kayla 🐈‍⬛

babydaddy!roman x reader

summary:reader needs a break from mothering and roman is being a dick. but you know he can’t stay away from you right?

warnings: mentions of pregnancy, deadbeat(ish), arguing, smut, angst, switch roman, switch reader, unprotected sex, text fic (kinda), a itty bit of stalking if u squint, mirror sex.

-time skip- 10:45pm

you walk into the club with your friend immediately getting hit with a mix of weed and heat scrunching your face "ugh i need a drink its so packed" you speak up grabbing your friends hand and walking to the bar telling the bartender to get two lemon drops on the rocks. taking the drink chugging it down turning your head towards your friend "i have a feeling i just have like a thousand eyes on me" you lean over to say into her ear

"you're fine, you deserve to have fun. fuck roman hes not the boss of you" she responds sipping her drink fixing loose strands of your hair before adding "im gonna make sure you have fun tonight" she smiles at you reassuring you.

you nod asking the bartender for shots waiting a bit to take them, the burn of the tequila feels good down your throat. its been a while since you've gone drinking, ever since you've had your daughter ivy its just been mom mode everyday. not once have you thought about going out nor thought about being away from her for a couple hours.

you shake your head to erase the thoughts in your head taking another shot to loosen up.

little did you know. he was there.

roman had been watching you since you walked in the door smirking to himself as you took shots and talked to your friend, he's just keeping an eye on you, like he knows you're still his.

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you decided to post on your page after countless many shots and dances with your friend. you felt sexy. you felt confident. you finally felt free without any hint of guilt. but you've also felt like you're being watched.

everytime you turn your head to check no one is there. you shrug it off downing your last shot trying to successfully post without hinting you're drunk.

y/narchivess > 1 minute ago

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fuck my babydad.

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you let out a giggle hitting post before looking over at your friend sucking a random dudes face off and you shake your head walking over to tell her you were getting a uber home

she lets go of the random dude to hug you goodbye and "text me when you make it home"

you nod and walk outside the cold air hitting your bare skin immediately but you werent too cold since you had been drinking.

you tap your heels on the ground about to call your uber until you feel a familiar presence step out of the club. it was him. you know those black boots and black shades from a can of paint.

"let me take you home" he speaks up looking down at you

you let out a scoff shaking your head no "fuck you, are you fucking stalking me roman? very classy." you get back onto your phone to call the uber until roman takes your phone putting it in his back pocket

"just fucking let me take you home y/n. i should let your ass stand in the freezing cold for posting that. lucky we have a fucking kid together" he grabs your arm firmly leading you to his car

you stay silent in defeat following him stumbling a bit due to you have too many drinks, you get into the passenger seat hearing him slam the door before getting in the drivers side starting the car

"where is ivy?'' you look over at him and he glances at you "at my moms.'' he says driving off onto the street

you shake your head in disbelief "she's supposed to be with you roman. i knew this would happen''

"what the fuck are you saying?''

"im saying i knew i couldnt trust you, you never actually spend time with her roman. do you know how much that hurts a child that young?''

"look im trying. i-''

"you what? had to keep come keep tabs on me? couldnt handle the pressure? i dont wanna hear that shit roman. just do fucking better"

roman clenches his jaw pulling over on the side of the road unbuckling his seatbelt "what the fuck is your deal, huh? im fucking trying my best to be in her life y/n. why am i always the one to blame? you're out here partying like you dont have a responsibility waiting for you at home. but when i do it its a problem?''

"do you fucking hear yourself roman?! you sound like a FUCKING hypocrite right now its actually insane. fuck you i dont have to explain myself to you. just take me home and shut the fuck up" you look into his eyes seeing them get dark

"you're fucking someone arent you?'' roman looks at you up and down in disgust

"wha-thats not you're fucking business oh my gosh so what if i was?''

"does he make you cum like i do?'' roman gives you a smirk

you scoff shaking your head looking down "fuck you"

"answer me'' he taunts you before putting his hand on your thigh sliding up

"roman..."

"i fucking knew it" he laughs putting his seatbelt back on driving back onto the road

you let out a heavy sigh looking out of the window biting your finger ''im not yours roman why the fuck do you care?'' you say not making eye contact with him

roman shakes his head ignoring you pulling into your driveway turning off his headlights and the car stepping out to open your door

''can i come in?'' he says to you leaning on the car window looking at you

"for what?''

