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call me pixel

some basic info:

• 20 yrs old

• they/she/rot

• extremely mentally unwell

• neurodivergent

i'm a system, alter sign offs will go in the tags

If I've suddenly switched up, blocked you, etc, another alter did that to feel safer.

-> Alter intros can be found here

i'm pro-recovery and trying to recover atm!!

don't hit on me, only my dove gets my affection ❤️

In all honesty, I don't like referring to myself as a "yandere", I only use those tags for traction 🥹

Tags:

pixel posting 🫰 - Just regular blogging

pixel blood ♥️ - Obsessive love posts

pixelated tears ❤️‍🩹 - Vent posts

pixel after dark 🌑 - Adult posts, minors that interact will be blocked

pixel says... 💌 - Responding to asks and gimmicks

pixel tunes 🎵 - Lyric posts

More will be added as needed.

Desire's all the same."

It's sad to think about how easy I would be to hurt. Someone could kidnap me, harm me, but as long as they touched me gently and praised me, held me... I wouldn't run. I want to be special, I want to be held, I want affection, I want care, I want nothing more than to be a pet if that's what I must be.

I cannot take care of kids. I cannot do it. My stress response is aggression, and I cannot risk hurting someone I love. I cannot continue to stress myself so much over this. IF I HAD TO TALK MYSELF DOWN FROM HOSPITALIZATION, THERE'S A FUCKING PROBLEM.

our sister was moved out right after high school. She had a house with her partner by now. She was married by now.

HIHIHIHIHBI!!!! HRW?!??! ლ⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠ლ⁠) I MISSED YOU SM!!!

hiiiii we missed you toooo

How dare they talk to it like that?? Threaten it??

I swear, I would butcher them like the swine they are if I could get my hands on them.