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Sooo anyone remember that preview for the Donut Hole song I posted, and then literally didn’t hear anything else from it? Yeah, sorry about that ^^; I kinda–left it alone, and I don’t plan on finishing it (my style has WAY changed more since this) but here’s the minute I completed anyway.

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“As for your age… Are you asking how old you look like or how old I think you are? Because you seem to be young but I have a feeling that your look doesn’t tell your age… I know this… I have the same problem.” He leaned back and supported himself with his hand.

“41 years ago, I was told that I was cursed to die before I would turn 18. It happens when one person dies, and the next second, a child is born… Born to bare the curse… This…” She moves her eyes up to her hair… She sees the strange ombre pattern that resembles a autum leaf and touches her hair to prove that it was real…“This is my curse to bare…”

Willow couldn’t really cry anymore… She spent so many nights crying that there was no point in it later on…

“It sounds made up… Believe me. I thought it was, too… But every word is true… In the same month, 5 cars almost hit me. That was a hard year to get through… But…” She smiles. “I wasn’t alone… I had someone who promised to protect me… Pete!!!!” Willow began to smile even more now that she thinks of Peter. But soon looses her big smile and replaces it with shear despair… “he’s gone now… He gave up everything so I could live… Im all alone now….”

She thought she couldn’t cry anymore, but she was wrong… Her thoughts of him… Someone who she could say that she had feelings for, plagued her mind…

Tears started to slowly fall from her eyes. “ The man in blue… He did this… He made the curse, he cursed me with eternal life, and… And!!! He took Peter away!!!” the sadness soon turned to rage, but she calmed herself immediately…

“I’m sorry for what happened… But do you think violence is the best way to solve this?” He stood up and walked away a little bit. “I know you are angry… I was angry lots of times too… and I can understand that you want to get back your life… But trust me when I say we are really similar…”

He pulled out his necklace and looked down at it. These feelings that Willow went through were the feelings that he experienced too. Though it wasn’t 41 years for him to calm his rage. It was around 2-3 years. And Willow still didn’t calm down from her loss.

“I envy you… You are so determined to find your friend… I gave up on finding my universe because I’m afraid of the reason I’m alone now. But you see… I started to live to the future and not the past… Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to tell you to do the same.”

He looked back at her putting his necklace back under the sweater. His expression was serious and his eyes were shining with confidence.

“I-I didn’t” she looked down to her lap and placed one hand over her eye to hide her tears that were slowly coming out…”He would hate me! He would hate me so much!!!” tears started falling out more and more after that…

even though she listened to all of free’s words, her thoughts came back to Pete…  She thought of how they met, how she fell for this man… They promised to be together once they grew up… she remember their first kiss and how she was so much more determined to live after that…

She remembers holding him in her arms as he said “I love you” and closed his eyes forever…

the last thing she could think of was how ashamed he would be if she did something horrible… Without realizing it, she has already become as worse as the man in blue…

how could she let this change who she is?.. She used to be full of this love for everyone… until pete died. then she became full rage and depression… I guess alot has changed in the pass 41 years… She used to be this strong person who could brush off all these feelings whenever they started to poke around… She could always find the limelight of everything…but now she cries in front of a complete stranger…

“I’m so sorry Pete! im sorry….” she continued crying for a long time after that…

“Shhh… I think he would understand your reaction.”

*He started to stroke her back, while she was still in his embrace, as to comfort her a little. He didn’t really know what to say anymore. It was kind of his fault that she was crying like this so he felt really guilty.*

“No!! That’s not it at all!!!” She left his embrace and stood back up. Instead of turning away from him in order to hide her face, she looked him strait in his eyes…

“You’ve done something that no ones done before… You got some sense into my thick skull…” Eyes still red and her nose a little runny (hopefully free didn’t notice) she looked at him with a small smile… 