"to get more clothes for ivy'' he lies waiting for your response

"whatever roman" you step out of the car grabbing your shoes you took off a while ago walking to the door to unlock it.

roman walks in after you closing the door and looking around seeing how different it is now that a child is living with you.

barbies scattered in the living room, stick figure pictures hanging on the fridge in kitchen. roman notices an award 'best ballet performance' and raises an eyebrow "when was this?'' he says to you. pointing at it

you turn your head while taking off your earrings "two weeks ago roman i called you about it. she was very upset you missed it, again.''

roman bites his cheek in guilt looking down "im sorry y/n''

''yeah? again. tell that to your child" you roll your eyes sitting your earrings down beginning to walk upstairs and roman follows you

theres a comfortable silence for a while when roman walks to ivy's room to gather more clothes for her stay. you take this time to undress leaving yourself in your matching red piece set taking off your makeup and putting up your hair.

roman walks out of ivy's room and walks into yours watching you walking over to you slowly "you look pretty.'' he says lowly dropping the minnie mouse bag he has for ivy

"thank you roman" you say not looking at him focusing on yourself in the mirror

''come on forgive me y/n. im sorry for not being there for ivy. i feel like a fucking dick. im sorry for putting everything on you'' he says to you slowly dropping to his knees in front of you looking up at you

you shake your head stopping what you were doing to look down at him ''yeah? and are you trying to make it up to me?" you lean down a bit looking into his brown eyes

he nods slowly looking you up and down. you grab him cheeks firmly smirking "who would've known you'd wanna be treated like a fucking bitch" you say rubbing your thumb over his bottom lip

''what are you gonna do to me" he says softly

"im gonna treat you, how you treat me. open your mouth'' you say and he obeys you. you let go of his cheeks to slide two fingers into his mouth

''suck.'' and he does just that looking at your eyes.

you feel yourself getting wetter by the minute by being in control of him finally. you remove your fingers slowly before saying"you want me?'' he nods quickly ''please. ill be good y/n'' you smile ''okay go ahead'' you say and he kisses up your ankles up to your thighs before pulling off your panties with his teeth and you step out of them completely. roman leaves open kisses on your inner thigh once more before taking you in his mouth letting out a whine from how good you taste.

its been so long since hes had his mouth on you. roman closes his eyes and he begins to suck on your clit slowly taking his time with you ''fuck thats it baby.'' you watch him moving hair out of his face

he spreads your legs a bit more tasting all of you still going slow and you grow impatient grabbing his hair and pulling it back letting a harsh slap on his face "do it correctly roman'' he whimpers before going back to your clit and moving faster looking up at you

''there you go baby'' you lean your head back grinding your hips on his tongue letting out a few moans

roman feels your legs tense him indicating that you were close to finishing and he holds your thighs on the side of his letting you finish on his tongue cleaning you all up

you breathe heavily looking down at his face glistening with your juices and his hair sticking to his forehead ''well that was disappointing wasnt it? i shouldnt have to help you make me cum. should i?'' you step back waiting for his answer.

he doesnt.

a loud slap was earned across his face "answer me'' you grab his jaw

roman smirks looking at you grabbing your wrist putting his hand around your neck ''did you really think i was gonna let that last long princess?''

''im sorry i just thought-''

''oh baby, thats the thing. you were thinking i was gonna let it slide and im not.'' he smirks at you ''all fours on the bed'' he adds letting go of your neck

you walk towards your bed getting on all fours like he asked facing him and the mirror you had in front of your bed. roman walks out of your view taking off his jeans and boxers along with his shoes. he then get on the bed behind you picking your head up with your hair "look at yourself while i ruin you'' he says holding your hair still, he slaps his dick on your folds earning a whine from you and he chuckles

he slams in without warning watching you gasp ''yeah i know you missed me'' he begins to slam into you repeatedly wrapping your hair around his hand lifting you up ''does he fuck you like this?'' he says in your ear and you moan rolling your eyes back at the pleasure ''answer me or ill stop'' he slows down letting your hair go and you drop down forward ''no roman...he doesnt'' you say in a moan

roman smiles watching you in this state ''no one will ever be me y/n'' he starts to go harder again ''you're mine.'' he leans down to you ear looking at your eyes through the mirror holding your hip

you look at his eyes barely keeping yours open as hes fucking you like theres no tomorrow. the room is filled with grunts, heavy breathing , and loud moans. the neighbours could probably hear the two of you.

