sarah pidegon

I'm just relived that we were able to clear that up rather than be in a frenzy over something that isn't happening tomorrow. But at the end of the day, it's always important to communicate what we're feeling and want to get out. I can understand that though. I know you're definitely a much more reserved person than I am, and I love that about you. We didn't have to stand there and prove to others that we were doing this because we love one another or whatever else, but we did it for ourselves and I won't ever regret that.

i think we have never had an issue with talking things out. even the weird or hard stuff. i think that as long as we keep up with that, we should be okay. i really am more reserved than most people realize. i'm less so with you, because i'm comfortable with you. we don't and that's why i'm so happy we did it how we did. we take things at our pace and do what we want. so, not to totally change the subject, but i'm wondering how serious you were about sneaking me onto set? i'm seeing those photos and it's making me want to go.

Agreed, if you're bored and not finding joy in your work, then you need to re-evaluate what to do differently or if it's working for you anymore. Think that's why I enjoy being weird and overly out there, keeps it fun, keeps people guessing, but it's still a way to keep a bit of distance between myself and everything else. The cast is impressive, but that doesn't surprise me. I'm happy to be filming it again.

exactly! we need to make sure that we still like what we are doing! otherwise we would be in trouble. that's why? i guess that makes sense! i mean we do love to make people guess and maybe lose their minds a bit. you do it to hold people at arm's length? i feel like i should have talked to you sooner! it is and i am almost jealous because i think filming that kind of project would be so fun. the stunt work? sign me up!

i get it, i'm always surprised with what i can do and it doesn't feel like a lot in the moment, but later i hear how much it is and become quite surprised actually. i definitely have a good balance, i really learned to keep personal life and work life private and balance work and relaxing over time. it does, and it's why i appreciate some madness. we'll see and if not me, i'll probably be sad but adore who gets the role.

it doesn't! we just go with it when everything is happening and then? we crash after and it's fine. that's good! i know that sometimes people can't find that. i just hope that i can find that perfect spot for everything. we don't mind some madness! we will see, and i know that we will be happy for whoever, but still, sad for you.

Know you had your breakout moment with your last project, which makes sense but have you signed onto any upcoming projects? I might be fully wrapped up in Off Campus but I've started to see rumors swirling of projects I'm being tapped for and I have no clue what they're talking about. Have you had that happen too? @pidgeonsarah

i did and i have actually! i did a project with amazon, actually and that's in post production now. i'm keeping my options open though. i feel like you are going to be kept very busy with off campus! i have had that and i love when i can just give them the look of what the hell are you talking about? because the silence that follows is very fun.

You did take me by surprise, but still shouldn't have reacted that way. I genuinely just said it as a future reference though and by future I mean a few years from now. That's why when you questioned it, I just immediately thought it was because you weren't ready for them and didn't want them at all. Definitely not out of malice. We can still be in that bubble, you know. I'll be honest, I didn't know that was the real reason for wanting such a private wedding.

i think we both just didn't expect this conversation. i know you meant a few years from now, i should have just thought about it. i was surprised and i guess that i surprised you. i know, i know that you wouldn't say something like that out of malice. i love the idea of staying in that bubble. it's one of the reasons i wanted it that way! i really did just want something private, low key because the idea of a huge thing? all those eyes on us when we are promising ourselves to each other? i didn't love it.

I'm sorry that I jumped down your throat, I shouldn't have been so harsh. The only reason I brought up your age was because I know normally kids is a topic one doesn't really want to talk about when they're younger. Well, younger than me. I know that's no excuse and I'm sorry. We were caught up in the romance and I don't regret that, I promise. You aren't being selfish at all and my attention will full be on your, just you.

i think i just really took you by surprise and i never meant to. i know that kids aren't something a lot of people think about at my age. especially with everything i have going on. it's not one, but i know this wasn't out of..malice or anything. we really were and in our own bubble. i feel like it could be seen as that. it's part of why i wanted it to be just us for our wedding.

