a selectively run, LOW activity mutimuse rp blog. featuring TELEVISION CHARACTERS FROM SHOWS LIKE THE X-FILES, LOST & ER but mainly focuses on developing a versatile, HEAVILY headcanon based & canon divergent portrayal of TARA KNOWLES from FX’s SONS OF ANARCHY.
01. carrd 02. about tara 03. promo 04. writing med rp resource post 05. interest tracker / permanent SC + meme 📞 006. memes(always accepting no matter how long ago) 007. icon border / psd
HIGHEST MUSE: TARA KNOWLES , BARAN AL-HASHIMI, CASSIE MCKAY.
— written & watched over by violet / vi . 24 , white , bisexual she/they. 10+ yrs tumblr rp experience. 21+ ONLY PLEASE! MDNI!! EST TIME ZONE.
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due to many of the subject matters of the things that will be portrayed on this blog, please be aware there will be many triggers!! specifically medical gore (not visual), descriptions of medical procedures, intimate partner abuse, pregnancy/loss, and suicid/al ideation/tendencies, etc. please let me know anything you need specifically tagged!! also — i prefer angsty/whump plots so.. that may be present. often. triggers will be tagged either like ‘content /’ or ‘content //’
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#REZEDENT, an independent & canon - divergent portrayal of JOHN CARTER from NBC'S ER. original character & crossover friendly. 21+ only, personals will be blocked. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED, as this blog will contain topics such as addiction, death, terminal illness, medical procedures, etc.
carol sturka is a lot of things. she's creative, she's witty, she's damaged, she's not even trying to take college seriously — the list could (and does) go on & on — but in this moment, the most important thing she is . . . is an incredibly messy drunk. that might be harmless enough, if no one else had to deal with it, but carol happens to really enjoy alcohol, & she has a roommate. she has a roommate who seems to be taking college very seriously, especially in comparison to herself.
she has a roommate with the most stunning auburn hair carol's ever seen, & one of the best smiles, & an incredible laugh.
suffice it to say, carol's fallen & fallen hard. so hard, in fact, that she's actually been making an effort in school lately, in spite of the fact that her bitch of a mother would be so incredibly proud of that fact (& carol goes out of her way to avoid activities that might thrill her mother). dana's made that much of an impact.
the fact that carol's been so damned successful in not saying anything is something of a miracle, especially given her tendency toward what one might consider excessive partying. she hasn't been out partying in a while, actually, because she knows that dana's not the biggest fan of her roommate coming home at ungodly hours (if she comes home at all) & carol is really just so damn smitten.
the lack of actual partying doesn't mean she doesn't still drink, however, because she does. probably more than she should, but it's her life, after all, & even having an enormous crush on her roommate won't stop her from believing firmly in that ideal.
tonight she's, unsurprisingly, been drinking — she'd stopped a while back, but she's had enough that her inhibitions are sufficiently lowered. that could be exactly why she's sitting beside dana on the sofa, her head resting on the other woman's shoulder while she studies for . . . something. that could be exactly why she's feeling so courageous when she opens her mouth.
❝ hey, ❞ carol murmurs, not bothering to lift her head; instead, craning her neck so she can look at dana's face, ❝ can i tell you a secret? ❞
dana scully is made up of a lot of different things — she is sharp, she is interested in the hard realities of life, the facts, the truth. it might be unfair to call her outright un-creative, but she thinks if she wasn’t in medicine, if she wasn’t doing something that called for oh so much from her— she would live a pathetic, useless existence. so, the only answer was to pour her heart and her whole being into her school effort. even when it was enough to feel like killing her.
maybe it made her a bad person — it certainly wasn’t any factor in her continued roommate situation with carol, but her lack of motivation somehow made dana twice as encouraged.
times like this, she would indulge her closely-coveted obsession with the supernatural, the mystic, the strange… she imagined the way carol would talk about her, if she could ever manage to worm her way into being her muse. if she would be a monster, perhaps some kind of vampire.. sappng her life force and using it to motivate her own aims.
god, was she sick? had she swapped their drinks at some point during the evening? worse, carol seemed to be doing more in school lately, to be working much harder than dana really thought she was previously capable of, but tonights lapse in bad habits surprised her none.
she turns to regard carol & though she is usually off-put by her room-mates drunken demeanor, tonight there was something amusing about it. smiling, dana indulges her, only having to feign a small surprise, “what’s your secret tonight?” just as quick, her eyes return to her book and she jots a few notes down idly.
