to, your jaw clenching as the insult settles heavy in the air.
Before you can reactâ
He moves.
Itâs quick. Too quick.
His hand comes up, and his thumb brushes over the corner of your lips, slow enough to feel deliberate, wiping at something you didnât even realize was there. The touch is brief, but it lands heavier than it should, heat lingering where his skin just was.
You freeze.
Not because you want to.
Because you didnât expect it.
He pulls his hand back, glancing at his thumb like heâs checking the faint smear of red before letting out a quiet, almost amused breath.
âFix yourself,â he says, voice low, edged with something mocking. âWouldnât want you going back to your guy looking like that.â
His eyes flick back up to yours, that same faint smirk tugging at his mouth.
âLipstickâs smudged, Red.â
And just like that, heâs done. He grabs his bag, throws it over his shoulder, and walks past you without another glance, like the conversation never mattered to him in the first place, like you never mattered enough to leave an impression. The bag shifts as he moves, heavy, the faint rustle unmistakableâyou donât even need to look twice to know itâs stuffed with cash. Easy money. Hard-earned in all the wrong ways. He carries it like itâs nothing.
The door shuts behind him with a quiet click, and the shift is immediateâthe room falling into a stillness that feels almost unnatural after everything that just happened.
The silence presses in, heavy and unfamiliar. The faint trace of his cologne lingers in the airâsomething sharp, clean, expensiveâcutting through the stale mix of sweat and smoke that clings to everything else in this place. It doesnât belong here. It doesnât fit the cracked walls, the worn furniture, the quiet evidence of violence that lingers in every corner. And somehow, neither does he, even though he clearly owns it.
You donât move right away. Your hand is still loosely curled around the cash he forced into your palm, your other lifting without you realizing it, fingers hovering near your lips where his thumb had brushed just moments ago. The sensation is gone, but not really. It lingers in your head, in the way your body reacts before your mind can catch up, and that alone is enough to make your jaw tighten.
Your heartbeat hasnât slowed. If anything, itâs worse nowâfaster than it was before you even walked in here, louder in your ears, harder to ignore. You swallow, forcing your hand to drop, grounding yourself, dragging your focus back to something real. Back to why you came here in the first place.
Because whatever that was, whatever just passed between you and him, it doesnât matter.
Mario is still down the hall, hurt, barely conscious, and this place hasnât changed just because you stepped into one room and out of another. Itâs still exactly what you thought it wasâa place where violence is entertainment, where people walk in and donât always walk out the same, and where no one stops to care what happens once the fight is over.
a/n: okay so this happened in the last 24 hours, don't ask me how I still can't believe this story happened lmaooo but I have had so many story ideas in my head and I genuinely missed writing, just something for fun, something fresh. I also wanted to do boxer jk for the longest time!! hope you guys enjoyed the surprise and I can't see what you think of this âĄ
ENEMIES TO LOVERS HELL YEAH
Is it too late to wait for updates on MONACHOPSIS? đđ
Not at all! I was opening the docs, and I was ready to write it. But the thing is, I always kept notes for each story, it helped me focus more on my work, and in a way, it motivated me to complete as much from the notes as possible. But since so much time has passed, Iâm not sure if I ever wrote notes for monachopsisâ last chapter or if I just kept the ideas in my head. I couldnât find them anywhere. I told myself Iâd reread the story and hope I remember đ But I know it was going to be fantastic, and I was sooo excited!