“I need you to understand… There’s not much for Pete to understand anymore… He’s gone… And not the “I’ll be back later” gone… The… “Gone” gone… Hes not coming back… And the anger I felt must have taken over me…But not anymore… All this anger that I felt for the man in blue was for Pete… I think I forgot who Pete actually was. 41 years and I’ve forgotten his personality… His face… “

She moved hers eyes down from him, but still smiling towards him…

“I-I did nothing… I just said what I think…” *He looked back at the gound with a slightly blushed face. As she was talking about how she felt angry about Pete’s loss and how she feels now his blushing slowly disappeared.*

“I didn’t save you from anything. I just said what seemed to be obvious for me.” He said once again. “You know I was angry too when I didn’t have my memories and I was left all alone in that universe. But I never thought about hurting others. I… Might have made some mountains vanish though…” *He skretched his head and laughed nervously.* “But only in empty lifeless AUs…”

When he stopped talking he looked at her once again. He wanted to say something but he just smiled and shook his head. Slowly reaching out for her shoulder, he pat her then offered a handkerchief to her.

“No, I don’t need water, but thank you…”

She was quiet for another long amount of time. but soon spoke again…

“Well… It doesn’t really matter if you said anything or not… You Were at least here for me… I met people who all leave sooner or later… It usually is… well….Death…Maybe I need a friend who understands what immortality is… “

she decides to sit down on her knees. She remembers the barrett that free gave to her and she touches it. she closes her eyes, scared of what he might do once he finds out…

“To be honest I… First I thought you just want to talk to me… You know… Become friends and stuff… But then you started to think about the immortal man in blue… If you thought that I was him…” He looked away again.

“I’m glad that I was wrong….” She smiled back to him… Hopefully she could calm his nerves by telling him this… “I’m glad… That you chose to be my friend….”

“I did come to you because I heard something about a man who lives in seclusion. I thought it had to be you when I was told that you couldn’t die. The blue apparel sold it for me… But… The second I saw your face…”

Willow thought back to the man in blue… People tell her that he has death in his eyes… He is a true sadist….

He looked at her again and smiled. “I’m happy to hear that… You know… I’ve tried to stay as hidden as possible while I was searching for ways to save dying universes. It’s… Kind of… Lonely like that… But nowadays I get more and more friends. I would be happy if you would be my friend too…”

"...And Free? I have to say something that maybe would maybe make you feel better..."

She saw free looking back at her as she talked. Thus she continued.

"When I was really little and my parents died, my uncle was given custody of me. He was seriously young too, being only 21 when I came to live with him. He struggled to make ends meet. He had to shut himself off from his friends, co-workers, and girls just so he could give me 100% of his attention. I used to feel so guilty and wanted to apologize... When I did, he told me something that stuck with me for a long time. He said "Willow, a home is the place you love. A house is a place to give shelter." because I was little, I still didn't understand. But Now I do... Me have up his friends because they were not his home. He didn't love them and it was the same for them... A place you can sleep is where your house is... A place where you can see the people you love is home. So the friends you have will never let you loose your home." She saw Free stare back at her and she thought that he was confused.

“As for your age… Are you asking how old you look like or how old I think you are? Because you seem to be young but I have a feeling that your look doesn’t tell your age… I know this… I have the same problem.” He leaned back and supported himself with his hand.

“41 years ago, I was told that I was cursed to die before I would turn 18. It happens when one person dies, and the next second, a child is born… Born to bare the curse… This…” She moves her eyes up to her hair… She sees the strange ombre pattern that resembles a autum leaf and touches her hair to prove that it was real…“This is my curse to bare…”

Willow couldn’t really cry anymore… She spent so many nights crying that there was no point in it later on…

“It sounds made up… Believe me. I thought it was, too… But every word is true… In the same month, 5 cars almost hit me. That was a hard year to get through… But…” She smiles. “I wasn’t alone… I had someone who promised to protect me… Pete!!!!” Willow began to smile even more now that she thinks of Peter. But soon looses her big smile and replaces it with shear despair… “he’s gone now… He gave up everything so I could live… Im all alone now….”

