❛  i don't believe you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't have anything left to give you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to stop loving you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i hate you or miss you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to act around you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't need your pity.  ❜ ❛  i don't need you to save me.  ❜ ❛  i don't recognize you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't think we can fix this.  ❜ ❛  i don't think i can survive losing you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want your apology.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to be your second choice.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to stay.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to be okay with this.  ❜ ❛  don't come back to me just because you're lonely.  ❜ ❛  don't leave me here alone.  ❜ ❛  don't lie to me again.  ❜ ❛  don't love me only when it's convenient.  ❜ ❛  don't make me choose between you and myself.  ❜ ❛  don't make me hate you just so i can let you go.  ❜ ❛  don't pretend you're the only one who suffered.  ❜ ❛  don't say you love me unless you mean it.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me this was all for nothing.  ❜ ❛  don't touch me.  ❜ ❛  don't turn this around on me.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare hold my past against me.  ❜ ❛  you don't deserve me.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to hurt me and call it love.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to pretend you missed me.  ❜ ❛  you don't know how many times i waited for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't know what i gave up for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you.  ❜

come here. no, come closer.

i saved you a seat.

your hands are freezing, can i hold them?

you know you're adorable when you're so sleepy, right?

you remembered?

i saw this and thought of you!

don't move, you look comfortable.

you always steal my shirts.

good morning, sleepyhead.

i like hearing you laugh.

can we stay like this a little longer?

you're lucky i love you.

you're blushing.

is this your way of asking me to stay?

i always look for you in a crowd.

you don't have to pretend aroud me.

you're my favorite person. you know that, right?

you make everything easier.

move over, i'm getting under the blanket, too.

you look good in my clothes.

home feels different when you're here.

you're my favorite part of the day.

there's that smile.

you make me happy. it's kind of annoying.

stay.

i love moments like this.

it feels like second nature to look for you first.

the room felt brighter when you walked in.

sarah hesitates as she searches her brother's eyes, still somewhat reluctant to trust him after everything he'd put her through. an apology could only mend so much. still, sarah can tell rafe is really trying to act on his words, to be there for her ... and as much as she hates to admit it, she needs him. the past couldn't be changed, but they could try to start anew.

sighing as she finds nothing but a sincere desire to help behind his gaze, sarah habitually runs an anxious hand through her blonde waves, sitting down across from him. being on good terms was new territory for both siblings after the years they'd spent at odds with one another. sarah knew she, too, would have to make an effort in order to fully repair what had been broken between them. that started with being honest and letting him in.

i've often wondered what it means to truly love someone. and then, i realized it's what i feel for you. it's a love that defies the limitations of the world, that remains steadfast even in the face of chaos.

even if the world lost its color, if hope faded into the night, my love for you wouldn't falter.

i don't think romance is real. i think love is real, but not romance.

romance fades. love is a different thing.

you are so lucky you weren't scheduled today.

hey, are you good?

did you get it back?

it's gone! i dropped it down a fucking drain. of all days...

today's been awful.

i'll see you at eight?

i can meet you early if you want. you don't have to be alone just to secure the spot.

don't come back here complaining.

for a very long time, i've tried to find the best way to tell you that you're the only person i've ever met with the same sense of humor as me.

okay, right off the bat, way too strong.

my feelings are strong.

i know i'm not gonna stop you.

dude, i love trivia night. it's all i have. i wake up every wednesday rock-hard thinking about trivia night.

you gotta take her somewhere else. you have to be clear about your intentions.

do you even try to flirt with her?

if she means this much to you, and i know she does, do it right.

are you serious?

you definitely didn't say fuck.

how do you know about the gun?

how many gunfights have you been in, [name]?

stop being an ass.

didn't you say you have a crazy story?

i'm saying no to being around bad, drunk singers when i just want to go home and sleep.

who's gonna sing salt-n-pepa with me?

don't let me forget, i got you something.

i might quit. i'm just not happy there.

i feel like i need to make a big change. i'm not feeling... love. i need my head in the right place to bring this to life.

i wanna write. the good, the bad, the ugly. real shit.

is that stupid?

is that all that's been bothering you?

you always go out of your way for me, and not just me, for everyone...

you said you had something for me?

why don't you come inside, and we can have a few drinks?

