BBD SHIFT #3 SPOILERS‼️
final assessment: i hate him (sm) but i really, really like him (kill me)
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– the fact that he's an avoidant, yet he cares so much, just tries sooo hard to pretend he doesn't (to protect/don't expose himself and don't show vulnerability)
– i hate him, he pisses me off so much. but he has gotten under my skin and now this mf won't leave.
– i genuinely never believed i could like a character like him, bc he is literally the embodiment of everything hate about men, and yet here i am.
– his character just did something to me idk... he's not just an annoying dude with stupid (funny) jokes and a big mouth who never shuts up. he feels so human - very flawed, yes - and i think that's what got me, bc even tho he says and does a lot of bs that makes me think i will finally start to actually hate him, then he does/says something that makes me realize he's not actually ill intended; bc he cares, he tries, he feels - he's not a mean person, he just has a lot of disregard for lots of things
– he's self-destructive, he's hurt, he's self-aware of himself but not of the weight of the things he says
– when i find a character interesting, i simply can not forget about them nor get tired of them, and that's my problem with him - he won't GET OUT OF MY HEAD