She thought she couldn’t cry anymore, but she was wrong… Her thoughts of him… Someone who she could say that she had feelings for, plagued her mind…

Tears started to slowly fall from her eyes. “ The man in blue… He did this… He made the curse, he cursed me with eternal life, and… And!!! He took Peter away!!!” the sadness soon turned to rage, but she calmed herself immediately…

“I’m sorry for what happened… But do you think violence is the best way to solve this?” He stood up and walked away a little bit. “I know you are angry… I was angry lots of times too… and I can understand that you want to get back your life… But trust me when I say we are really similar…”

He pulled out his necklace and looked down at it. These feelings that Willow went through were the feelings that he experienced too. Though it wasn’t 41 years for him to calm his rage. It was around 2-3 years. And Willow still didn’t calm down from her loss.

“I envy you… You are so determined to find your friend… I gave up on finding my universe because I’m afraid of the reason I’m alone now. But you see… I started to live to the future and not the past… Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to tell you to do the same.”

He looked back at her putting his necklace back under the sweater. His expression was serious and his eyes were shining with confidence.

“I-I didn’t” she looked down to her lap and placed one hand over her eye to hide her tears that were slowly coming out…”He would hate me! He would hate me so much!!!” tears started falling out more and more after that…

even though she listened to all of free’s words, her thoughts came back to Pete…  She thought of how they met, how she fell for this man… They promised to be together once they grew up… she remember their first kiss and how she was so much more determined to live after that…

She remembers holding him in her arms as he said “I love you” and closed his eyes forever…

the last thing she could think of was how ashamed he would be if she did something horrible… Without realizing it, she has already become as worse as the man in blue…

how could she let this change who she is?.. She used to be full of this love for everyone… until pete died. then she became full rage and depression… I guess alot has changed in the pass 41 years… She used to be this strong person who could brush off all these feelings whenever they started to poke around… She could always find the limelight of everything…but now she cries in front of a complete stranger…

“I’m so sorry Pete! im sorry….” she continued crying for a long time after that…

“Shhh… I think he would understand your reaction.”

*He started to stroke her back, while she was still in his embrace, as to comfort her a little. He didn’t really know what to say anymore. It was kind of his fault that she was crying like this so he felt really guilty.*

“No!! That’s not it at all!!!” She left his embrace and stood back up. Instead of turning away from him in order to hide her face, she looked him strait in his eyes…

“You’ve done something that no ones done before… You got some sense into my thick skull…” Eyes still red and her nose a little runny (hopefully free didn’t notice) she looked at him with a small smile… 

“I need you to understand… There’s not much for Pete to understand anymore… He’s gone… And not the “I’ll be back later” gone… The… “Gone” gone… Hes not coming back… And the anger I felt must have taken over me…But not anymore… All this anger that I felt for the man in blue was for Pete… I think I forgot who Pete actually was. 41 years and I’ve forgotten his personality… His face… “

She moved hers eyes down from him, but still smiling towards him…

“I-I did nothing… I just said what I think…” *He looked back at the gound with a slightly blushed face. As she was talking about how she felt angry about Pete’s loss and how she feels now his blushing slowly disappeared.*

“I didn’t save you from anything. I just said what seemed to be obvious for me.” He said once again. “You know I was angry too when I didn’t have my memories and I was left all alone in that universe. But I never thought about hurting others. I… Might have made some mountains vanish though…” *He skretched his head and laughed nervously.* “But only in empty lifeless AUs…”

When he stopped talking he looked at her once again. He wanted to say something but he just smiled and shook his head. Slowly reaching out for her shoulder, he pat her then offered a handkerchief to her.

