How can nature be so beautiful?

Isn’t it funny how many hours we spend in our rooms or in the library just to pass this tests. Not only just to pass, but to get good grades. Have you ever find yourself sitting there after hours and hours of desperately learning some stupid stuff by heart which you’re not even interested in? But you still keep going the other day and start asking yourself more and more why you are doing this? Is it really worth all the hours, days, months? Isn’t there something else you really want to do, something that sparks a fire in you? Maybe something you are afraid to go after because it isn’t the usual stuff people in their mid 20s should do, should study? Because it won’t bring you the salary you are suppose to earn. Or do you don’t even know WHAT you want to do in your life, how you want to make that money so you can at least afford a nice home. So you just keep on spending all your youth with studying for something you actually don’t want to get up for in the next 40 years of your working life and you find yourself every hour on social media watching some nice stories of beautiful faces travelling the world in beautiful places to escape this trap you are in and to just imagine yourself being them, enjoying dinner with a nice guy at a nice place with no worries at all. yeah, I feel that.