arminology major

if you’re reading this, it means im probably dead, because im only going to post this right before i head out to kill myself. this wasn’t noble or brave, it was me being a coward. i was tired, and i just wanted it to end. to some of you i left a private message that i sent to your emails. and to those i didn’t know well enough for that, i hope you have good lives. for the most part, you’ve been really good to me, and i really really didn’t deserve that. over the years ive gotten so many nice messages, so many people showing me care and affection that it makes me wonder why you chose such a shitty example of a human being to shower something so good with. 

lordleaf : leaf/ellie, you’ve been such a good friend to me. i could always count on you to indulge my excited weeb-outs, and talking to you always made me happy. thank you for being my friend.

bohemian-napsody : mack, i’m so sorry i had to leave. i cared for you so much, and talking to you almost made my day so much brighter. you were there for me in a horribly dark time, and for that i am so grateful. i hope you have a good life, grass prince. i loved you very much.

tomatobacio: jess, my fellow armin stan. you are so so great, thank you for always talking about my beloved baby boy with me!! and helping me with my writing. i will miss you. have a good life!