stupid, happy, sad life

Idk if there’s any quote like this one, but I swear I said this.

You know when you do something just like a hobby, and you don’t even think of it being anything more? Like idk, a profesion or something... And than people start telling all these stories about how you culd make it, how you have a really talented and everything. And... It might happen, but, it also maight not. And than you’re head gets big and you get really hung up on what you’re doing, and you get really into you’re hooby. But, than you find out that you’re not the only one talented, and that there are people who are better then you. And you get down to earth and you... you give up on it all. I always do that. It’s soo stupid! I wish I culd just stop it. Human  characteristics suck sometimes.

You know that feeling when you have some kind of problem, or you hate something and you don’t really know what or who it is? Well a long time I had that feeling. Now I don’t any more and I know what it was about. It was pretty much about me not knowing who I was... And not being able to accept who I am. I cind of figured out that I was scared! I didn’t know who I was and I was scared to find out! My main concern was that I’d turn out to be a horrible person. But I guess me finding out culdn’t be avoided. I am me, after all. I’m not gonna tell you what I found out. This is just like a little piece of advice, for ppl who don’t know who they are. I wanna tell you not to rush with finding out. It will happen. Until than try being as much things as you can. You’ll know which one is you.  And I know that this won’t make that feeling go away, but just for a moment it might make it a little easier.

It’s a good song. Love it.

Good luck.