TheFlyTrap

#StartRant **warning, this is indeed a rant, if you are sensitive; please skip**

Humans possess a great ability, the ability to choose. It’s what separates us from animals. Some of y'all are just plain abusing this privilege. I don’t know if I have anymore patience to watch those around me make horrible life choices and detrimental life decisions.

I am completely empathetic and that causes me to hurt when my people hurt. It also causes me to take up arms and do everything to help my people. But, I am wearing thin. I almost cannot lend anymore helping hands to the unwilling. I know what the “right” thing to do is but, I feel that I am no longer capable of doing that. I, personally am not “supposed” to be effected by the decisions of others, however, it doesn’t negate that I am in fact: effected. Especially when some of you decide that it is acceptable monopolize people’s time for your problems, knowing you will never use the advice you seek.

Pretending to seek advice when all you want is to waste my time is despicable. Do you ever see beyond yourself long enough to realize that my time, counsel and advice aren’t unlimited? I have a life of my own that I choose to put aside in order to help you with your “Defcon 5” problem? A problem that, regardless of my advice, you will allow to continue, unchanged, untreated, undone?

I am trying to dig deep and find more empathy and patience in a very dry well and it’s making me doubt myself. Where is the line drawn? When do I throw in the towel? Sorry for the rant but, seriously…. Some of you need to nut up or shut up. Or simply… Move on….. Right on out of my life.

There is an addendum to this rant: Wanting to bend my ear Or have a shoulder to cry on is completely different from my complaint here because those situations do not warrant anything but compassion. Which all humans should posses plenty of.

No, the purpose of this rant is directed at the ones who don’t want compassion. It’s the ones that just want nothing but to listen to themselves talk. The ones that are just bored and looking to waste some time in between one self created crisis to the next. The ones who don’t see how far the ripples of their bad decisions go. The selfish, the unreasonable, the ASKHOLES.