Hello everyone! It's been a long time since I posted something. Life changed so much since I started this page. This isn't a come back but just to let you all know why I haven't posted anything in YEARS.
When I first made this account in 2014-2015 it was to get over a break up with my ex. It was hard and extremely difficult since he was my first boyfriend and I was in college. I needed something to do to keep my mind off of him and help me refocus in life. I was reading Percy Jackson around that time and I use to write in high school. I thought I could write again.
So I did. I wrote a lot in the first two years I started this. It made me feel good then worn out but still good. Somehow I was able to keep up with writing and finishing up my bachelor's and master degrees. Writing was just a good outlet and having a lot of people enjoy my headcanons or aus about characters I've grown to love so much was amazing.
Then I finished college and got my first teaching job! Yay! That's when I really slowed down. Right before I started my new job I met my then boyfriend and everything in life started to feel like it was going up...except I was doing long distance. Fine, but I had a little bit of time to write between work and FaceTime. After that first year of work, I was getting more burnt out from work. I wanted to come home, not think, talk to my boyfriend, and sleep. Teaching takes so much out of you. That's why I stopped really. Not because of my then boyfriend, who is now husband.
I wish I could write again but everyday I just want to come home and disassociate for hours or see my friends who help me with my mental health. Hopefully one day I can come back, but right now that's not possible.
Thank you to everyone who reads my stuff, past and currently. Thank you to the people who I made connections with. And just thank you to a community that was an outlet during a rough time I went through and had to figure out on my own because first break ups are hard.
Just thank you. Hopefully one day I will be back!
💙 Nicole