Did you really? I...I didn't want to come off rude about it yesterday. I know I probably came off strong, but I was just thrown for a loop there when you questioned it. Well good, I'm glad that you don't feel that way.I definitely think it should have been a discussion we had prior to marrying, but we can do it now. And I really do hope you know that I'm not saying we have to have babies by next year either. Both of our careers are just now kicking off and I don't want you to stop your streak because of that.

really, i'm being honest. it felt like you jumped down my throat because i just asked a question. then my age got brought up by you and i know there's a big gap between us, but never thought it'd get brought up. i don't feel that way and i know we should have, but we sort of were lost in the romance. i know that you aren't saying that, we both have so much to look forward to and i'm being selfish but i really don't want to share your attention right away with anyone else.

To be fair, I didn't exactly think we would be here a year from then. Having kids has always been on my agenda for life. I should have made the clear from the beginning. Hey, it's fine. You're a lot younger than me, so I get it. I'm not pressuring you into anything you don't want. Basically, yeah. Which I hate that, that's how I reacted but too late to go back.

we didn't ever imagine we'd be where we are. i always thought about kids, but honestly never thought i'd find someone...who would want them with me. paul, you aren't pressuring me, it's just something to talk about. i'm not saying i want to plan every single part of it out, but it's something to discuss.

When filming 'Love Story'? Because if that's the case then that was almost a year ago. We weren't even dating then. I'm not saying we're not juggling a lot right now, I know that we are. We're here because I made the comment of having kids, that's how. Don't think we're in a fight. I'm just annoyed that's all.

i know, i know. we weren't dating but messing around. we are, and i just was thinking along those lines. i'm not freaked out by the idea of having kids and i don't want you to think that. it feels like it...and i'm just confused. you're annoyed because of how i reacted?

I don't know, maybe it was something we talked about and it slipped my mind. Don't really remember. It kind of sounded that it was something you were against. I didn't say we had to go off and try for a baby right now. It was just a statement, which fuck, I shouldn't have made apparently.

we talked about a lot when filming and everything. maybe our wires just got crossed. i didn't mean for it to come off that way, but i know we are juggling a lot. i'm not saying you said that either! how did this just happen? we were just talking about all the good and now it feels like we're in a fight.

Don't recall having that conversation at all, actually. Either I was drunk or it didn't happen. This should have been a topic of conversation before getting married though. Didn't know you were against it.

maybe it was something i thought we talked about? hold on, wait a second. i never said i was against it. i just assumed with how busy we are, it would be something that we would explore later on?

yes, and i'll admit, it's nice to bee busy to some degree, and thank you. i gathered the skill with my ex, actually. i kept that balance of my time with malcom and my work, so i can do such now with nicholas as well. i am enjoy it, yes — i love madness. i agree, i'd happily do the role ! it'd be an honour and i already expressed interest in an interview even.

it can be nice, it also can be a lot! i'm surprised i was able to squeeze in so much of what i have lately. as long as you are able to keep some balance! that's good, madness keeps us from trouble. i hope that if it happens that they do call! if not, i'll protest.

If you really think about it, they're just around the corner. We're already half way through July; before we know it, it'll be September. Once November hits? It should slow down or at least I hope. I'm just glad that you enjoyed the gifts. Mhm, plenty to look forward to. Gotta love him though. It was a major change for you, but look at you now. What kind of camping trip would it be without their mother.

i didn't even think about how we are halfway through july. september and that means fall! i hope that it will slow down, i think it usually does. of course! i feel like so much celebrating has been happening lately. i still feel like pinching myself over the nomination. we do! it was, and now i've embraced the blonde. are we...even having kids? i thought last time we talked...we were good with it being just us.

it's been a bit busy — i was on set with my boyfriend as he filmed, dior stuff gets me a lot, was apart of a music video and now doing some press for a project to come and speaking on others i'm apart of as well. so, pretty busy to a degree. almost always something with me it seems. oh, now that would be a dream casting as much as being elsa. we can both hope for such.

see! i knew that you would be busy. it sounds like you are balancing personal and professional pretty well though? i know that's not something that is easy for everyone to do! are you enjoying the madness, at least? i imagine that would be perfect for you! if they ever do a live action frozen, they better call you.