i know what you're trying to do.

i have never seen you act this way.

it's not your fault.

can we go, please?

i just can't sleep in my bed. i don't want to be alone.

it smells like you.

i'm sorry i was so weird earlier.

will you sleep with me?

please, i get in my head. i'll stare at the ceiling all night if i'm in here by myself.

given the circumstances... i needed this.

you kissed me!

can you lay with me?

what the fuck happened last night?

you wouldn't believe what a crazy night i had.

i seriously think she needs help.

i slept on the floor. she was freaking me out.

how am i supposed to get home then?

i want to be transparent with you abuout some things.

i know you like me, [name].

i've known you for so long, and i'm just now realizing i don't even know that much about you.

why are you giving it to me?

i love you so much. i don't think i could live without you.

i thought we were having a nice date?

you're cute when you sleep.

make a deal with me.

i am the happiest i've probably ever been.

i was waiting for you to come home.

i can get dressed and go with you.

no one on this earth will ever comprehend what it feels like to love someone as much as i love you.

can i stand outside?

do you like me?

can you tell me you love me?

i can be anything you want me to be.

i love you in every reality.

let's fuck, [name].

you wanted this, but i'm so glad you did.

you made a shitty wish, and you want to reverse it.

what the fuck is wrong with you?

i wish for a billion dollars.

why don't you love me?

you owe me that.

we can make this work baby.

drop dead

"I hope you never finish that beer."

"One night I was bored in bed and stalked you on the internet."

"You're lookin' like an angel of the walls of Versailles."

"Kiss me and I might drop dead."

"I'm paranoid I made you up."

"I've been droppin' hints all night that I'd love if you held my hand."

"Then maybe we could make out."

"I think we might go really nice together."

"If you let me stay the night, well, I think I might just have to stay forever."

stupid song

"Honest love is a cage that makes you feel free."

"You should feel how I feel when somebody says your name."

"I feel right, I feel wrong, I feel totally insane."

"If there is a God, he's the bond between us two."

"I'm too shy to say what I see when I dream of you."

"Nobody's wanted something more."

"Tell all your friends you're mine, I'm yours."

"I want you, baby, so bad."

honeybee

"I guess that it's true, time can heal even the worst of wounds."

"God, I love the way you look at me."

"It's too hard to describe this in a way that feels honest."

"I love you, baby, I promise."

"It feels like God threw me a bone."

"Would you sit and keep me company?"

"Everything I own just feels like ours."

maggots for brains

"Everything that's funny, I wish I could tell to him."

"Sometimes, at a low point, I even wish for tragedy."

u + me = <3

"You know you can take me anywhere."

"I know everybody changes, but I hope that we don't."

"I like you better by a million times."

"I often get the feeling that I'll never want somebody else."

"They say modern love's a cruel endeavor, and to that I say, "Fuck it, whatever.""

my way

"You linger in the air just like a bad perfume."

"Maybe you're just tryna get me riled up now."

"So, where'd you get that confidence from?"

"You're being fucking weird."

"Maybe I'm a petty bitch, but you made me resort to this."

purple

"It's a small world when it only can revolve around us two."

"I had big dreams 'til I tied myself to you."

the cure

"I thought I'd done enough, but they keep moving the line."

"I thought I found the antidote this time."

"It don't matter how your love feels anymore."

"I thought I found the antidote with you."

"Why can't it ever be enough?"

begged

"All I want is to know undoubtedly that you just have eyes for me."

"What a shame, you're not here to witness my devotion."

"You know I could never leave."

"They say it's a virtue to not let good love slip away."

"I feel trapped inside my life."

what's wrong with me

"Lately I've been spiraling."

"I'm not feeling like myself and nothing ever seems to help."

"It's like somebody put a weight on my chest."

"My head is spinning and my stomach is sick."

"I think you're what's wrong with me."

"I'm not feeling like myself, and I'm not hiding it well."

less

"I don't wanna talk, let's just go to bed or something."

"Maybe it'll fix itself tomorrow."

"If loving me means letting go and wishing me the best, then I guess I wish you loved me less."

"This isn't what it should feel like."

"You've seen me truly happy, so you know right now I'm not."

"I wish you loved me less."

expectations

"I thought that he was perfect, and now his number's blocked."