“No, I don’t need water, but thank you…”

She was quiet for another long amount of time. but soon spoke again…

“Well… It doesn’t really matter if you said anything or not… You Were at least here for me… I met people who all leave sooner or later… It usually is… well….Death…Maybe I need a friend who understands what immortality is… “

she decides to sit down on her knees. She remembers the barrett that free gave to her and she touches it. she closes her eyes, scared of what he might do once he finds out…

“To be honest I… First I thought you just want to talk to me… You know… Become friends and stuff… But then you started to think about the immortal man in blue… If you thought that I was him…” He looked away again.

“I’m glad that I was wrong….” She smiled back to him… Hopefully she could calm his nerves by telling him this… “I’m glad… That you chose to be my friend….”

“I did come to you because I heard something about a man who lives in seclusion. I thought it had to be you when I was told that you couldn’t die. The blue apparel sold it for me… But… The second I saw your face…”

Willow thought back to the man in blue… People tell her that he has death in his eyes… He is a true sadist….

He looked at her again and smiled. “I’m happy to hear that… You know… I’ve tried to stay as hidden as possible while I was searching for ways to save dying universes. It’s… Kind of… Lonely like that… But nowadays I get more and more friends. I would be happy if you would be my friend too…”

“As for your age… Are you asking how old you look like or how old I think you are? Because you seem to be young but I have a feeling that your look doesn’t tell your age… I know this… I have the same problem.” He leaned back and supported himself with his hand.

“41 years ago, I was told that I was cursed to die before I would turn 18. It happens when one person dies, and the next second, a child is born… Born to bare the curse… This…” She moves her eyes up to her hair… She sees the strange ombre pattern that resembles a autum leaf and touches her hair to prove that it was real…“This is my curse to bare…”

Willow couldn’t really cry anymore… She spent so many nights crying that there was no point in it later on…

“It sounds made up… Believe me. I thought it was, too… But every word is true… In the same month, 5 cars almost hit me. That was a hard year to get through… But…” She smiles. “I wasn’t alone… I had someone who promised to protect me… Pete!!!!” Willow began to smile even more now that she thinks of Peter. But soon looses her big smile and replaces it with shear despair… “he’s gone now… He gave up everything so I could live… Im all alone now….”

She thought she couldn’t cry anymore, but she was wrong… Her thoughts of him… Someone who she could say that she had feelings for, plagued her mind…

Tears started to slowly fall from her eyes. “ The man in blue… He did this… He made the curse, he cursed me with eternal life, and… And!!! He took Peter away!!!” the sadness soon turned to rage, but she calmed herself immediately…

“I’m sorry for what happened… But do you think violence is the best way to solve this?” He stood up and walked away a little bit. “I know you are angry… I was angry lots of times too… and I can understand that you want to get back your life… But trust me when I say we are really similar…”

He pulled out his necklace and looked down at it. These feelings that Willow went through were the feelings that he experienced too. Though it wasn’t 41 years for him to calm his rage. It was around 2-3 years. And Willow still didn’t calm down from her loss.

“I envy you… You are so determined to find your friend… I gave up on finding my universe because I’m afraid of the reason I’m alone now. But you see… I started to live to the future and not the past… Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to tell you to do the same.”

He looked back at her putting his necklace back under the sweater. His expression was serious and his eyes were shining with confidence.

“I-I didn’t” she looked down to her lap and placed one hand over her eye to hide her tears that were slowly coming out…”He would hate me! He would hate me so much!!!” tears started falling out more and more after that…

even though she listened to all of free’s words, her thoughts came back to Pete…  She thought of how they met, how she fell for this man… They promised to be together once they grew up… she remember their first kiss and how she was so much more determined to live after that…

She remembers holding him in her arms as he said “I love you” and closed his eyes forever…

the last thing she could think of was how ashamed he would be if she did something horrible… Without realizing it, she has already become as worse as the man in blue…

how could she let this change who she is?.. She used to be full of this love for everyone… until pete died. then she became full rage and depression… I guess alot has changed in the pass 41 years… She used to be this strong person who could brush off all these feelings whenever they started to poke around… She could always find the limelight of everything…but now she cries in front of a complete stranger…

“I’m so sorry Pete! im sorry….” she continued crying for a long time after that…

“Shhh… I think he would understand your reaction.”

