Pirates Daughter

we are all just sitting in our own little bedrooms all across the world with our headphones in listening to our little songs aren’t we

I wanna be loved like a favorite library book. I wanna be gone to again and again. I wanna be admired and adored like a thumb running across the taped up spine of a beloved book. I want to be solace and comfort for those gentle few who need me but never keep me for themselves. I want to be unowned but never unloved, shared like a secret, dated like the slip taped to the front cover, and checked out by those who desire more of me. I wanna be under your arm and in your bed and gone and back again. Return me because you loved me. Return to me for the same reason. 

This made me cry because I long for this so badly.