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People are scared of stress. So in short, even above not suspecting, above believing, people don’t want to doubt. In the world that we are living in, in that scope, we want to believe that it is trustworthy and safe enough. We want to be safe. And so, if you don’t want to fall into the psychology of “Doubt leads to doubt”, then you should believe. “If I doubt, I’d rather be tricked” – many people think in such a weird and stupid way like that. To the ones like me, this society is a place where it cannot be easier to make a living. No, it’s not a problem about society or system, but humans. The story about humans. Because, believing in others, believing in theories, and believing in demons or abnormal things – that is the nature of humans. No matter how this world may change, humans will remain unchanged. Humans are humans. They don’t change, and cannot be changed.

But then, becoming happy isn’t the primary objective why humans live. It doesn’t matter if she’s happy or not as long as she can become what she wants to be. In any case, if she keeps on living, maybe something good will happen in due time.

Just like how love isn’t always requited, hating someone doesn’t mean they’ll hate you in turn. Sometimes, they won’t even let you hate them in peace. People aren’t comic book characters, you know. No human is made completely of malice. Nobody is evil through and through. No character looks the same from all angles, and hell, no character stays consistent at all times. You seem to take pride in your running, but it’s not like you run all the time, right? You also walk and sleep. The same goes for me. I love money, but I can also spend it. And I can be nice to people even when I’m not particularly attached to them.