''yeah look at you, fucked out with no thoughts huh?" he says with a laugh feeling you clench around him ''fuck you feel so good, you gonna cum?"'

"fuck you roman'' you manage to get out before breathing heavily

''fuck you too'' he lets a growl picking up his speed ''cum all over my dick baby. your dick'' he holds your lower back down leaning his hips down to hit your spot making you scream out ''fuckkk yes baby'' he says riding out your high ''ivy is gonna have a fucking sibling'' he leans down to your ear for the last time filling you up with his cum grunting.

roman stays there for bit before pulling out watching his cum drip out of you. he takes his thumb pushing it inside smiling slapping your ass.

you were just laying there, tired, still in bliss. you watch him put his clothes back on in the mirror grabbing ivy's bag ''see you soon pretty'' he says before walking out of your room and out of the front door

''fucking dick.''

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pt.1

plot: hollis & Y/N had a fun night together but that leaves them to answer a hard question, what’s gonna happen after this? are they gonna pretend this never happened or keep seeing each other. the dilemma is, both parties don’t want relationships, hollis especially.

the next morning arrives, hollis sits in his bed soaking in the sun from his window. he looks down at Y/N sleeping peacefully, he admires the scene in front of him. a pretty morning, with an even prettier girl laying in his arms. he doesn’t necessarily know how they ended up in this situation mainly because of the absurd amount of alcohol he consumed the night prior, but of course he wasn’t gonna complain. he can’t quite recall if they had intercourse the night before but even if they did hollis was pleased with the amazing night he could somewhat remember.

hollis somehow shimmies himself out from under Y/N’s limp body and sits up straight taking out his laptop to work on a few songs he’s been meaning to finish. a few hours go by and Y/N finally wakes up, she looks over at hollis with a disoriented, confused expression. hollis looks at her mutually with a smug smile “you sleep well?”

she laughs a bit before conjuring the words she wanted to say “yeah i slept amazing actually” she smiles

as she awakens she rubs her tired eyes, feeling the hangover from last night. she can remember a lot but everything after hollis asking her to come over was a blur. as she looks at him working on his laptop so many things traced her brain. why did he ask her to come over last night? what was his intentions? what does he think of her? the overthinking went quite as hollis spoke “i was thinking maybe i could make us some breakfast, how does that sound?”

Y/N smiles at the suggestion, nodding in agreement. hollis got up and walk down to the kitchen, Y/N followed shortly after him. She sits down at his kitchen table as he makes his way to the fridge. She takes in the scenery of his apartment, it wasn’t huge but it was spacious. window surrounded the kitchen, a nice view of the city stood beyond it. cluttered scattered on the kitchen table, not in a messy way, but in a comfortable sense. Y/N realized that she’s never felt this comfortable with a guy ever, hollis just had the sweetest vibe about him, she just didn’t know how to describe it.

hollis places a plate of french toast in front of

y/n, then he takes his seat in front of her. they just sit for a second in silence, taking in each others company. you can tell that they aren’t used to having company, especially in the early mornings, they both mutually understood that, but that didn’t matter. all that mattered right now was this comfortable silence, between two strangers.

“this is really good hollis, thank you.” she says breaking the silence

hollis nods in appreciation, to focused on his good cooking to give a verbal reply, but he didn’t wanna discard her comment. he takes a sip of his glass of water clearing his throat “i think so too”

they finish they’re food, hollis grabs their plates and takes them to the kitchen. Y/N follows behind him silently, hollis starts doing the dishes. she unintentionally sneaks up behind him, hollis sees her in his peripheral vision and jumps a bit “Y/N ! you scared me” he chuckles

“i’m so sorry! i just wanted to see if i could help in anyway.”

“no i’m okay, it’s just two dishes.” he smiles reassuringly

she stands beside him at the sink, resting her hip on the counter. hollis looks over at her with a smug smile “invested in this dishes are we?” he joked

she blushes, turning completely red “i’m sorry i just got distracted..”

“by me?”

“maybe just a bit.” she smiled hiding it behind her hair

hollis pushes the hair out of her face revealing her wide smile, which made him smirk a bit “you’re cute” he says before continuing the dishes

Y/N realizes the time, 11:30am, almost noon. she’s spent the majority of her day with hollis, to her it didn’t even feel that long. she looks at hollis with a saddened expression “i think i should head out soon”

hollis frowned unintentionally, trying to be non chalant, he quickly wipes the frown off his face before looking back at Y/N “so soon?” he jokes

“i just don’t wanna over stay my welcome”

he complies but in reality he really doesn’t want her to leave “well i had a good time with u, no bullshit.”

