remember the time monica hacked into the empire state!?!?!?

i learned about a skiplist which is on wikipedia too.

it has an O(log n) lookup for each element because it points to end or to bigger element halfway through the list.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skip_list

I don’t want to leave college but I can’t stay.

golden bear orientation leading was fun yet exhausting - its’ all in the attitude. i would have enjoyed it if i hadnt taken everything so srsly probably i think.

being in a sorority would have been fun i think too. it’s all in attitude. they go on retreats and party and lighten up.

dad says to think positively and don’t be so defeatist - find something else good basically.

i have never gotten higher than a C in an upper division CS class.

don’t waste time worry and latching onto negatives.....

I would post a celebratory selfie but it’s so humid here my sweat is l i t e r a l l y fogging up the camera and also i get creeped out if i put too many pictures of my face on the internet UNLESS it’s instagram like who needs that anyway

SO instead of a selfie I decided to write a snapshot of what’s going on inside my head behind the selfie face and all that wooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Song stuck in head: Dear Theodosia off the Hamilton album (did you know this is Chance the Rapper’s favorite song of the play as of a couple months ago he said so in this super dope interview) also all the ones with Anthony Ramos playing Hamilton’s son Phillip in it

Mood: lukewarm optimism admiring this sweaty humid rainy mess of weather

Color: Grey spelled the british wey but also ice and rosé

Shareable thoughts: are u still reading dis

( & appreciating reading some poetry a REU friend Matthias recently wrote i didnt know i like reading work in progress poetry it’s actually fun )

Oh wait did you want actual exciting new york travel things? 

Ok next post until then

but also

Yours,