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I really enjoy blood and medicalcore both of which are my biggest interest; It's one of the main reasons I'm interested in becoming a forensic scientist~ I'm also interested in a ton of other things.

I struggle with minor depression and am a very avoidant person so I'm sorry if I push you away ♡ I don't hate you I promise! I'm a bit crazy and a little bipolar, I say terrible things I don't really mean.. ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

I also self harm and some posts may be about it~ it's not an addiction I can stop whenever I want. Totally..

My biggest inspo besides Lana is Harley Quinn! I have been obsessed with her since I was 5, mostly because she reminds me of my mommy but also because I relate to her a lot ♡

anyway more of the things I like or do or uhh just find kewt are unicorns, bunnies, blood, being babied, dominant people, bites, scars, hospitals. I like being sick and getting hurt even if it makes me sad. I write poetry in my free time. I'm also a pervert but it's okay because I'm a girl.

Is this a safe space to say I'm lwk not a real person, in the sense that my personality isn't who I really am. 😢 I just take the way other people act and try to be like them and in the end I hate them for it when it's actually my fault. I do all these terrible things to them when I don't mean it and I ruin everything.

Idk maybe I need to actually learn how to truly be myself instead of this persona i do. People think I'm this really happy person all the time and I love everyone but in reality I do have problems but I'm too scared to show it ?

Idk if it makes sense, but what I'm trying to get at is that with different people I'm a different person completely just for them, and I hate them for it but it's my fault because I'm a people pleasing evil btch.

I don't hate anyone I js know that they hate me for what I did and I'm too scared to apologize so I just pretend like I do.