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When your heart revolts against the weight of the world, let it empty into my waiting silence. I will not flinch. I will not turn away. I have never wanted the polished version of you – the smile rehearsed for strangers, the careful words, the immaculate disguise... I want the midnight honesty, the trembling aftermath, the moments you apologize for existing. If shame follows you like a starving dog, I'll feed it pieces of my own heart until it forgets your scent.

If the world calls you rotten, I'll learn to love the smell of decay. You call yourself disgusting; my desire for you has become the patron saint of disgusting things.

I love what everyone else threw away.

— bedtimeblues p.s. Lola Gore

Feed me your leftovers and I'll build a shrine from your sickness. Call me pathetic, name me a whore, speak of my obsession and I'll swallow every word you say. I was never made to chase perfection.