“maybe we could do it again sometime?” she asked

“of course, i would be a idiot if i said no.”

she smiled at him before going back to his room to put on the clothes she wore the night prior, she texts her friend asking her to pick her up, thinking maybe they could hangout for a bit before she brought Y/N home. her friend agreed, shortly after heading out to pick up Y/N. as she walks back out to the kitchen, she sees hollis patiently waiting by the door for her to get back “i figured why not walk you down.”

“that would be lovely” she smiles

he approaches her, towering over her, he looks down. he stares at her intensely, like he’s holding something back. the tension between the two is heavy. hollis tucks a piece of her hair behind her ear, looking deeply into her eyes “how would you feel if i kissed you?” he says intentionally breaking the silence

her face turned tomato red. even though she really wanted to, she didn’t wanna feed into his desires just yet, she wanted to keep him wanting more. giving in would just give him exactly what he wanted, but Y/N wasn’t letting her guard down that easily. she composed herself before replying “i’m not that easy hollis, u gotta work for it a little more.” she teased

he sighed playfully, he’s not annoying, far from it, if anything he’s intrigued “being a tease now, i see.” he said with a smug smile

she looks at her phone, her friend breaking the moment between them “my friends here to get me”

“i’ll see you again right?” he asked

“definitely.”

hollis opened the door for Y/N walking out after her. they walk down the stares to the main level where her friend waited. once they get down, hollis looked at her “text me?”

“you’ll hear from me.” she says before walking out to here friends car

hollis stands there, trying to comprehend how he was feeling. there was something about that girl, he just couldn’t quite put his finger on it. he felt something when he was with her, some he haven’t felt in a while. it was a weird feeling, but good. all he could think about was seeing her again, he wanted to know more, he didn’t even scrape the surface of this women yet. he wasn’t ready for anything serious, he felt like he never would be. but something about her got him thinking about what she thought of him, he didn’t know why he cared so much, he just did.

he wanted to know if she thought of him the same way, if she was just as confused as he was. he knew being in dating apps was just for hook ups, but he could help himself imaging more with her, more then just meaningless sex. his minds faded away from his fabricated mind, snapping out of the delusion, he couldn’t commit, why was he even thinking about such a thing? he rubs his face then headed back to his apartment.

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A/N: thank you guys again for all the love on part 1, it meant so much to me. sorry the timeline is moving a bit slow i just wanna make you guys anticipate just a bit. brilliant stories come with time. if this part preforms well like the other one i’ll continue making chapters. thank you all, until next time ;) <2222

pt.1

plot: hollis & Y/N had a fun night together but that leaves them to answer a hard question, what’s gonna happen after this? are they gonna pretend this never happened or keep seeing each other. the dilemma is, both parties don’t want relationships, hollis especially.

the next morning arrives, hollis sits in his bed soaking in the sun from his window. he looks down at Y/N sleeping peacefully, he admires the scene in front of him. a pretty morning, with an even prettier girl laying in his arms. he doesn’t necessarily know how they ended up in this situation mainly because of the absurd amount of alcohol he consumed the night prior, but of course he wasn’t gonna complain. he can’t quite recall if they had intercourse the night before but even if they did hollis was pleased with the amazing night he could somewhat remember.

hollis somehow shimmies himself out from under Y/N’s limp body and sits up straight taking out his laptop to work on a few songs he’s been meaning to finish. a few hours go by and Y/N finally wakes up, she looks over at hollis with a disoriented, confused expression. hollis looks at her mutually with a smug smile “you sleep well?”

she laughs a bit before conjuring the words she wanted to say “yeah i slept amazing actually” she smiles

as she awakens she rubs her tired eyes, feeling the hangover from last night. she can remember a lot but everything after hollis asking her to come over was a blur. as she looks at him working on his laptop so many things traced her brain. why did he ask her to come over last night? what was his intentions? what does he think of her? the overthinking went quite as hollis spoke “i was thinking maybe i could make us some breakfast, how does that sound?”

