Read Between The Lines

It's been a long time since the last time I tried to unravel this puzzle in my head Its like a ribbon wrapped around the poles of a structure so weak it could fall at any moment. The safety of the walls of my skull is only metaphorical at this point. This brain doesn't wish to be in this home anymore.

My body, like a cage that settles its unfortunate score. And the world that turns around me is still. But only for a moment. The silence that ventures in the insanity screams is settling. But again, only for a moment. I’m unsure how to keep that settling feeling. The screams get louder every day, like a siren going off at every move i make. My mind is on lock down, imprisoned by my unfortunate ability to never speak the words that should be spoken.

The voices tell me what to say but they don’t put it lightly. I haven't found a way to make those words a nicer tone. That’s why I’m doing this now, writing out what I feel. I’m hoping that the slightest bit of freedom will let me reign free once again.