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I'm sorry, I really am...this was never supposed to be a vent blog...things have just been really difficult for so long and I have no where else to go...I'm sorry, I really hate my life...

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grlstalking

genuinely cannot stop crying because of the amount of just pure rage and loneliness i feel

#me most of my teen and adult life #now I am too numb and broken to cry unless under special circumstances #mentally unstable #actually mentally ill #sad boy #bpd boy #im so depressed

toweringvixen

Not sure if I could restrain myself if I gave a cute shorter guy my hoodie and I saw how big and oversized it looks on him

#need this #need this with someone so bad 😔

One day after being back at school.after rebuilding my confidence at home and the depression that made me need to leave is already creeping back and digging it's claws in...

#mentally unstable #pretty boy #actually mentally ill #feminine boy #mentally fucked #i want to be loved #mental illness #im sick of this #i hate my brain

You know the shittiest things about struggling to figure yourself out for years, and then struggling to be brave enough to actually BE yourself once you figured it out?

Everyone around you who is part of where you wish you were or what you like is younger than you, so now you just feel permanently out of place with no way to fix it this time.

This is especially the case on this site for me. When I was in my late teens/early 20s, the popularity/acceptance of things that I like/identify with was so much more niche and less common.

Now, not only are things are finally in a place that actually could have helped me back then, but now the popularity and commonality is almost completely people in their late teens/early 20s, so I have no one to connect to finally when things are finally better and I was able to figure myself out...and I feel gross for even existing sometimes...

While I love the era I grew up in, sometimes I think I was born slightly too early...it sucks so much...

#mentally unstable #pretty boy #actually mentally ill #feminine boy #mentally fucked #it's not fair #i just want to be happy #subby boys #submisive boy

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Okay, so leaving school and coming home for a weekend taught me something important. I did not heal at all from anything and I have been in survival mode for so long just repressing and pushing through everything that I never got a chance to heal from everything that happened to me for the last few years, and if I keep pushing myself like this, I'm gonna end up putting myself in the ground.

I may need to consider not going to college...but I don't know how to tell my parents, especially since I have already failed so many times and I'm so much older now...

#mentally unstable #pretty boy #actually mentally ill #feminine boy #mentally fucked #mental illness #traumatized boy #keep me safe #mental health #healing #i need someone to hold me

I'm tired of this stressful human life...I just want to be kept as a pet by someone kind in a quiet town with a house near/in woods and by the shore...

#mentally unstable #pretty boy #actually mentally ill #im so tired #i'm so tired #so tired #so very tired #keep me safe #love me #comfort me #i want to run away #i want to feel better

Tadc ep 9 spoilers + personal thoughts about myself-

#tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc finale #personal

babyybrat-deactivated20200215

oversized hoodies make me feel safe and cute

#i feel this #shy boy #bpd boy #feminine boy #scared of everything

This is not the time for an identity crisis again...why is this happening to me again when I watch things I love...?

#mentally unstable #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #i hate my brain #mental illness #actually bpd #bpd #i don't know who i am #please help me

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How am I so messed up that I have been depressed enough to wanna d!e, but then I read some ns.fw bl with very much dc and suddenly my mood is better. I knew I was messed up, but wtf... >.>

Why does no one ever choose me...am I truly so worthless...? No one would even notice...even if they did, it would be like a drop in the ocean of their lives...

Why do the words always fail to come out when I am so desperate to cry for help...I guess it's just as well...I don't have anyone to truly turn to anyways...I just want someone to save me...

#mentally unstable #pretty boy #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #sub boi #mental illness #i want to be loved #subby boys #sad boy #subboy #sick boy #i am not okay #please fix me #please save me #im so tired #i don't want to do this anymore #broken

clleanlliness

losing your passion for creating is the most infinitely painful thing in this entire world

I just wanted to leave behind something beautiful, something to show everything in my soul...but maybe my struggle and failure is exactly that...

#drag path #i want to be beautiful

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I often feel my life isn't tragic or sad enough to justify me being the the way I am...maybe I am the problem after all...

#mentally unstable #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #i want to be loved #i don't want to do this anymore #i don't deserve anything #im so worthless #im so messed up

I just want someone to save me from it all, take me away and run away with me somewhere far away where no one will find us...keep me safe and loved somewhere away from it all...no more pain, no more worry, only love and a chance to see that life doesn't have to be pain...

If only I didn't have an actually decent family to feel guilty about leaving...

#i want to run away #i want to be loved #i want to be happy

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