"Your indecision is painfully unattractive."

"Past mistakes are just new information."

"These days, I've got expectations."

"I hit the new year like a single girl at a Vegas bar."

"Don't think my future husband's at this bar in Silver Lake."

cigarette smoke

"I regret you, and how long I stayed."

"I resent you for not being brave."

"You said that I made loving look easy 'til I made it hard."

"Give me back my time and I will give you back your heart."

"I thought that we played the perfect couple 'til you didn't want the part."

i’m seeing a lot of baby fever on the dash lately, PLUS a lovely nonnie asked for angsty pregnancy prompts and i wasn’t able to, so have some lighter baby prompts instead! love to all!

“ is… is it mine? ”

“ have you thought of any baby names? ”

“ i thought the doctor put you on bed rest? ”

“ hey! i got you starbucks! decaf, of course. ”

“ have you had any cravings yet? ”

“ ah… i know. morning sickness is no fun, huh? ”

“ i’m pregnant. ”

“ you’re going to be a mother/father/aunt/uncle/etc. ”

“ i saw the pregnancy test in the trash. ”

“ the pregnancy test… it’s yours. right? ”

“ does the father know? “

“ who’s the father? “

“ it doesn’t matter about the father. i’m here to support you and this baby, no matter what. okay? “

“ you’re not alone. it takes a village to raise a kid, right? “

“ i want… a cheeseburger. with fries. and a strawberry shake. and onion rings… ”

“ that was a kick! ”

“ was that a kick? ”

“ is it a boy or a girl? ”

“ what color paint do you want? for the nursery? ”

“ we need to go shopping! baby clothes, maternity clothes, furniture, all of it! ”

“ i… we should get married. right? that’s what you do, when… when there’s a kid? ”

“ i know it was just a one night stand, but… i’m gonna support you. whatever you decide to do. ”

“ shit… um… i-i’m the dad. right? ”

“ you got that pregnancy glow. ”

“ hey… this is new for both of us. but i reckon you’re going to be a terrific mother/father/parent. ”

“ i… i slept with someone else while we were separated. they won’t pick up their phone, but… i’m not sure if you’re the father or not. ”

“ maybe we should move in together. n-not permanently. just until the baby’s born. ”

“ wait a minute. heartbeats?! plural?! we’re having twins/triplets/etc?! ”

“ woah… this pram costs more than three months rent. ”

“ ikea really knows how to make building a crib stressful… ”

“ god, i’m a mess. i cried yesterday while watching an advertisement for fence paint. hormones are something else… ”

“ can i have your fries? don’t judge me, the baby’s hungry. ”

“ my back’s been killing me for the last month, and i have four more months to go… my chiropractor’s gonna have a field day. ”

“ i know we want this to be a secret, but people are getting suspicious. i can only turn down champagne so many times… ”

“ wanna go with me for the next scan? it’s a big one, we get to keep a copy for the baby book. ”

“ oh, you best believe i’m signing up for all the babysitting duty. ”

“ would you like to be their godfather/godmother? ”

“ i’m their honorary aunt/uncle, let me spoil the little kiddo! ”

“ they have the instructions for this crib in every language except english. they have it in irish! who has it in irish?! ”

“ no! no mayonnaise! it’s bad for pregnant people! ”

“ i took the test nine times, okay, and all of them are positive. this is real. this is happening. ”

“ i always wanted kids… ”

“ that kid’s gonna be the most insanely loved baby in the world. ”

“ don’t look at me like that, okay? we’re going totally tee-total until the baby comes. ”

“ i swear, if i read one more baby book… ”

“ i wouldn’t mind, but all the women i meet when i go outside the door, all have different advice for me. the bump is like a magnet to them… ”

“ i wouldn’t blame you if you walked away, you know. you never signed up for a baby. ”

“ one thing’s for sure… everything’s going to change the minute people find out about the baby. ”

“ here! i got you some take-out. and i researched like, fifty mommy blogs to make sure this stuff was totally safe and healthy for you. ”

“ i don’t know if i ever had a plan for my life, but… if i did, i think pregnancy was later down the road. ”

“ my love, starting a family with you… it’s my greatest wish. but if you’re not ready, that’s okay. what will be, will be. ”