Y/N smiles at the suggestion, nodding in agreement. hollis got up and walk down to the kitchen, Y/N followed shortly after him. She sits down at his kitchen table as he makes his way to the fridge. She takes in the scenery of his apartment, it wasn’t huge but it was spacious. window surrounded the kitchen, a nice view of the city stood beyond it. cluttered scattered on the kitchen table, not in a messy way, but in a comfortable sense. Y/N realized that she’s never felt this comfortable with a guy ever, hollis just had the sweetest vibe about him, she just didn’t know how to describe it.

hollis places a plate of french toast in front of

y/n, then he takes his seat in front of her. they just sit for a second in silence, taking in each others company. you can tell that they aren’t used to having company, especially in the early mornings, they both mutually understood that, but that didn’t matter. all that mattered right now was this comfortable silence, between two strangers.

“this is really good hollis, thank you.” she says breaking the silence

hollis nods in appreciation, to focused on his good cooking to give a verbal reply, but he didn’t wanna discard her comment. he takes a sip of his glass of water clearing his throat “i think so too”

they finish they’re food, hollis grabs their plates and takes them to the kitchen. Y/N follows behind him silently, hollis starts doing the dishes. she unintentionally sneaks up behind him, hollis sees her in his peripheral vision and jumps a bit “Y/N ! you scared me” he chuckles

“i’m so sorry! i just wanted to see if i could help in anyway.”

“no i’m okay, it’s just two dishes.” he smiles reassuringly

she stands beside him at the sink, resting her hip on the counter. hollis looks over at her with a smug smile “invested in this dishes are we?” he joked

she blushes, turning completely red “i’m sorry i just got distracted..”

“by me?”

“maybe just a bit.” she smiled hiding it behind her hair

hollis pushes the hair out of her face revealing her wide smile, which made him smirk a bit “you’re cute” he says before continuing the dishes

Y/N realizes the time, 11:30am, almost noon. she’s spent the majority of her day with hollis, to her it didn’t even feel that long. she looks at hollis with a saddened expression “i think i should head out soon”

hollis frowned unintentionally, trying to be non chalant, he quickly wipes the frown off his face before looking back at Y/N “so soon?” he jokes

“i just don’t wanna over stay my welcome”

he complies but in reality he really doesn’t want her to leave “well i had a good time with u, no bullshit.”

“maybe we could do it again sometime?” she asked

“of course, i would be a idiot if i said no.”

she smiled at him before going back to his room to put on the clothes she wore the night prior, she texts her friend asking her to pick her up, thinking maybe they could hangout for a bit before she brought Y/N home. her friend agreed, shortly after heading out to pick up Y/N. as she walks back out to the kitchen, she sees hollis patiently waiting by the door for her to get back “i figured why not walk you down.”

“that would be lovely” she smiles

he approaches her, towering over her, he looks down. he stares at her intensely, like he’s holding something back. the tension between the two is heavy. hollis tucks a piece of her hair behind her ear, looking deeply into her eyes “how would you feel if i kissed you?” he says intentionally breaking the silence

her face turned tomato red. even though she really wanted to, she didn’t wanna feed into his desires just yet, she wanted to keep him wanting more. giving in would just give him exactly what he wanted, but Y/N wasn’t letting her guard down that easily. she composed herself before replying “i’m not that easy hollis, u gotta work for it a little more.” she teased

he sighed playfully, he’s not annoying, far from it, if anything he’s intrigued “being a tease now, i see.” he said with a smug smile

she looks at her phone, her friend breaking the moment between them “my friends here to get me”

“i’ll see you again right?” he asked

“definitely.”

hollis opened the door for Y/N walking out after her. they walk down the stares to the main level where her friend waited. once they get down, hollis looked at her “text me?”

“you’ll hear from me.” she says before walking out to here friends car

hollis stands there, trying to comprehend how he was feeling. there was something about that girl, he just couldn’t quite put his finger on it. he felt something when he was with her, some he haven’t felt in a while. it was a weird feeling, but good. all he could think about was seeing her again, he wanted to know more, he didn’t even scrape the surface of this women yet. he wasn’t ready for anything serious, he felt like he never would be. but something about her got him thinking about what she thought of him, he didn’t know why he cared so much, he just did.

he wanted to know if she thought of him the same way, if she was just as confused as he was. he knew being in dating apps was just for hook ups, but he could help himself imaging more with her, more then just meaningless sex. his minds faded away from his fabricated mind, snapping out of the delusion, he couldn’t commit, why was he even thinking about such a thing? he rubs his face then headed back to his apartment.