※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.
• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine.
• How are you? Wait, did I ask that already?
• I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that.
• Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that.
• You're not alone in this. You know that, right?
• We're family. That's what we do. We show up.
• Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now.
• Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again.
• Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you?
• So, what's next for us?
• I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave.
• It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay.
• Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone.
• I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway.
• [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you.
• I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here.
• You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that?
• I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here.
• Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you.
• You don't owe me anything. This is what family does
• Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help.
• I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today.
• You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept?
• I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember?
• We've been through worse. We'll get through this too.
• You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me.
• I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you.
• Come on. Let's get you home.
• You matter to me. More than you know.
• I've got your back. Always have, always will.
• You're shaking. Here, take my jacket.
• I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared.
• You did good today. Really good.
• I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough.
• Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving.
• You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance.
• I'll stay up with you. I don't mind.
• You're safe here. I promise.
• Tell me what you need. Anything.
• You don't have to pretend with me.
• I trust you. Completely.
• You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this.
• I'd do anything for you. You know that, right?
• You're not too much. You're never too much.
• This is your home now. For as long as you want it.
• I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now.
• You make me want to be better. A better person.
• I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day.
• You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.
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˚₊‧꒰ა 🐬 💿 🌊 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> HER VOICE IS CALM .. as her arms raise above her head without question. the dress slipped over her ; before it was tossed somewhere in the corner of her room .. leaving ellie in nothing but her underwear. shivering slightly. it had been rainy in oceanside for the last couple of days. ❝ tara .. ❞ ellie spoke - voice barely above a whisper as the other woman's hands moved over her body. checking for any injuries. ❝ tara .. ❞ ellie continued. her arms moved , falling back down between them - hands coming to hold onto either side of tara's face .. pulling her back up. ❝ i'm okay. ❞ she continued. ❝ i wasn't hurt. ❞ maybe she'll have a couple of bruises in the morning but nothing ellie hasn't dealt with before.
˚₊‧꒰ა 🐬 💿 🌊 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> @pinnedwings 🏝️ asked ❝ 「 HELP 」 : for sender to help receiver undress ❞
tara moves in a frenzy, the way she examines every inch of the woman's skin she could see was nothing short of frantic. "no," she insists, her tone begging ellie to deny her further, and hurriedly touching and palpating every area she could, “you could be hurt somewhere you can’t see…” you don’t understand, she wanted to say. she crowds her to the edge of her mattress, easing her to sit down, lie back. “just let me look, okay?” the worst worry is that she’s bleeding internally, but it all depends on how well tara examines her right now. it had been too long since she’d had to do this on the fly, with this much concerned urgency. she is trying her best to conceal just how wrecked she is by the weight of her concerns.