*He started to stroke her back, while she was still in his embrace, as to comfort her a little. He didn’t really know what to say anymore. It was kind of his fault that she was crying like this so he felt really guilty.*

“No!! That’s not it at all!!!” She left his embrace and stood back up. Instead of turning away from him in order to hide her face, she looked him strait in his eyes…

“You’ve done something that no ones done before… You got some sense into my thick skull…” Eyes still red and her nose a little runny (hopefully free didn’t notice) she looked at him with a small smile… 

“I need you to understand… There’s not much for Pete to understand anymore… He’s gone… And not the “I’ll be back later” gone… The… “Gone” gone… Hes not coming back… And the anger I felt must have taken over me…But not anymore… All this anger that I felt for the man in blue was for Pete… I think I forgot who Pete actually was. 41 years and I’ve forgotten his personality… His face… “

She moved hers eyes down from him, but still smiling towards him…

“I-I did nothing… I just said what I think…” *He looked back at the gound with a slightly blushed face. As she was talking about how she felt angry about Pete’s loss and how she feels now his blushing slowly disappeared.*

“I didn’t save you from anything. I just said what seemed to be obvious for me.” He said once again. “You know I was angry too when I didn’t have my memories and I was left all alone in that universe. But I never thought about hurting others. I… Might have made some mountains vanish though…” *He skretched his head and laughed nervously.* “But only in empty lifeless AUs…”

When he stopped talking he looked at her once again. He wanted to say something but he just smiled and shook his head. Slowly reaching out for her shoulder, he pat her then offered a handkerchief to her.

“No, I don’t need water, but thank you…”

She was quiet for another long amount of time. but soon spoke again…

“Well… It doesn’t really matter if you said anything or not… You Were at least here for me… I met people who all leave sooner or later… It usually is… well….Death…Maybe I need a friend who understands what immortality is… “

she decides to sit down on her knees. She remembers the barrett that free gave to her and she touches it. she closes her eyes, scared of what he might do once he finds out…

“To be honest I… First I thought you just want to talk to me… You know… Become friends and stuff… But then you started to think about the immortal man in blue… If you thought that I was him…” He looked away again.

“I’m glad that I was wrong….” She smiled back to him… Hopefully she could calm his nerves by telling him this… “I’m glad… That you chose to be my friend….”

“I did come to you because I heard something about a man who lives in seclusion. I thought it had to be you when I was told that you couldn’t die. The blue apparel sold it for me… But… The second I saw your face…”

Willow thought back to the man in blue… People tell her that he has death in his eyes… He is a true sadist….

“As for your age… Are you asking how old you look like or how old I think you are? Because you seem to be young but I have a feeling that your look doesn’t tell your age… I know this… I have the same problem.” He leaned back and supported himself with his hand.

“41 years ago, I was told that I was cursed to die before I would turn 18. It happens when one person dies, and the next second, a child is born… Born to bare the curse… This…” She moves her eyes up to her hair… She sees the strange ombre pattern that resembles a autum leaf and touches her hair to prove that it was real…“This is my curse to bare…”

Willow couldn’t really cry anymore… She spent so many nights crying that there was no point in it later on…

“It sounds made up… Believe me. I thought it was, too… But every word is true… In the same month, 5 cars almost hit me. That was a hard year to get through… But…” She smiles. “I wasn’t alone… I had someone who promised to protect me… Pete!!!!” Willow began to smile even more now that she thinks of Peter. But soon looses her big smile and replaces it with shear despair… “he’s gone now… He gave up everything so I could live… Im all alone now….”