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A/N: thank you guys again for all the love on part 1, it meant so much to me. sorry the timeline is moving a bit slow i just wanna make you guys anticipate just a bit. brilliant stories come with time. if this part preforms well like the other one i’ll continue making chapters. thank you all, until next time ;) <2222

summary: being hollis’s bestfriend comes with alot of challenges. but your definition of challenges is very different, the challenges are you dealing with conceal (ryan) the boy you dread to see everytime you hang out with hollis. but things can change in due time.

warnings:fluff, ryan yearning. that’s it really enjoy<2

part 4

after hearting ryan's message you call roman and finn in a facetime call. the phone picks up after 3 rings from the both of them.

"hellooooo" you say

"hey y/n whats up?" says roman

"hey y/n'' says finn

"hey guys, i was calling to say i cant make it tonight'' you say shuffling around clothes in your closet with your phone in your hand

"damn, why not?"

"we were gonna pregame at roman's"

"something came up, but i can hang out later in the week maybe?

"yeah right, who are you ditching us for"

"right"

"w-what are yall talking about no one!" you begin to giggle propping your phone up to fix your hair and makeup

"you're stuttering and putting on makeup y/n..."

"oh my gosh okay, im hanging out with ryan"

"ah so you two made up? right before your birthday what a coincidence." finn says laughing

"bye, its not even like that. just going bowling and im coming right home. im still upset with him." you say finishing your makeup putting on your jewlery

"we know you not going back home tonight girl bye, have fun text us the tea" roman says in a sassy voice sticking out his tongue

you laugh loudly at his actions before rolling your eyes "bye get the fuck off my phone bro" hanging up and putting on your shoes shortly after

you spray his favorite perfume of his on your wrists, neck, and ankles walking downstairs waiting for him

----7:25---

you finally hear ryan's music outside and you begin walking to the door locking it behind you seeing him standing on the passenger side with your favorite flowers. you let out a small warm smile accepting them before hugging him tightly embracing his strong cologne.

"i missed you so fucking much" he says muffled into your neck leaving small kisses before letting you go opening the door

"i missed you more" you reply holding your flowers carefully sitting in the car putting your flowers on the ground between your legs

he smiles closing the door walking over his side. he looks nice. his buzzcut has grown out since the last time you saw him. his nails freshly done. eyebrows trimmed. lips look tasty as usual. you hum in satisfaction as he begins to drive to the bowling place

you two talk about whats been going on in the past few weeks. you tell him about your new dj job. he tells you about his modelling contract. you're very proud of him.

after what feels like an hour of talking you two finally arrive at the bowling place. he opens your door for you and you step out leaving your flowers in the car. he interlocks your fingers with his walking into the bowling place opening the door for you two.

you two spend the next two hours having fun, catching up, and talking about your differences. kisses here and there. laughing about why you two hated each other in the first place. as the time runs out for bowling comes to a end he mentions taking you to any place you wanted to eat which was "WINGSTOP!'' you yell out getting excited

he laughs shaking his head holding your hand again to guide you back to the car letting you get in first. he gets in and begins driving to wingstop kissing your hand every second he gets. you like this side of him, no weird looks, no judgement, just being treated how you're supposed to be.

pulling up to wingstop ryan leaves you in the car for a bit. you decided to take this time to call hollis to let him know how it was going.

"you crack yet?'' he says answering the phone

"im gonna tell your mother about this." you say in a serious tone

"oh so you're weird, anyways how's the date going?''

"its going so good, im honestly so happy. im loving this side of him''

"yeah? thats good. makes you want a boyfriend again huh?''

"savannah slow down."

you then add ''well maybe.''

"being a girlfriend is fun, well from what sirena has told me"

"yeah it is but im just nervous"

"dont be. you know i have your back"

"i love you. thank you. hes coming back now ill call you when i get home" you throw up the 2 sign

"i love you more be safe" he does it back before hanging up and ryan enters the car handing you the bag and putting the drinks in the cupholder

"do you mind coming back with me?'' he asks you and you shake your head no. ryan simply nods and pulls off driving to his house

a few minutes passes by you ended up falling asleep with your head on the window. you had a very long day and bowling definitely tired you out. ryan turns off the car getting out before walking to your side unbuckling your seatbelt carrying your sleeping body in his apartment laying you down in the bed. he then goes back outside to put your food in the oven so you could eat it later.

"get some rest princess" he kisses your forehead getting into bed with you putting your head on his chest taking a picture of you sleeping to post it on his instagram story.

