NOT HER

❝ you’re killing yourself, steven. all i asked where our phone was via text & you betrayed me. ❞

❝ what have you done          why am i here ? let me go. ❞

you can’t help but smile   :   happy that she called you a real person. you then hugged her, laughing. you haven’t felt this happy in a while                     or at all, really.

something you wanted to do ?        you breathed   :    you not wanting to do something in a while. you can’t even remember the last time you thought about anything happy. ❝ something i want . .           ? but . . i’m not supposed you want anything. i’m not even a real person. ❞

❝         no. find someone else to do it because i’m not. i refuse. ❞   you growl    :    angry at the other for suggesting something so foolish. you knew that she was gonna hurt herself & whoever else.

❝        we’re going to hurt ourselves. i suggest that we not. ❞