She thought she couldn’t cry anymore, but she was wrong… Her thoughts of him… Someone who she could say that she had feelings for, plagued her mind…

Tears started to slowly fall from her eyes. “ The man in blue… He did this… He made the curse, he cursed me with eternal life, and… And!!! He took Peter away!!!” the sadness soon turned to rage, but she calmed herself immediately…

“I’m sorry for what happened… But do you think violence is the best way to solve this?” He stood up and walked away a little bit. “I know you are angry… I was angry lots of times too… and I can understand that you want to get back your life… But trust me when I say we are really similar…”

He pulled out his necklace and looked down at it. These feelings that Willow went through were the feelings that he experienced too. Though it wasn’t 41 years for him to calm his rage. It was around 2-3 years. And Willow still didn’t calm down from her loss.

“I envy you… You are so determined to find your friend… I gave up on finding my universe because I’m afraid of the reason I’m alone now. But you see… I started to live to the future and not the past… Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to tell you to do the same.”

He looked back at her putting his necklace back under the sweater. His expression was serious and his eyes were shining with confidence.

“I-I didn’t” she looked down to her lap and placed one hand over her eye to hide her tears that were slowly coming out…”He would hate me! He would hate me so much!!!” tears started falling out more and more after that…

even though she listened to all of free’s words, her thoughts came back to Pete…  She thought of how they met, how she fell for this man… They promised to be together once they grew up… she remember their first kiss and how she was so much more determined to live after that…

She remembers holding him in her arms as he said “I love you” and closed his eyes forever…

the last thing she could think of was how ashamed he would be if she did something horrible… Without realizing it, she has already become as worse as the man in blue…

how could she let this change who she is?.. She used to be full of this love for everyone… until pete died. then she became full rage and depression… I guess alot has changed in the pass 41 years… She used to be this strong person who could brush off all these feelings whenever they started to poke around… She could always find the limelight of everything…but now she cries in front of a complete stranger…

“I’m so sorry Pete! im sorry….” she continued crying for a long time after that…

“Shhh… I think he would understand your reaction.”

*He started to stroke her back, while she was still in his embrace, as to comfort her a little. He didn’t really know what to say anymore. It was kind of his fault that she was crying like this so he felt really guilty.*

“No!! That’s not it at all!!!” She left his embrace and stood back up. Instead of turning away from him in order to hide her face, she looked him strait in his eyes…

“You’ve done something that no ones done before… You got some sense into my thick skull…” Eyes still red and her nose a little runny (hopefully free didn’t notice) she looked at him with a small smile… 

“I need you to understand… There’s not much for Pete to understand anymore… He’s gone… And not the “I’ll be back later” gone… The… “Gone” gone… Hes not coming back… And the anger I felt must have taken over me…But not anymore… All this anger that I felt for the man in blue was for Pete… I think I forgot who Pete actually was. 41 years and I’ve forgotten his personality… His face… “

She moved hers eyes down from him, but still smiling towards him…

“I-I did nothing… I just said what I think…” *He looked back at the gound with a slightly blushed face. As she was talking about how she felt angry about Pete’s loss and how she feels now his blushing slowly disappeared.*

“I didn’t save you from anything. I just said what seemed to be obvious for me.” He said once again. “You know I was angry too when I didn’t have my memories and I was left all alone in that universe. But I never thought about hurting others. I… Might have made some mountains vanish though…” *He skretched his head and laughed nervously.* “But only in empty lifeless AUs…”

When he stopped talking he looked at her once again. He wanted to say something but he just smiled and shook his head. Slowly reaching out for her shoulder, he pat her then offered a handkerchief to her.

“No, I don’t need water, but thank you...”

She was quiet for another long amount of time. but soon spoke again...

“Well... It doesn’t really matter if you said anything or not... You Were at least here for me... I met people who all leave sooner or later... It usually is... well....Death...Maybe I need a friend who understands what immortality is... “

she decides to sit down on her knees. She remembers the barrett that free gave to her and she touches it. she closes her eyes, scared of what he might do once he finds out...