-2:26am-

you wake up with your clothes sticking to you seeing ryan asleep. you slowly get out of the bed to walk to his closet getting some spare clothes you left here from some weeks back before walking into his bathroom to take a quick shower washing your makeup off taking a deep breath slowly. you stay in for a bit enjoying the hot water cascade off of your body humming to yourself. getting out you dry your body putting on your lotion you left here changing into some shorts and a baggy shirt.

you walk out of the steamy bathroom seeing ryan staring at you half asleep "did i wake you up?" you say in a soft voice climbing back into bed with him laying on his chest. his arms immediately wrapping back around your waist.

"no mama, you're fine" he responds with a raspy voice

you two sit in silence for a bit half asleep before ryan speaks up again "i really hope you enjoyed today. i wanted to show you how sorry i was for hurting you y/n. i promise you it'll never happen again. i cant lose you twice. i lov.. i like you alot okay? and ill do more than anything more to prove it" he says rubbing your side up and down

you smile with your eyes closed feeling the vibrations on his chest as he talks to you "its okay. i forgive you. just dont make me regret it ryan." you respond not catching on to him almost saying that four lettered word everyone despises

he nods and leans down to kiss your lips softly pulling you up to be closer to his face. you hide your face into his neck falling back asleep listening to the rain platter on the window and ryan's fingers tracing your back in circles just exactly how you like it

"goodnight pretty" he says falling back into a deep sleep

the two of you holding each other like you're gonna fly away.

<2 finished... for now

thank u 2 faith & sadie for the help! love u cutie

summary: just texts with roman as your bsf 🥳

warnings: nothing! enjoy <2

thank u to @s2diee again!

“I never wanted to be your weekend lover I only wanted to be some kind of friend”

plot: Y/N is going through a hard breakup and downloads a dating app. She’s looking for a distraction just for the night. nothing more than a fling, something that will at least quiet her mind for a short while. Someone specific catches her eye, long blond hair and great style. He looks angelic. Y/N immediately swipes right, and they match instantly.

Y/N looks at the matched screen in shock “how could someone so beautiful match with someone like me?” she ponders

he texts first, almost instantly. Y/N sees the notification flash across her screen, opening it immediately:

hollis: “hello beautiful <2”

Y/N hesitates before replying

Y/N: “well hello there, how are you doing tonight?”

hollis: “better now that we matched, how about yourself?”

Y/N blushes at his message not knowing how to reply, her night wasn’t the best but she didn’t wanna make him pity her.

Y/N: “i’m doing alright, could be better though.”

hollis: “lonely night 2, huh?”

Y/N: “yeah you could say that.”

hollis: “maybe i can change that?”

her eyes widen at the sudden gesture, not knowing how to reply once again. she didn’t understand how such small words could make her feel so many things.

Y/N: “maybe you could?”

even in that short sentence it felt like it meant so much, those three words she said pacing patterns in her brain. this felt so promiscuous, so wrong yet so right.

hollis: “well lemme come scoop you”

Y/N: “you sure, it’s pretty late”

hollis: “i’ve never been more sure”

hollis: “i know a cool bar around your direction, let’s hit it.”

Y/N: “sounds good!”

she sends her address his way

hollis: “i’m heading now, be ready for me.”

chills crawl down her spine, stomach aching with anxiousness. she’s never done something like this before. she’s always been a homebody, never the type to do this. she throws on one of her city dresses with tights, and her doc martens with a leather jacket. she sat on her bed riddled with anxiety waiting for him to arrive, soon enough she gets a text.

hollis: “right outside beautiful.”

she grabs her bag and head out the door. parked infront of her house sits a beautiful black corvette, windows rolled down, faintly playing music in the distance. she walks over toward the car, hollis gets out walking toward the passenger side. she watches as he opens the door for her “thank you” she mutters shyly

“my pleasure.”

they both sit in the car, hollis moves it outta park and starts driving to the bar he recommended “shy are we?”

she darts her head at him “i’m sorry, i’m just nervous.”

he slightly chuckles a bit, like her nervousness was intriguing “don’t worry, i don’t bite”

she smiles softly playing along with his silly banter. they talk back and forth about their interests, getting to know each other at a deeper level. they discuss their favorite music, the new albums that came out recently. hollis opened up about how he’s a producer and a artist who tours all around the world, that intrigued her “how have i never heard of you if your so famous?” she jokes

