Finally saw it. The whole thing. I cringed so hard. Beginning to end. That’s it. I can no longer pretend it wasn’t me. I slept maybe 5 hours over the 3 days shoot that overran 10 hours to become this...this... ‘Stephen Bong Jo Wee’. The name’s my favourite part. The director said they picked me because I was the most ‘not shy’ on my audition tape & they saw sooo many. I think he was just too polite to say ‘shameless’. LOL. Funny I wasn’t sure I wanted to do it, so I made an excuse & skipped the callback. But then, they called again. THEY CHANGED THE DATE. Sometimes when opportunity knocks, there is no escape. He sneaks up on you in a shaggy wig, straddling a mic stand & knocks you dead. #singtel #singtelad #fussfreefibre #singapore (at Singapore)

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Earlier in the week. At the final frontier. Posing early in the morning by the Smith Machine where & when the light is kindest at the now-defunct Celebrity Fitness at Junction 10 Mall, scheduled to reopen on 1 Nov as Fitness First. The end of an era. (at Celebrity Fitness at Junction 10 Mall)

Post-BODYPUMP™. You know that feeling? Just had a great workout. The body is abuzz with the feel-good stuff. You tingle, like a Twilight vampire sparkles in the sun. There's no pain (for now). The world is beautiful. You haven't eaten a thing so you feel skinny & a little faint. And because you are SO skinny (for now), you KNOW you are a GOOD person, so God willing, somebody out there will want to do unspeakable things to your body & love you despite the holes in your soul. The end.

How about this for #throwbackthursday? Can't remember if this one was Teens or Teenage magazine. One of those. Always skipping school for nonsense like that. Good times.

Crammed 🙇🏻my choreography for RPM74 in one night. Up before the sun this morning to 💃🏻✨lay on the sparkle before class. Where’s that big fat proverbial bird I’m promised? Where? (at Celebrity Fitness at Bukit Timah Plaza)

I think if you want a great actress to put on a dress that you obviously want to try to sell to your clientele of attention-hungry society bitches, YOU PAY. Who cares how much your dress is worth? She couldn't wear it again. You're not a poor film director with a worthy charity project she snubbed. You're big fat money-making Chanel. Chanel doesn't pay? Chanel's cheap! Commercial enterprises need to stop asking for charity. #Repost @theartofshade_ #karllagerfeld #merylstreep after she backed out from wearing a custom #chanel dress to the #oscars this weekend because the fashion house would not pay her to wear it.

Another full class this morning. We were lit AF. How a bunch of people get excited paddling on a bike that goes no where first thing in the morning, in the middle of the week, I will never really know. But it's not our job when we find joy to attack it with questions. We give thanks. Thanks for the sweat, the grunts, the laughter & the little burgeoning friendships! (at Celebrity Fitness at Bukit Timah Plaza)

Overdue for a good scrub And TV in the tub.