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my heart is frozen still as i try to find the will to forget her somehow

i unfortunately share a lot of santana‘s less fortunate traits (minus the body shaming, plus the totally canon adhd diagnosis)

i’m very sarcastic and pessimistic, i tend to speak before i think when upset, and am basically the opposite of non-confrontational (oops). and i’m a lesbian, so ig we have that in common too lol

as cringe as it sounds, i‘ve been told i have black cat energy (santana) while simultaneously being annoying and bubbly around my fav people (brittany)

i’m def a little too ditzy and scatterbrained at times and struggle with transitions and learning new things

like yes they‘re my fav characters but they‘re also the ones i’m most alike?? is this some twisted version of self love?? i’ll take it

oh this is a hard one.

i actually think they have a lot in common, they‘re both very protective of the people they care about, they‘re fiercely loyal (to each other), they both crave so so much love, they‘re determined and strong willed, but the way they act on it all and live it all are very different.

santana‘s anger is loud and mean and destructive and brittany internalizes it and waits for the right moment to attack, i think she‘s more of an evil mastermind than santana is tbh and that‘s saying something.

i‘d say the biggest difference is that brittany is so unashamed and unapologetic and just purely herself, always. she doesn‘t care what people think and does whatever tf she wants and is proud of it. the only time we ever saw her show some insecurity was when people were calling her stupid and after santana left.

santana, however, cares SO much, even though she‘d never admit it. she‘s constantly worried about the way she‘s perceived, especially from people she cares about. she has a lot of insecurities and projects them onto other people or tries to cover it up by lashing out.

i think that‘s part of the reason why they work so well together - santana has brittany to reassure her and make her feel confident and proud. she‘s patient with her but will also call her out on her bs when it gets to a point.

brittany has santana to make her feel smart and appreciated and loved. santana will reel her back in when she loses sight of the things that matter or gets overwhelmed and stressed out.

basically, they‘re perfect??

i meaannn…

10 teeny tiny santana‘s 100%

life sized brittany would still be scarier than 1 gigantic santana (she‘s basically just a ball of anxiety, adhd, doe eyes and vicious words)