“i don’t know, maybe i’m just not your niche.”

she laughs enjoying the conversation they’re having, faint humming of the music in the background. soon enough they both arrive at the bar, hollis opens the door for her once again. they go find a seat then order their drinks “what do you usually get?” he asks

“i fuck with espresso martinis” she laughs

he laughs back, once the laughter fades he asks the bar tender for two espresso martinis. they laugh and banter back and forth clearly enjoying each other’s company, who knew a last minute date would go so well. hollis shows her a snippet of one of his songs for his newest album, he hold the phone up to your ear “the album is called star, i feel like it’s my best work yet”

“this is beautiful, what a surprise that i’m on a date with a superstar”

he laughs taking a sip from his drink “i mean i guess you should say you’re pretty lucky”

they both continue to banter back and forth shooting the shit, getting hammered. they’re both pretty drunk at this point, it’s pretty late but hollis looks at Y/N with an idea in his eyes. Y/N didn’t mind though, her mindset formed around, where ever he wanted to go, she would.

“the nights still young” he says grabbing two water bottles from the bar tender

“why don’t we go on a walk, sober up, i can show you how beautiful this city is at night.” he hands her the water bottle

she wraps her arm around his then they ascend into the night, no true plan, just the two of them. Y/N has no clue why she’s trusting a stranger so much, but in her drunken mind it feels like she’s known him for eternities. the two dance around the streets goofing off, each main road and side street was explored. they talked about their pasts and relationships, their standards and boundaries, how they viewed the world. it felt so right, so innocent. 3am rolled around, hollis looked at his watch “3am already, it feels like i’ve been with you for only a hour.”

Y/N smiles at him, they’re stood under a dim street light, hollis steps closer to her taking out a pack of cigarettes offering her one. she accepts taking the cig between her fingers. hollis lights his, Y/N places it between her lips as hollis lights it for her. they both inhale and exhale the smoke, just enjoying the moment “i’ve had a blast with you tonight.”

“me too, i feel like i’ve known you forever. thank you for making my night better” she smiles

he nods reassuringly “back to the car?”

“yeah sure”

hollis wraps his arm around her waist as they walk back to the bar parking lot. as they get back into the car hollis looks at her “can i play you one more song?”

she nodded at him, he turns on the song.

“i wrote this song a while ago but i feel like you should here it.”

the lyrics start “I'm coming home, I want you to be ready for me”

“I'm on your phone, while you get ready, getting pretty for me”

the song continues “Now we're all alone, I want you to see what you can do to me”

“God damn girl, uh, you're one of one”

“We're on the run, but you'll be safe as long as you're with me”

the lyrics hit Y/N like a brick, it feels like hollis is trying to speak to her through music “God damn, girl, here we go, so fast!”

“guess that's just the way that we are”

she looks at him “you wrote this? it’s beautiful”

he smiles softly at her “i’m very proud of it”

hollis starts driving “um Y/N?” hollis asked his voice shaky

“what up?”

“would you maybe wanna come back to my place?” hollis asked nervously

she’s shocked by the question but agrees. he smiles at her one last time then focused on the road. Y/N looks out the window listening to the music he was playing, just living in the moment. they arrive at his house, hollis hops out the car and so does Y/N. they both walk in, hollis tosses himself on the couch “you need any clothes to wear?”

“if you don’t mind” she smiles

hollis gets up and leads her to his bedroom, he scavenges through his drawers trying to find something for her to sleep in. he finally finds something somewhat decent and throws it ur way “the bathroom is right by my dresser”

she walks into the bathroom and starts getting dressed, she looks around and gets familiar with her surroundings. she never thought she’d be at at random guys house at 3am but there she is. she slips on the big t-shirt he gave her then walks over to the sink, she splashes water in her face the oats it dry with a towel. Y/N walks out to see hollis laying in his bed waiting for her,

she crawls into his arms as he tightens his grip on her.

they chat back and forth for a bit until Y/N eyes are struggling to stay open. she passes out in his arms. from a attempted late night fling to the best night of her life, it wasn’t what she expected at all. she at least expected him to use her for sex like every guy, all he wanted to do was cuddle and talk to her. it felt sweet and innocent, she didn’t wanna admit it but she was kinda catching feelings.

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A/N: hey guys ! this is my first fan fiction i’ve written since like 2021 so it’s a bit sloppy, if y’all enjoy it i’ll definitely make another part!! thank you for reading!

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