𝑷𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑻𝑰𝑪 - doctor éveline catherine margaret mayeux. an independent, mutuals only, heretic oc based in the pitt, tvdu lore and original lore. dark/violent themes will be present, so for this, the blog is 21+. established june 17, 2025, revamped january 12, 2026. canon and crossover verses present. loved and tormented by ivy rose, she/her, 29. canada. eastern standard time.
𝑨 𝑺𝑻𝑼𝑫𝒀 𝑰𝑵: the epitome of survivor's guilt, death and grieving, the lasting effects of war, losing faith in humanity, weapons don't weep, finding oneself in the midst of chaos, crawling up from the depths of hell, single parenthood, chosen family, recovery, heavy lies the crown, the healer has the bloodiest hands .
01. ICONS AND GRAPHICS. I make all of my static icons, they are the ones that have any watermark in the corner and the caps come from screencapped.net. there are a few different watermarks from previous blogs where I've just reused the resources (hb I believe will be the most common).
02. ETTIQUETE. Don't be a dick. That's literally it. I'm still finding my way into getting back into writing again, and I'm trying to keep myself from getting stressed out and dropping off the site again so all I ask is that you're nice. Even if you don't like me it takes less energy to be nice than to be mean.
03. ZERO-TOLERANCE POLICY. I do not tolerate: racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, any of it. Do not interact with me if you are any of the above or try and hit me with the "yeah but..." but nothing. There is enough crap going on in the world and I'm not bringing that into my blog. Also I live in Canada but if you support the current US administration, kindly see your way off my page. The safety of my friends and family is way more important to me than any follow from someone who supports what's happening and what the administration stands for.
04. ACTIVITY. I work a very physically, mentally and emotionally draining job. I am a Direct Support Professional and I work with the elderly who are sometimes physically, but mostly intellectually disabled. There will be days when I'm just drained and that will show in my activity. This is important because I work with seniors, my job is to support them at the end of their lives so there will be days when it's just too much. I also suffer from chronic migraines, I am currently stuck in a cycle that started January 12, 2026 that no one can figure out. I also have mental health challenges that I am working with my doctor to get assessed and/or reassessed with.
05. HATE. This ties in with rule two, but hate of any kind towards me or anyone will not be tolerated. ALSO, what we're not gonna do is gaslight or boundary push alright? Crazy it has to be discussed in 2026, but if I see that towards me or anyone I write with? We'll be having words. And they will not be nice words.
06. TRIGGERS. My triggers are: sexual assault/harassment, strangulation and deep water (okay but seriously people who like the ocean please explain this to me? It freaks me out I don't know). My phobias are mice/rats, deep water (seriously it's real bad), frogs and bats. If I forget to tag something please, respectfully, let me know and I will fix it I never want someone to be uncomfortabe on here! Everything will be tagged tw: trigger
07. DNI/FACECLAIMS. I don't really have a do not interact when it comes to characters or faceclaims. I will not write with anyone who writes in the HP/JKR universe I am not about to support that shit I'm tired of her still having a platform. I also don't like the idea of people who write IRL people, I've seen a bit of a ressurgance in that lately and it's a bit off-putting. As for faceclaims, I mean, known racists, homophobes, predators, etc. are off the table and I won't interact with them.
08. BLOG CONTENT. The Pitt is a VERY HEAVY show, and I do intend to talk about the topics we see on the show. It is not for the faint of heart and this blog will also not be for the faint of heart. FOR THIS REASON, the blog is 21+ I'm also almost 30 so don't purity police me. It's crazy that this is happening in 2026 (are we sensing a theme?) and I'm not gonna have it here or around me. If my blog isn't for you it's not for you and that's fine but you don't get to tell people what to put on their own blogs.
09. AI CONTENT. Genuinely can't believe this is a thing I have to talk about... if you share ANYTHING related to AI, any art, any writing, anything like that I reserve the right to stop interacting with you. Please do not feed the machine, please research what is happening with generative AI and make good choices.
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"Alright, alright." he waved a hand dismissively, taking hold of his clothes and moving slowly. His body feels fucking weird, admittedly, because of the exhaustion and stiffness from the transformation now battling off against the relaxation their uh... activities... had left him with. He exhaled slowly as he got up, grateful nothing seemed overly injured as he slowly got his clothes back on. Doing up his shoes made his back ping and he grimaced, but in not too long, he was back to fighting fit. Sort of.
