detrans kink that focuses on the fact that i am not a boy. not that my assaulter is transphobic, but that they truly believe only im faking it. its not for any patriarchal or heteronormative reason. it’s pure selfishness. they believe i was built for them. they only like girls anyway, so i’d have to be faking if they were into me. it just makes sense like that. there is no other way they’d wanna fuck me. they’ve met and talked to other trans men. they’ve never felt attracted to them, no matter what stage they’re at in their transition, no matter if they even transitioned at all. the simple phrase, “im a man” is enough for them to be turned off and view the others in a normal light.
me though? they felt a twitch in their pants the moment they first saw me. every time i laughed or cried or glanced their way, all they could think about was how i am clearly a girl.
they twinge at the idea of me starting T when i talk about how much id like to do so. they change topic when i talk about trying to dress more masculine, how being feminine is nice sometimes, but i really want to look like a boy. and they just can’t understand it because i so clearly am a girl. something about my vibe, my presence, is different than every other trans man they’ve known.
ive been made their target and now they need to fix me.