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Below are a series of sentence starters that vary in levels of toxicity. Level one being the least toxic, all the way to level three being the most. (TW: Abuse)
Level One
❛ I should walk away from you, but we both know I won’t. ❜
❛ Be angry if you want, just don’t be gone. ❜
❛ Oh, now you want my attention? Funny how that works. ❜
❛ If you didn’t want me to assume things, you shouldn’t act so damn suspicious. ❜
❛ If loving you ruins me, then so be it. I was halfway ruined before you anyway. ❜
❛ Every time you leave, I lose my mind a little more. ❜
❛ If loving you is a mistake, I’ll make it again and again. ❜
❛ I’d rather fight with you every day than feel nothing with anyone else. ❜
❛ I’m not jealous, I just don’t trust your taste in people. ❜
❛ You always say you’re ‘busy,’ but somehow you’re never too busy for everyone else. ❜
❛ You see the monster in me and still keep coming back. Why? ❜
❛ You’re the only thing that makes me feel anything. That’s the problem. ❜
❛ You think anyone else will love the worst parts of you like I do? ❜
❛ You say I’m too much, yet you’re still here. Interesting. ❜
❛ Don’t get offended. I’m just being honest—something you should try sometime. ❜
❛ Pretend all you want, I know exactly which buttons to push. ❜
❛ Don’t act like you’re innocent. You knew exactly what you were doing when you let me in. ❜
❛ I want all of you. Even the parts you only show when you’re at your lowest. ❜
❛ You don’t need to love me perfectly. Just let me be the one you fall apart with. ❜
❛ You wouldn’t last a day without me keeping you from screwing everything up. ❜
❛ Don’t play innocent. You know exactly what effect you have on me. ❜
❛ You want honesty? Fine. You’re my weakness and my favorite obsession. ❜
❛ I don’t need to control you. You already bend the second I raise my voice.❜
Level Two
❛ Tell me who that was. And don’t lie, your face gives everything away. ❜
❛ I don’t like sharing. You know that. So why keep testing me? ❜
❛ You always say I’m obsessive, but you never tell me to stop. ❜
❛ Tell me you’re mine. I don’t care if you mean it. ❜
❛ I’ve memorized every version of you. Don’t insult me by pretending you’ve changed. ❜
❛ If you actually didn’t care, you wouldn’t react every time I walk into the room. ❜
❛ If you’re going to leave, do it now, before I start begging. ❜
❛ You don’t have to love me... you just have to stay where I can reach you. ❜
❛ Don’t walk away from me. You know you belong right here. ❜
❛ Don’t lie. You like it when I chase you. ❜
❛ Tell me you hate me. At least it’s honest. At least it’s attention. ❜
❛ You don’t get to shut me out. Not anymore. ❜
❛ I don’t need your forgiveness… I just need you. ❜
❛ Hurt me, break me, just don’t replace me. ❜
❛ Don’t pretend it wasn’t deliberate. Everything you do is always deliberate with me.❜
❛ I don’t need everyone to like you. Just me. Only me. ❜
❛ This is honesty. I'm the only one that's ever honest with you. Maybe you should appreciate it sometime instead of complaining. ❜
❛ Don’t pretend you’re scared of me. You’ve stayed too long for that. ❜
❛ If you walk out that door, don’t expect me to recover from it. ❜
❛ If loving you destroys me, I hope it’s slow. I want to feel every second of it. ❜
❛ Say you don’t want me. Go on. You won’t, and we both know it.❜
Level Three
❛ I’d burn down the whole world if it meant you’d look at me the same way again. ❜
❛ You can’t fix me, but I won’t let you leave either. ❜
❛ If you leave, I won’t sleep. I’ll just sit here and wait for you to come back. ❜
❛ I don’t want a healthy love. I want you. ❜
❛ You dragged me into the dark with you. Don’t you dare try to leave me in it alone. ❜
❛ Go ahead, run. I’ll catch you like I always do. ❜
❛ You think I’m addicted to you? I am. Happy now?❜
❛ You’re the only thing in my head. It’s terrifying and I hate that I don’t want it to stop. ❜
❛ I don’t want your apology. I want your loyalty. ❜
❛ You don’t get it. I’m not asking you to stay. I’m telling you I’m not losing you. ❜
❛ I’d kill the parts of myself you hate if it meant you’d stay. ❜
❛ I don’t want the world. I just want the version of you that only I get to see. ❜
❛ Stop pretending you don’t crave this as much as I do. You’re terrible at lying to me. ❜
❛ You ruined me the moment I met you, and I’ve been craving the damage ever since. ❜
❛ You keep trying to push me away, but I always find my way back to you. Always. ❜
❛ I don’t care if you’re bad for me. I’m worse, and I still choose you. ❜
❛ I don’t want a future unless it’s chained to you in some way.❜
❛ I know I’m too much for you but that never stopped you from coming back.❜
❛ Don’t make me jealous. You know how I get. ❜
❛ Every version of you belongs to me—the broken one, the angry one, the one who pretends not to care. ❜
❛ You think I’m dangerous now? You should see what I look like when someone threatens you. ❜
❛ Tell me the truth: do I terrify you, or do I thrill you? ❜