He knew he was going to sleep most of today off. And... well... spend a lot of time thinking about what they'd just done. What it meant. It wasn't like they were a couple, exactly, and yeah, she was cute, but... if he hadn't been so messed up from the shift... he drifted a hand to touch his neck where she'd bitten and for a moment there was a tingling reminder of his reaction to that particular...
"Thanks, Evvie." he settled on saying.
evvie gives him space while he gets dressed, the door to the hall slightly open as she waits for him. there's a lot of things rolling around in her head and she can't quite figure it out. she's thinking about how to clean and bandage the wound on her side. it was all so superficial honestly, a temporary "normalcy" just in case prying human eyes happened to catch a glimpse at her.
"i feel like i should be saying that to you i umm... i shouldn't have asked you to help me... that wasn't fair. i'm sorry. but thank you for, helping me." and she is, sorry that is. even if everything that happened after that still made her skin feel like it was on fire in a good way? is that even a thing? she doesn't give it much thought right now.
"umm," okay she never stutters this much, she needs to get it together, "i don't know if you want to come over or if you want me to drop you off at your place but whatever you want to do..." she offers up. jesus christ you're so awkward.
you are the final beauty. a meteor shower that rains down like a barrage of bullets, fatally stunning. the last curtain call before everything goes dark, a reminder to humanity that it's not just them. that they may have conquered earth but they will never conquer space.
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she just wanted coffee, that was literally her only goal was to get as much caffeine in her system as humanly, or inhumanly, possible in the shortest amount of time. she's got a long day ahead of her, not a full double, but a seventeen hour day by the time she'll get to go home. god shen owes her so much coffee after this, taking the first few hours of his shift. then she's confronted with something that throws a wrench into the otherwise normal day. someone who looks just like her. oh genuinely what the fuck is this day turning into already? the response to her question gives her little peace of mind. how many people are out there with doppelgänger's walking around? okay she doesn't actually want to know the answer to that, actually. oh she's too old for this shit. she's way too old.
"god remind me to never leave pittsburgh again... i don't even want to chance going back to new orleans." she mutters. supernaturals haven't seemed to follow her much outside of new orleans, save for one really adamant threat she's taken care of. raising an eyebrow at the question, she can't help but laugh. "i am." she nods once. "heretic. but you... are something else, no?" being as old as she is, has some kind of perk. "similar but different." not accusatory, more of a statement, like this was a conversation she would have with anyone.
do you guys think that the pitt crew got snowed in at the hospital back in january? because i think about that at least once a week and i'm not kidding....
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"do you think ants have feelings?" nevermind that she's lying on a gurney in the hall it's one in the morning and she's been here since yesterday morning
❛ i don't believe you anymore. ❜
❛ i don't have anything left to give you. ❜
❛ i don't know how to forgive you. ❜
❛ i don't know how to stop loving you. ❜
❛ i don't know if i hate you or miss you. ❜
❛ i don't know how to act around you anymore. ❜
❛ i don't love you anymore. ❜
❛ i don't need your pity. ❜
❛ i don't need you to save me. ❜
❛ i don't recognize you anymore. ❜
❛ i don't think we can fix this. ❜
❛ i don't think i can survive losing you again. ❜
❛ i don't want to see you again. ❜
❛ i don't want your apology. ❜
❛ i don't want to be your second choice. ❜
❛ don't ask me to stay. ❜
❛ don't ask me to be okay with this. ❜
❛ don't come back to me just because you're lonely. ❜
❛ don't leave me here alone. ❜
❛ don't lie to me again. ❜
❛ don't love me only when it's convenient. ❜
❛ don't make me choose between you and myself. ❜
❛ don't make me hate you just so i can let you go. ❜
❛ don't pretend you're the only one who suffered. ❜
❛ don't say you love me unless you mean it. ❜
❛ don't tell me what to do. ❜
❛ don't tell me this was all for nothing. ❜
❛ don't touch me. ❜
❛ don't turn this around on me. ❜
❛ don't you dare hold my past against me. ❜
❛ you don't deserve me. ❜
❛ you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting. ❜
❛ you don't get to hurt me and call it love. ❜
❛ you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you. ❜
❛ you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now. ❜
❛ you don't have to pretend you missed me. ❜
❛ you don't know how many times i waited for you. ❜
❛ you don't know what i gave up for you. ❜
❛ you don't understand what you did to me. ❜
❛ you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you. ❜
