𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖞 𝖔𝖗 𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖓

hey everyone,    the head bitch in charge    ( aka jodi )    is back with another one of her favorite brats.    this is a sideblog to sasha    ( @sailorcedes​ )    so you won’t get a follow back and i apologize.    i have been playing alexa since june 2016 on tumblr and even earlier on the rp.me days so she is someone i know very well.    alexa means so much to me as well    .     .    both of us being disney obsessed ohio girls who have suffered with eating issues.    i fell in love with alexa back in 2014 and she’s been my number one since.    i do play alexa with a mix of both what we see of her on social media and the mean girl persona she played on television.    i do ignore her full relationship with ryan.    not because i don’t like him,    he just doesn’t fit into my headcanons.    they are good friends though.    alexa is open to all plots and i am so very excited to get to bring her to you guys.

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msg    -    sent     ›    i was honestly expecting to see you mania weekend and i’m disappointed you didn’t show up.    or at least let me know you were in town. msg    -    sent     ›    we still need to catch up so let me know when you’re free?

msg    -    sent     ›    i know we were suppose to meet up but mania week got a lot busier than i was expecting it to with last minute meet and greets and then new character directions and planning with windham and these aren’t excuses,    i promise. msg    -    sent     ›    but i was hoping that maybe that dinner was still an option?    even if it’s just hanging out at the house and cooking together like old times?

fuck, marry, kill | accepting | featuring @voicesheard

thanks. honestly. I don’t wanna be but not much I can do about it now. good luck tonight. you’re gonna kill it like you always do.

yeah, sure, that seems as fitting an announcement as any …

and now she was backstage trying to pretend that hadn’t been how she spent her evening.    her gaze had landed on him the moment she walked backstage,    aware that she always seemed to know exactly where he was whenever he was near.    hands shaking,    taking a deep breath,    she pushed those feelings of loneliness down and moved over to him.    ❝    let me guess,    you’re here to support me in my match tonight.    ❞    she nudged him with her shoulder as she moved to stand at his side,    her bright blue eyes glancing up at him as she smiled.    a true smile.    ❝    that or you’re here to turn on seth and start a real good feud with him.    not sure which i would prefer.    ❞

Truth or Dare    |    truth    |    Accepting

i feel like this is the opposite.    while yes,    i loved the attention    (  any girl would  )    at the end of the day I feel like Matt was the one who could do so much better than me.    i loved him,    still do,    with everything in me and feeling that relationship ending was some of the worst pain i had ever gone through.    it wouldn’t have hurt that bad if it was fake.    what we had was real.