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Expectation: I'm going to read these books and do all these chores and start a big project and organize everything-

I chose to stop using tumblr because I didn't need it. It was just something I used to scroll mindlessly through but there's always so much going on that it didn't give me mindless satisfaction I wanted. I've been using the explore tag on insta for that.

However now I need an outlet where no one really knows me. Since tumblr is mostly unpopular, as far as I know, to people who I personally know, I decided to come back.

Reason being is I need a place where I can track myself and where no one I know can see. And if they do, we'll at least I won't know.

Anyway, so here's the deal. I have a set of goals for 2018, the major one being I need to help my arthritis. I seriously don't wanna go back to injections. I also can't really find a doctor on my insurance plan. Sooooo we're going to once again try some things.

2017 I did a whole bunch of diets and tracking calories, which got me to lose some weight and keep it off, but not enough to benefit me.

So by the end of 2018, I'd like to lose 65 pounds. 65 pounds won't put be at the weight I'm supposed to be, but it will put me at a weight where I'll at least be the healthy I'm supposed to be.