“As for your age… Are you asking how old you look like or how old I think you are? Because you seem to be young but I have a feeling that your look doesn’t tell your age… I know this… I have the same problem.” He leaned back and supported himself with his hand.

“41 years ago, I was told that I was cursed to die before I would turn 18. It happens when one person dies, and the next second, a child is born… Born to bare the curse… This…” She moves her eyes up to her hair… She sees the strange ombre pattern that resembles a autum leaf and touches her hair to prove that it was real…“This is my curse to bare…”

Willow couldn’t really cry anymore… She spent so many nights crying that there was no point in it later on…

“It sounds made up… Believe me. I thought it was, too… But every word is true… In the same month, 5 cars almost hit me. That was a hard year to get through… But…” She smiles. “I wasn’t alone… I had someone who promised to protect me… Pete!!!!” Willow began to smile even more now that she thinks of Peter. But soon looses her big smile and replaces it with shear despair… “he’s gone now… He gave up everything so I could live… Im all alone now….”

She thought she couldn’t cry anymore, but she was wrong… Her thoughts of him… Someone who she could say that she had feelings for, plagued her mind…

Tears started to slowly fall from her eyes. “ The man in blue… He did this… He made the curse, he cursed me with eternal life, and… And!!! He took Peter away!!!” the sadness soon turned to rage, but she calmed herself immediately…

“I’m sorry for what happened… But do you think violence is the best way to solve this?” He stood up and walked away a little bit. “I know you are angry… I was angry lots of times too… and I can understand that you want to get back your life… But trust me when I say we are really similar…”

He pulled out his necklace and looked down at it. These feelings that Willow went through were the feelings that he experienced too. Though it wasn’t 41 years for him to calm his rage. It was around 2-3 years. And Willow still didn’t calm down from her loss.

“I envy you… You are so determined to find your friend… I gave up on finding my universe because I’m afraid of the reason I’m alone now. But you see… I started to live to the future and not the past… Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to tell you to do the same.”

He looked back at her putting his necklace back under the sweater. His expression was serious and his eyes were shining with confidence.

“I-I didn’t” she looked down to her lap and placed one hand over her eye to hide her tears that were slowly coming out…”He would hate me! He would hate me so much!!!” tears started falling out more and more after that…

even though she listened to all of free’s words, her thoughts came back to Pete…  She thought of how they met, how she fell for this man… They promised to be together once they grew up… she remember their first kiss and how she was so much more determined to live after that…

She remembers holding him in her arms as he said “I love you” and closed his eyes forever…

the last thing she could think of was how ashamed he would be if she did something horrible… Without realizing it, she has already become as worse as the man in blue…

how could she let this change who she is?.. She used to be full of this love for everyone… until pete died. then she became full rage and depression… I guess alot has changed in the pass 41 years… She used to be this strong person who could brush off all these feelings whenever they started to poke around… She could always find the limelight of everything…but now she cries in front of a complete stranger…

“I’m so sorry Pete! im sorry….” she continued crying for a long time after that…

“Shhh… I think he would understand your reaction.”

*He started to stroke her back, while she was still in his embrace, as to comfort her a little. He didn’t really know what to say anymore. It was kind of his fault that she was crying like this so he felt really guilty.*

“No!! That’s not it at all!!!” She left his embrace and stood back up. Instead of turning away from him in order to hide her face, she looked him strait in his eyes...

“You’ve done something that no ones done before... You got some sense into my thick skull...” Eyes still red and her nose a little runny (hopefully free didn't notice) she looked at him with a small smile... 

“I need you to understand... There’s not much for Pete to understand anymore... He’s gone... And not the “I’ll be back later” gone... The... “Gone” gone... Hes not coming back... And the anger I felt must have taken over me...But not anymore... All this anger that I felt for the man in blue was for Pete... I think I forgot who Pete actually was. 41 years and I’ve forgotten his personality... His face... “

She moved hers eyes down from him, but still smiling towards him...